Chapter 39: Enjoy the Moment
After sending Lin Qingyao home, Liang Xinyue sat in the co-pilot, looked at Yan Ning strangely, and asked, "When did you become so enthusiastic and send a girl you didn't know home?"
Yan Ning smiled, "People drink too much, and they don't look very good, so they should be here to borrow wine to kill their sorrows." It's distressing to look at it, so it's rare to be enthusiastic. ”
Liang Xinyue snorted and said, "You still know that you feel sorry for others, I think you feel sorry for yourself first!"
"What do I have to worry about? What happened to me?"
"By the way, what's the situation between you and your little milk dog?
Yan Ning glanced at her and said, "I don't understand what you're saying." ”
Liang Xinyue stretched out her hand and slapped her, and said, "Don't pretend to be stupid, you know who I'm talking about? It's that gentle and elegant Dr. Wen, who is several years younger than you!"
Yan Ning replied calmly: "We have never been together, how can there be any separation that is not separated?"
"I think it's really strange that you're sick in the head. Why can't you be with him? Eight years old is eight years old, and everyone else is 20 years old and can still be together, and they can't live happily in the same way. Liang Xinyue couldn't help but complain.
"I'm no one else, I can't care if others love me, I can't accept it anyway. ”
"Life is short, the most important thing is enjoyment, big sister. What are you thinking? What is there to accept? Alas, if there was such a fleshy body in front of me, I could not control it, and I pounced on him like a wolf and ate him clean. ”
Yan Ning suddenly sighed and said, "Doctor Wen is a very good person, he is suitable for a better girl." ”
"You tell me, what's better? It's better if you like it, it's good if you think it's good. ”
"Xinyue, you don't understand. I'm so much older than him, and I'm going to be older than him. When he was in his prime, I had wrinkles on my face. I'm standing next to him, probably like his mom, I can't feel like I can accept it just thinking about it, so I can't be with him, I can't face my terrible self later. ”
Liang Xinyue thought thoughtfully, "You are actually afraid of this, shouldn't you enjoy the moment? Not to mention that you have no intention of marrying him." ”
"Yes, I won't marry him, so I can't be with him, I can't hurt him. I'm not married, but he's not, so there's no need for us to be together. ”
"Yan Ning, I think you're afraid of falling in love with him. You are afraid that after falling in love with him, you will compromise for him. You hate marriage and reject it. You're afraid that one day I'll give up because of him, and you've been stubbornly sticking to your beliefs. Or rather, you're already in love with him. ”
Yan Ning began to panic inexplicably, she never thought that she was in love with Wen Yu'an. But Liang Xinyue's words seemed to poke into the deepest part of her heart, and she began to doubt herself.
"I didn't, I didn't love him. Yan Ning flatly denied it.
Liang Xinyue shook her head and began to analyze her seriously, "Didn't you go to bed? Why do you want to sleep with him if you don't love him? Women are sexual because of love." ”
Yan Ning turned his head and glanced at Liang Xinyue, and asked in shock, "Who told you that we went to bed?" ”
Liang Xinyue laughed, "Baby, I guessed this." You forgot what you told me, an accident, you slept with other people's simple Dr. Wen. People are virgins, and they let you be in charge. ”
Yan Ning was a little embarrassed, frowned and said, "Please don't say it, it's all said that it was an accident, and it wasn't intentional." Got drunk and accidentally happened, and it wasn't because of love. ”
"You really don't have feelings for Dr. Wen, you don't like it at all?"
Yan Ning hesitated for a moment and said, "It's not that I don't like it at all, I just think the two of us are not suitable." ”
"It's just a relationship, what's suitable or inappropriate? I find that you just think too much, isn't it good to accept it naturally? You are sometimes afraid of delaying him, don't you still have someone in your heart? Love is coming, can't you just enjoy it?
Liang Xinyue's words have to be said to make Yan Ning a little moved, but she couldn't make up her mind.
On weekends, the florist is extra busy. It wasn't until noon that Yan Ning had time to sit down and take a good rest. The wind chimes at the door rang out, and a beautiful tall figure walked in.
Yan Ning glanced up, immediately got up from the chair, and said with a smile, "Qingyao, do you need any flowers?"
Qing Yao also smiled and said, "I'm bored at home, I always feel that the room is empty, so I want to come to you to take a look, are there any flowers suitable for indoors, potted plants can also be?"
Yan Ning took Qing Yao to the flower room and walked to a few flower pots with white flowers. said to Lin Qingyao: "If you want to keep it indoors, I recommend you to plant white orchids, this kind of flower has its own fragrance when it opens, and this snow-white petal is also very beautiful, and it looks particularly fresh." ”
Lin Qingyao didn't have much research on flowers, and she didn't know much about them, she touched the white flowers, and said with a smile: "It looks very beautiful, but I don't know if it's good or not." I'm a person who has no interest in life, and I don't particularly understand these things. ”
Yan Ning said: "White orchids are actually very easy to raise, and the maintenance method is also very simple. It is more light-loving, so keep it in full sunlight during normal times. When the summer is hotter, you can take proper shade. When watering, it is best to water thoroughly at one time, as there will be water accumulation and rotten roots inside. ”
"It sounds simple, but my skills don't seem to be very good, and I remember when I was a kid I couldn't even raise a cactus. ”
"It's okay, raising flowers is learned slowly. I didn't know much at first, and I raised a lot of flowers. As you gain experience, you'll be more handy. ”
"I'm afraid I'm impatient. ”
"If it really doesn't work, you just take a pot first, raise it slowly and try it, it's not that difficult. ”
Lin Qingyao looked at Yan Ning, she was wearing a tulle dress, her hair was tied with a headband, and the sun shone on her through the glass of the flower room, looking like she was in a quiet place.
Lin Qingyao couldn't help but ask, "Sister, you are so gentle and beautiful, why aren't you married?"
Yan Ning was stunned for a moment, then looked up and asked her, "How do you know that I'm not married?"
Lin Qingyao realized that she had asked the wrong thing, and was silent for a moment before saying, "You don't look like you're married." ”
"Really, what should a married woman look like?" Yan Ning asked.
"I'm tired of life, I have to work, I have to take care of my children, and I have to worry about the trivial things at home. The whole person is haggard, not as elegant and agile as your sister. ”
Yan Ning laughed and said, "Thank you for complimenting me?
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
Yan Ning shook his head, and Lin Qingyao asked again: "Then someone is chasing you, you are so good-looking." ”
Yan Ning just smiled and didn't answer. Lin Qingyao knew that Wen Yu'an was chasing her? Thinking about it, she should also enjoy the feeling of being pursued.
Lin Qingyao was too curious, and couldn't help but ask, "Do you like the person who pursues you?"
She even wanted to ask, that person was Wen Yu'an. She wanted to say even more, please don't like Wen Yu'an.
Yan Ning didn't seem to want to talk about this topic, so he didn't answer her. Maybe it's because they don't know each other well, and they haven't reached the point where they want to talk about such a private topic.
"Do you want to bring a pot of white orchids?" Yan Ning asked softly. Lin Qingyao replied: "Okay." ”