108. Alan's heart

How does he feel about Irelli?

Remembering that the first time he saw Erile, she was still a small one, hiding in the corner, thinking that he didn't see her.

At that time, Areli was simple but pretended to be mature, and the inexplicable so-called shock seemed to give her a different transformation, but the process seemed to be more cruel.

She looked in the unknown direction almost step by step, and he looked behind him, but he didn't get in her way.

Allan...... I can only look at it, although it is not helpless, but it is only ......

He didn't think he had that obligation, and he didn't have the ability to help Eryl break through the complicated lifeline relationships.

He wasn't even good at reconciling his relationship with his father.

To say that father and son should not be as indifferent as the two of them, at the most basic level, they are related by blood, this relationship has been laid down since Allen was born, it cannot be changed, it is predestined, based on this, they should not be so.

But the world is unpredictable, and it is impossible to go through the world without some black material and without doing anything guilty, even if it is unintentional.

Abt's wife is Agatha's sister-in-law, and it can be inferred from Agatha's beauty that this woman is definitely a beauty as well.

Don't look at Abt at this time, but he was still young and vigorous at that time, but he was also an idol in the hearts of a generation, how to say it, at that time, he was a little young and old, and he was very loved by the elders, and they all thought that this was a mature child, and it was worth entrusting his own children.

But in reality, although Abt is calm, this composure does not mean everything.

Abt loved his wife very much, his wife was gentle, virtuous and very beautiful, which attracted the attention of many men, and Abt was envious of a group of people to have such a wife.

But God always seems to like to tease people, obviously gave Abt enough ability and enviable wife, and even had a son, but it was precisely after the birth of this son that a succession of bad things appeared.

First of all, the person who became the village head, yes, is the village head, the village he managed was not in the mountains at the beginning, but located at the foot of the mountain, close to the city, which was a relatively good location, but at that time it caused a group of people to be angry, not only other villages, but also people with power in their hands.

In fact, this country is not at all comparable to the big country in the East, the land here is completely precious resources, and those who have some power want to have a piece of good land, which will be the best wealth and security.

So, they're being targeted.

Although that person was only a small person in Paro City, he was such a person, and they couldn't resist at all.

There is no reason to take it by force.

Then, Abt and the people of a village lost their territory and had no basis for survival, and the sense of responsibility in Abt's heart, as the head of a village, made him feel tormented, and at the same time, Abt's thoughts turned a miraculous turn.

He resolutely led the rest of the people into the mountains and forests, determined not to communicate with the world again.

This practice is tantamount to choking on food, but he does not hesitate.

The people of the village had no way out, so they had to follow the eldest brother, a group of people who only knew how to cultivate how to adapt to life in the jungle, so at the beginning, it was enough for some villagers to be attacked by wild beasts and die, and some people left because they were dissatisfied, and in the end only a relatively small part remained.

The last and most direct time, because of the loss of Allen, who was only two years old, Abt followed the villagers to hunt, and only his wife went to look for it, but he accidentally fell and died, regardless of whether it was Allen's fault at that time, Abt was estranged from Allen, and the most important thing is that Abt's wife was still pregnant at that time.

If Abt hadn't entered the forest, there wouldn't have been so many casualties, and if he hadn't left his family behind, little Allen wouldn't have gone missing, and his wife wouldn't have died.

Everything is a cycle of cause and effect, and in the end, because Burton came to make everything better, Burton taught the villagers how to survive, and even found a "paradise" for them, Abt also became very respectful of Burton, and handed over the position of head of a village to Burton.

Later, everything went smoothly, but the gap between the two of them was like a broken mirror, and no matter how desperately they tried to repair it, the crack on it still couldn't be repaired.

Although to be serious, Abt's approach is a little unreasonable at all, but he is Lao Tzu.

Allen's feelings for Abt are complicated, he has a child's longing and respect for his father, but at the same time he is also disappointed, what his father is like, how can he, a son, not know!

But what about being clear?

There are many helpless things in this world, and people can only make the most helpless choice in this situation.

Alan probably has hatred in his heart.

Then again, how does Alan feel about Irelli?

