Fan Meihua stirred the porridge in the pot and chatted with Wen Yu'an for a while. When the porridge was ready, she turned off the heat and prepared to leave.

After all, she is also quite busy with her work, and she is basically inseparable from the hospital. She's only been here for half an hour, and the phone has been ringing several times.

When she walked to the door with her bag, she looked down at the entrance, then the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked, and she slowly opened the door and said, "Son, then I'll go first, don't forget to drink porridge, it's cold for a while." ”

Wen Yu'an stood at the door and said with a smile, "You go slowly." ”

Fan Meihua left, Wen Yu'an, gently closed the door, and then went directly to the bedroom.

He walked to the bedroom door, and as soon as he held the doorknob in his hand, he heard a rustling movement inside.

As he opened the door, he said, "Don't hide, it's me." ”

Wen Yu'an opened the door, Yan Ning sat on the edge of the bed, and asked softly, "Is your mother gone?"

Wen Yu'an looked at her, nervous, and couldn't help but smile and said, "It's gone, and my mother doesn't eat people, are you scared like this?"

"Where am I scared? I'm just a little nervous. Yan Ning said stiffly.

"I said, my mom is very easy to get along with, you don't have to be nervous, and my mom knows you're here. ”

Yan Ning's eyes widened and he questioned, "How is it possible? I didn't make a sound at all, how could your mother know that I was here? It can't be that you secretly told your mother, right?"

Wen Yu'an shook his head and denied: "No, I didn't say anything, when my mother left, I saw your high heels at the door." When my mother was leaving, she said, "Don't forget to drink porridge." If you see that she uses the word you, it means that she knows that there is another woman in the room. ”

"Really? Oh, am I being rude to do that? Your mother certainly doesn't have a good impression of me. ”

Yan Ning was inexplicably a little flustered, Wen Yu'an's mother was also an elder, and it was really rude for her to hide in the bedroom like this and not come out. But if she really let her come out openly and see his mother, she wouldn't be able to do it.

Wen Yu'an said nonchalantly: "What does it matter? Anyway, you didn't want to see her in the first place, and my mother hasn't seen you, even if you have the opportunity to meet again in the future, she won't know you." ”

"But I heard you talk to your mother about me again, and I'm doing a little bit badly today. ”

Wen Yu'an laughed: "You are really listening to the corner, I just came to the door, and I heard your movement in the room." I wonder why you care so much about what my mother thinks of you, if you don't like me?"

"I don't care what your mom thinks of me, and I don't mean to listen to the corner. I am...... Heck, everybody is curious anyway, I'm just curious. ”

"Yan Ning, you care about me, so you also care about my mother, am I right? Actually, I don't understand, why don't you just refuse to admit it? Don't mention age to me, age has never been a problem in the face of love, and I have never felt that you are eight years older than me, which is an insurmountable gap. ”

"No, no, no, in my eyes this is a very difficult gap to cross, you won't understand me, I'm a woman, I'm eight years older than you, I'm 36 years old, I feel like I'm getting older little by little every day. In a few years, I'll be a wrinkled old woman. And you're so young, so strong, I can't convince myself to accept you, because there's so much difference between us, even if I'm three years older than you, I can, but I'm eight years older than you. ”

"Do I dislike you because of this, or do you think I'll abandon you when I'm a certain age?"

Yan Ning shook his head with a smile and said, "I'm not afraid that you will dislike me, and I am not afraid that you will abandon me." It's that I can't accept that one day I'm going to be older than you in terms of appearance, and we're going to face a lot of pressure and eyes from the outside world, no, no, it's me who will face more, and to be honest, I'm going to be scared of that feeling. ”

"Yan Ning, I won't let you face this, you have to believe me, I have the ability to protect you. ”

"I don't need your protection, as long as we keep our distance, I will believe that there is no way to hurt me. ”

"Yan Ning ......"

Wen Yu'an wanted to continue to say something, but Yan Ning interrupted him: "I heard that your mother was giving you a blind date, I think you should still go and take a look." Maybe that girl is your destiny. ”

Wen Yu'an went to hug her, rested his chin on her shoulder, and said in a deep voice: "I don't want to see other girls, I believe you are my destiny." Yan Ning, I love you. ”

"Why do you love me? You don't know me, and I never know you. I don't know where I deserve your love. Yan Ning muttered.

"Why do I love you, I don't know. Maybe the first time you came to the hospital when you were sick, your body was obviously in terrible pain, but you sat there quietly, frowning and not saying a word. When he speaks, he looks soft and weak, but he is very strong in his bones. At that time, I thought you were a very different woman, when you were giving you gravel, you fell asleep, looking at your eyes closed, calm appearance, I think you are really a heart-warming woman. ”

"I'm sick like that, you still think I'm exciting, you're a different man, right? What's more, I'm not as strong as you say, I'm not that strong, and I'm afraid of pain. I was in the toilet, vomiting in pain and shedding tears, which was actually very embarrassing. ”

Wen Yu comforted her soft hair and said softly: "You shouldn't be so strong in the first place, in fact, we are very good at treating you with stones, and I happen to be a doctor who treats this kind of disease, you should be with me, at least it will be convenient for you to see a doctor in the future." ”

Yan Ning couldn't laugh or cry, "Could it be that I would be with you because it is convenient to see a doctor?" Alas, I knew that I should have gone to another hospital that day, in fact, other hospitals seem to be closer to where I live, I drank too much that day, and my brain is a little not clear, I don't know how I came to you, if I had never been here, we wouldn't have known each other, and I wouldn't be entangled here today. ”

"So this is fate, God arranged it this way, there is a certain reason for it, you have to accept this fate. ”

"Maybe it's bad fate, this is your bad fate, if I was born a few years earlier, you might be able to call me Auntie, I look like you're the same generation as your mother. ”

Wen Yu'an frowned, why did she always have such a strange tone. His mother is almost sixty years old, why is she in the same generation as her?

"Yan Ning, don't be presumptuous. ”

"Forget it, I don't want to talk about this anymore, it's not too early, I should go back. ”

"Yan Ning, stay and live here today. ”

Yan Ning shook his head decisively, "No, I have to go back, I can't stay here overnight." ”

"Are we going to keep having a relationship like this? It's not boyfriend and girlfriend, doing what all boyfriends and girlfriends do. If someone asks us what our relationship is, you'll find it hard to talk about. ”

"Yes, our relationship is not light, we can only stay in the dark forever, if you can't accept this relationship, then we don't have to maintain it anymore. Wen Yu'an, I beg you to let go!" Yan Ning said firmly.

Wen Yu'an was stunned for a while, and said with difficulty: "Yan Ning, can't you love me?"

"No, I don't love you, I didn't love you before, I don't love now, and I won't love you in the future. Your love now is a burden to me, you make me very stressed, and I won't be happy with you. ”

Wen Yu'an gritted his teeth and asked, "Since you don't love me, why are you willing to sleep with me?"

"I'm at this age, I always have to solve my physiological needs, right? You're a very good object, so you don't have to spend money, it's good, you don't know that I used to spend money to solve this need. Yan Ning looked up with a smile on his face and said coldly.

Wen Yu'an let go of her and didn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he said lightly, "You can go." ”