Chapter Ninety-Four: Losing the Ability to Love
She knew that she was moved, so she didn't even read the contract, and directly promised the scout that she would sign a contract with Longxing. In fact, she wanted to refuse before that, but after seeing him, she decided to enter the entertainment industry that she had always hated.
Thinking of Gu Zheyuan at that time, her vision seemed to be a little blurred. She still remembered that although Gu Zheyuan was only a teenager at that time, because he took over the family business early, he didn't have the youth that he should have at the age of seventeen or eighteen. It's just that at that time, he was not as cold as he is now, and his eyes were a little softer than now.
It was strange that she knew at that time that her feelings for Gu Zheyuan were love at first sight. And her personality is very stubborn, and she will not look back after what she has identified, so she already has an obsession with him at that time, and after entering the entertainment industry, she often finds herself with unspoken rules and other things, but she coldly refuses, she wants to keep her own cleanliness for Gu Zheyuan.
And now, when she was willing to give him her first kiss, he had an expression that could be called disgust. Why? Didn't he ask her to kiss him?
She only felt that she wanted to be in the ice and snow now, and she shivered from the cold.
In the bathroom, Gu Zheyuan washed his lips with water several times. Walking out of the bathroom, he found that Yang Qi was still standing in place, so he frowned and said, "Didn't I let you go out, what are you still standing here?"
Hearing his voice, her dilated eyes seemed to have found focus, and she looked at him fixedly, and then asked aloud, "Why, why did you make such an expression? You asked me to kiss you, why?"
Listening to her questioning, Gu Zheyuan's eyes turned slightly cold. He remembered the unexpected kiss he had with Su Lingmo, and then remembered the kiss he had with Yang Qi just now, why did Yang Qi's kiss make him feel disgusting, but Su Lingmo's would not?
Is it really as Yang Qi said, that he fell in love with Su Lingmo?
Thinking of this, his eyes became even colder, and his expressionless face became gloomy. As the only son of the Gu family, he has carried the heavy mission of the entire family since he was born. He will always remember that when he was thirteen years old and ran out to play football because he was playful and did not listen to his grandfather's words in his room, his grandfather ordered him to be taken back, first hit him in the palm with a ring ruler, and then sat in his study and said something to him:
"Zheyuan, do you know why you were beaten today?"
At that time, he covered the red and swollen palms of his beaten hands, timidly glanced up at his grandfather, and then lowered his head and whispered, "Because I am greedy for fun." ”
Grandfather shook his head and said, "It's because you haven't figured out the responsibility you are carrying." ”
Although he was only thirteen years old at the time, the education he received since childhood made him understand that he was not an ordinary person, and his life would not be ordinary. But why he can't live an ordinary life, he doesn't understand. So he raised his eyes, looked at his grandfather seriously, and asked, "Grandfather, I don't understand. ”
Grandfather looked at him, sighed softly, and said, "You are the Gu family, I only have two sons in total, but these two sons are unconscious, and the two grandsons born are stubborn...... And you, since I was a child, I knew that you must be the most qualified successor of my Gu family, but you still don't understand. ”
At that time, he didn't understand why his father and second uncle didn't come back to take over the family business. He didn't know until he grew up, because they both fell in love with people who were not in the same world as him.
He hadn't seen his father and mother since he was born. When he was a child, he accompanied him except for a few partners with similar strength to his own family, that is, maids and wet nurses.
He had always thought that these children were supposed to be like this, as if they were born without parents, and they were born to be trapped in the castle to learn endless lessons and social etiquette.
But when he grew up and had contact with the outside world, he understood that he was the only one who had never seen his parents since he was a child.
So he asked his grandfather: "Why don't my parents come back, why don't they want me, am I not their child?" At that time, he had already seen the momentum of Gu's successor for the first time, even if he felt uncomfortable, the education he received since childhood made him not know how to express it, so no matter what he felt in his heart, outsiders would never be able to see it.
And the grandfather probably understood, he took his red and swollen hand, stroked it gently, and said: "It's all because of love, they fall in love with someone they shouldn't fall in love." And love is such a thing, a qualified successor is not allowed to have. ”
When he grew up, he knew that his father was in love with a woman who made cakes and told his grandfather that he wanted to marry her, but he refused, so he secretly had a relationship with the woman, and despite his grandfather's obstruction, he finally eloped with her.
Because of their grandfather's obstruction, they couldn't even get the household registration book for the marriage certificate, and in the end, they wandered around the world like that, knowing that they had given birth to him.
But the Gu family's power is almost all over the world, no matter how close they cover it up and how closely they move, my grandfather finally sent someone to find them, and despite the resistance of his father and mother, he snatched him back from them.
Therefore, in the admonition of the Gu family, love is always a taboo word. And he has long lost the ability to love others in the training day after day.
But now, are you actually attracted to that woman?
It's impossible, I'm just confused by her for a while, because she doesn't wear perfume, and she doesn't have the disgusting pungent smell of other women, so she just doesn't dislike it, how can she be tempted by her?
Thinking like this, his eyes became even colder, and he only looked at the heartbroken Yang Qi and said coldly: "Go out, if you don't want to be terminated by Long Xing." ”
Yang Qi froze, she knew that Gu Zheyuan had always done what he said, and Long Xing would not have anything to lose without him. So she only smiled miserably, wiped the tears on her face, looked at the ruthless man in front of her and said, "Gu Zheyuan, you will never understand what love is. ”
After saying that, she conveniently turned around and walked out of the office.
Gu Zheyuan didn't even give her a look, and when he heard the sound of the door closing, he walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, overlooking the entire City A. He doesn't need that kind of thing at all, not since birth. The so-called love of people is extremely selfish, just like his parents. After so many years, I don't know if they ever thought about returning to the Gu family for him?
And Su Lingmo, he is only interested in her for a while, and when this fresh momentum passes, there will be the next woman who arouses his interest.
Thinking about it this way, there is a reasonable explanation why I can accept her kiss but not someone else's.
On the other side, Su Lingmo fell asleep lying on the bed thinking about it, and when she woke up, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon, she screamed and hurriedly got up to wash, but suddenly thought that she didn't have her own role today.