Alan doesn't love Erilly, he thinks of her as his sister at best, he is used to observing her from time to time, and he has a hunch that he knows more about Erielly than anyone else, including Burton, who raised herelle.

Erile's mind is actually very mature, there are many things hidden in her small eyes, she can hide a mind for more than ten years, and finally it is revealed, and it explodes all at once, shocking everyone, and no one can block her path at that time.

That Erilly was Alan's inner self, the person he wanted to be.

It's a kind of admiration, it's a feeling that is rooted in my heart, and I won't regret it until I die.

And in the future, it is probably because of this that Alan has even become a dependant of Erile, the most loyal person.

It was for this reason that Alan secretly ran out of the village, searched all the way, and came to Jiaye City, but at this time he was exhausted, so he had the next thing.

When he woke up, Alan was a little confused.

His thoughts were still stuck in the moment before he fainted, and his eyes were still white, with occasional flashes of starlight.

Finally, after a while, this feeling of confusion faded away, and the eyes became clear.

As far as the eye can see, there is a rough ceiling, with some paint peeling everywhere, and even the floor, although there are no cobwebs and no dust, it can be seen that there are still people living in it for a long time.

I tried to move my body, although I was still very weak, but I felt a little more tired, but I was hungry for too long, and my stomach was a little uncomfortable.

Get up and look around, mainly to see if there's anything to eat.

There is indeed ......

......

There's nothing more to say, just eat it, aren't you afraid of being poisonous? Please, he's going to starve to death, do you care about this?

As he devoured it, a man suddenly came in.

Allen was still alert, and immediately put down the bowl in his hand, and looked up sharply ahead, where the door was.

Standing in front of the door was a girl with flaxen hair coiled, a shabby-looking apron in front of her, and a basin of water with a towel on it.

The girl looked at him in astonishment, and Alan realized that there seemed something terrible in his eyes.

He was a little at a loss for a while, after all, it was he who was rude first.

I quickly got up and tidied up my clothes a little, so that I didn't look so sloppy or so annoying.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......" Alan bowed and apologized sincerely, "I scared you, I'm sorry > <." ”

Fendia was not as scared as Alan thought, but suddenly remembered Fang Jin's warning, and was a little hesitant for a while to ask and comfort her?

Unexpectedly, this person immediately apologized, and his attitude was sincere, and he didn't look like a wicked person at all.

Obviously she was already very hungry, and when she didn't come, she was so hungry that she devoured it, but when she saw herself, she apologized to herself as soon as she took the first precautions.

A person's slightest gesture can reveal the person's character and temperament.

The person who is capable of doing such a move, uh, it seems that the possibility of being a wicked person cannot be ruled out yet.

No way, she seems to trust Teacher Fang very much.

No way, there is always such a person in the world, even if he doesn't do anything, he still attracts everyone's attention.

That's how she was influenced by this man.

She knew that Fang Hibiscus was still better for her, and it was also for her good to remind her, so there was no reason for her not to listen to Fang Hibiscus.

"Don't mind. As he spoke, he brought the basin in, "You eat first, and you can wipe your body later, you must have been running around for a long time." "By implication, he's so dirty...... I didn't say it directly...

"Oh!" knew that he was indeed dirty, and he didn't refute it, and the other party really didn't have any malicious intent.

He is not stupid, he feels that his face is refreshed, and he was awake before he fell into a coma, he has been running around for so long, he doesn't even care about eating, where does he care if his face is clean or not.

Obviously, someone helped him do a simple cleaning while he was unconscious, and from that point of view, the person was really nice.

Being able to help others when they are in trouble is a sign of a virtuous person.

Allen's head is clear, so naturally he won't be unable to figure out this little thing.

But he also knew his own situation.

Although he didn't have any malicious intent, he couldn't just cause trouble to others.

"Eat something, it's hard to be hungry. ”

Fandia's tone was very calm, this was the tone she had when she was talking to the children, and when she looked at this person just now, she felt so much like those wronged children, and then her tone naturally changed.

As a result, he returned to the bowl in his hand, and a tear swirled in his eyes, and as he ate, he fell into the soup.

This warmth is enough......