Chapter 43: The Truth
Gu Xiusi's sudden confession surprised Tang Duyu, maybe she should have thought that Gu Xiusi did so much for her because he liked her, but now she simply doesn't have enough energy to start another new relationship.
"Shuji, I appreciate your concern for me, but I never thought of a relationship between us other than friends. ”
Originally, she thought that she and Gu Xiusi would be good friends for life, but now Gu Xiusi confessed that she didn't want to lose this friend and didn't know how to deal with it.
"Twilight Rain...... It's me who is too abrupt. Gu Xiusi saw Tang Duyu's embarrassment, and realized that the timing of his words was wrong, and Tang Duyu wanted to hear an explanation now.
The sound finally came back in the ward, which had been quiet for a long time, relieving some of the inexplicable embarrassment between the two.
"Shuji, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I don't have the ability to fall in love with someone ...... right now.
Ever since she knew that she had a chance to start over, Tang Duyu was determined to live her life first, and as for the rest, she was a little selfish and neglected, which might take some time to recover.
"No, it's not your fault, it was me who was too sudden. Gu Xiusi was always afraid of hearing the answer from Tang Duyu's mouth that he didn't want to know, so he interrupted Tang Duyu's words before she could say it.
Tang Dusi didn't know how to respond to Gu Xiusi's words, and suddenly the atmosphere in the ward became a little silent, Gu Xiusi felt a trace of embarrassment, in order to alleviate the atmosphere in front of him that there was nothing to say, Gu Xiusi suddenly remembered Tang Qiaorou's incident, maybe Tang Duyu should know.
"By the way, Twilight, there are some things I think you should know. ”
And hearing the sudden change in Gu Xiusi's tone, Tang Duyu was also curious, what was going on, could it be that Gu Xiusi was hiding something from himself?
"Do you remember those things between you and Qin Lonely Sen when you were a child?" Gu Xiusi asked.
"What are you asking for? Those things don't matter anymore, I don't care anymore. Hearing Gu Xiusi mention Qin Shansen, Tang Duyu's heart jumped violently, but then she thought of the tragic ending of herself and Qin Linsen in her previous life, maybe she and Qin Linsen were destined not to go together, and those things were just sentimental when they thought about it.
"It's very important, do you know that Tang Qiaorou took those memories of yours as her own, making Qin Shan Sen mistakenly think that she was you, so do you understand now?" Listening to Tang Duyu's duplicity, Gu Xiusi couldn't help but feel a little angry, why not herself? If Qin Silent Sen and Tang Duyu hadn't met at the beginning, and she had always been there, she wouldn't have suffered so much.
After listening to Gu Xiusi's words, Tang Duyu was stunned, and looked at Gu Xiusi with tears that were not yet clean in the corners of his eyes, and there was a trace of disbelief in his eyes.
Gu Xiusi took a deep breath and continued: "Dusk Yu, I know it's hard for you to believe that Tang Qiaorou made Qin Xiaosen think that the person who was with him back then was Tang Qiaorou, not you, and I think this is why Qin Xiaosen was so tolerant of Tang Qiaorou. ”
Childhood memories are very important to everyone, and perhaps this is why I dare to confide in Tang Duyu only now.
Gu Xiusi's words aroused Tang Duyu's memories, no wonder Qin Shansen in his previous life was so ruthless to himself, and no wonder, he always looked at Tang Qiaorou so gently, but aren't she and Qin Xiaosen divorced now? What's the use of her caring about these things?
Tang Duyu came back to his senses, with a helpless wry smile on his face.
"Xiusi, don't you think that I really care about that, since Tang Qiaorou can use those unwarranted things to capture Qin Linsen's heart, there must be a reason for it. The expression on Tang Duyu's face suddenly froze a little, she didn't really want to have any more accidents with Qin Lonely Sen now, it seemed that she needed to quickly transfer her emotions.
Tang Duyu's gaze turned around the ward and fell on Gu Xiusi, seeing Gu Xiusi's bruised face making an expression of grievances for himself, he felt a little funny, but then there was a burst of guilt, after all, he was injured for himself.
Xu Shi was a little unnatural by Tang Duyu, Gu Xiusi subconsciously touched his face, wondering if there was something stuck on it, but he touched his injury and suddenly made a painful expression.
"And talk about my problem, but care about yourself, look at the wound on your face, can you see anyone tomorrow? And this is because of my injury, if you don't get better quickly, I will be very guilty. Tang Duyu said as she tried to change the subject.
And at this time, the relaxed look on her face seemed to really don't care about the truth, but Gu Xiusi saw the smile that didn't reach her eyes, Tang Duyu cared about this matter, anyone who faced the feelings he managed was stolen by others would be angry, Dui Yu was just suppressed now.
"Don't you really care? Because of Tang Duyu's concern, Gu Xiusi touched the injury on his face, and it was impossible to say that it didn't hurt, but these are what are the memories of Tang Duyu being stolen, I don't know how much this strong woman suffered when she didn't know it.
"What can I do if I care? Do I want to run to Qin Shan Sen and tell him that the person who was with him back then was me and not Tang Qiaorou?" Tang Duyu asked rhetorically, and at the same time asked herself, would she make herself feel better by doing that? The answer is no.
Gu Xiusi didn't know how to answer, but looking at Tang Duyu's red eyes, he was very distressed.
"Twilight Rain, I didn't mean that, I just want you and Qin Lonely Sen to have the right to know the truth, I told you the truth, as for your choice, I will support it unconditionally. Gu Xiusi's tone was firm.
Tang Duyu knew that this man respected himself very much, so he would tell these truths without reservation, but think about it, the truth is often not the most powerful information told by others, but it is better for that person to discover it by himself, he made her like that in his previous life, so should Qin Shansen also pay something for his wrong person?
Tang Duyu took a deep breath and said slowly: "Xiusi, no matter what happened in the past, it was the past, as for whether Qin Linsen wants to know the truth, it depends on whether he wants to know it or not, I feel that this kind of thing can't deceive people, I just want to care about the things in front of me now, let him go in the past!"
Qin Linsen couldn't find out the truth, it could only be that he wasn't careful enough and didn't care about himself at the beginning, and he chose not to do that thing, whether he let them go or let himself go, but if Tang Qiaorou did something next, she wouldn't be soft.
"But Xiusi, since you confessed to me, why did you tell me the truth?" Tang Duyu was a little puzzled, in her eyes, Gu Xiusi had always been calm and composed, why was she a little incoherent today.
She didn't know if Gu Xiusi was too innocent, since he liked herself, why did he tell her the truth of the matter, if he reconciled with Qin Silent Sen after knowing the truth, wouldn't he have no chance?