139. The so-called heart knot
Is there a knot in her heart? Feng An'an followed Gu Zifeng's question and asked herself in her heart, but the answer was no! Because she had already had a knot with him...... Why can't I do it when I'm awake......? How did he know what was going on in his feelings? Could he have recognized himself a long time ago?
Feng An'an's eyes widened, and he asked sneeringly: "You, do you recognize that person is me?"
Gu Zifeng slowly walked back to Feng An'an with a shocked face, reached out to lift her chin, let her look into his eyes, and asked, "Did you recognize me a long time ago?"
"Where is there no waiting to see, it is obvious that you are making all kinds of difficulties for me!" Feng An'an's low murmur still reached Gu Zifeng's ears, making his eyebrows frown tightly. He should have thought that there was a reason why this little woman only regarded herself as nothing when they met for the first time, it turned out that she recognized herself early on. Oh, but it turns out that he is the stupidest person!
"Do you only answer me or no?" Gu Zifeng stubbornly pinched Feng An'an's chin, not allowing her to have a chance to avoid his eyes. He must figure out exactly what is going on, he can't go on like this, he's going to break down, he's going crazy......
"Well, it's not early in the morning, it's just that I've had a lot of contact with you, and then I accidentally guessed!" Feng Anxin whispered, in fact, she was really just guessing, and she wasn't very sure that the person was Gu Zifeng, but now she was very sure!
Gu Zifeng loosened his grip on Feng An'an, cursed in a low voice, and then said, "Then your knot in my heart is because of that time?"
Feng An'an learned smart this time, whether it was or not, he nodded his head neatly. But after she nodded, she realized that she nodded and admitted that it was not right, because she knew that the person was him, how could she still have a knot......? Anyway, the knot in the heart is originally said to be there, and there is nothing unreasonable to say that there is not, so it should be there!
"But you know it's me, why do you still have a knot, or ...... You only accepted me because of that time, not out of love......" Gu Zifeng said, his eyes suddenly darkened, and his face became gloomy. He took two steps back and leaned his head against the wall.
Feng An'an looked at Gu Zifeng's frustration and gloom at this moment, she wanted to tell him loudly, no! She agreed to marry him, not because of that time, but there was always something in her heart that was holding her back, making her unable to open her mouth! Sincerely, she didn't know if her feelings for Gu Zifeng were love or attachment, or a replacement for feelings?
Feng An'an got off the bed, quietly walked in front of Gu Zifeng, stared at him like that, and then gently snuggled herself into his arms. Tell herself firmly in her heart that no matter what happened before, he will be her husband in the future!
"Zifeng, I'm sorry, I know it's the reason for my own trouble, but, but it's definitely not like what you think in your heart, don't think about it anymore, okay? Seeing you like this now, I feel distressed!" Feng An'an's words were very low and soft, but the hands holding Gu Zifeng were very tight and hard, for fear that he would lose him if he was not careful.
Gu Zifeng didn't move, nor did he respond, he just kept his previous movements and leaned against the wall, he was still struggling with what he was thinking of in his heart.
"An An, I'll go back first! I'm going on a business trip for a while tomorrow, during this time, you should first look at the things you need to get married, and there are important things that can't be determined when I come back, and then we will find a way to solve it together." As soon as Gu Zifeng finished speaking, he pulled Feng An'an away and walked out.
Feng An'an looked at Gu Zifeng's back, and her heartache couldn't be suppressed for a moment, and a feeling of wanting to lose him suddenly surged in her heart! At this moment, she realized how much she didn't want to lose him, and only then did she realize that the first taste she had been caring about in her heart was really just a heart knot!
"Zifeng ......" Feng An'an rushed out barefoot, she couldn't, she couldn't just let Gu Zifeng go! She agreed to marry him, not because of any first complex, but because she loved him, and fell in love with him inexplicably in all kinds of quarrels.
When Feng An'an chased downstairs, Gu Zifeng's car just drove out of the gate of the community, and she stood in front of the building so fixedly. Dumbfounded, he watched Gu Zifeng's car drive farther and farther......
The sudden coldness on her feet reminded her that she was not wearing shoes, and the swishing feeling on her body was also telling her that she was only wearing thin pajamas, although it was now the end of April, but the weather in Qingdao was changing, a few days ago it was hot enough to wear summer clothes, but these days it is suddenly cold enough to put on a thick sweater.
Feng An'an turned around calmly, and walked upstairs with empty eyes, just like a puppet doll without the control of the soul, a wandering soul floating in the air without three souls and seven spirits.
Standing in front of the closed door, Feng An'an realized that she was running too quickly and didn't take the key. A cold wind blew, and Feng An'an squatted down in front of his door with his hands around his shoulders, thinking about what to do.
Zifeng is gone, how can he understand that he chose to marry him because he really loves him, and how can he open the closed door of his home? In a daze, Feng An'an fell asleep.
The next day, when Feng An'an woke up, his eyes were an unsightly white, and the bottle of intravenous medicine hanging high above his hand, the only thing that was not an eyesore was the person who was lying in front of her bed, sleeping with his suit covered.
Feng An'an stared at Gu Zifeng's sleeping face for a while, and couldn't help but stretch out his hand and gently rub his cheek. Such an excellent Zifeng, how can I refuse him again and again? I'm about to get married, what a natural thing!
"Well, wake up, do you feel a little more comfortable?" Because of Feng An'an's restless little hands, Gu Zifeng woke up, in fact, he didn't sleep well all night, he was just recuperating. As soon as Feng An'an's hand touched his face, he woke up. He asked her as he pressed his face against her forehead, feeling the heat on her forehead subside, before picking up his coat and putting it on again.
"Uh, how did I get to the hospital? I remember being home. Feng An'an's consciousness was still stuck before she fell asleep, and the moment she walked home, she completely forgot that she didn't bring the key, was locked outside, and fell asleep in front of the door in thin pajamas.