Lovers (novella) Zhang Baotong So, as soon as I heard that my sister committed suicide by drinking pesticides, Secretary Xu committed suicide by taking medicine appeared in front of my eyes, I seemed to see my sister lying in the emergency room, with a hanging needle on her arm, oxygen in her nostrils, a gastric lavage tube in her mouth, her face was as pale as a dead man, her expression was as calm as a dead man, and her whole life did not even have a little breath.

As soon as I thought of this, I felt that my dear sister was about to leave me, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

My dad is dead, my sister is dead, and my sister can't die anymore. My sister came out of the hospital a few days later, and not only was she saved, but my stepdad and our whole family were saved.

If my sister were to leave because of this, my whole family would not forgive my stepfather, and he himself would probably not be able to forgive himself.

Even so, we were both very angry with our stepfather, but he was my stepfather after all, and we could only bury this anger in our hearts.

I thought that if my father found out that this had happened to her precious daughter, he would crawl out of the grave and fight to the death with his former classmates.

This incident is the biggest harm in my life to my sister and stepfather. His original intention was out of love and responsibility, but he did not understand the true meaning of love, which led to a strong hatred between them.

My sister punished my stepfather in extreme ways and at a terrible price and overthrew his autocratic rule and gained freedom.

My stepfather's extreme stubbornness and ignorance led to a serious accident of responsibility that almost cost my sister her her life, so it turned out that he was no longer up to the task of being difficult and complicated.

Therefore, in the marriage and love of other children in the future, he never dared to boldly show his face.

Originally, we were all very dissatisfied with my sister finding a partner who was far from our own conditions, but when such a thing happened, my sister's life and feelings were seriously damaged and hit, so we didn't dare to interfere in their affairs anymore.

So, the person who was not good-looking, looked a little scumbag and had low self-esteem became my brother-in-law. However, just as her sister's first love planted a bitter fruit for her future love, her first marriage also hid a tragedy in her second marriage.

Because their marriage itself broke the convention, with obvious sadness and helplessness. After getting married, my brother-in-law was still like that, and my sister became the most capable head nurse in the hospital, and every year she was either a pacesetter in the department or an advanced in the bureau.

My brother-in-law felt inferiority more and more, and he seemed to be more cowardly, as if he was living in the shadow of my sister, and the person my sister's first love was already a cadre in the bureau, and he often helped my sister with some personal affairs.

This made the brother-in-law feel very unhappy and unhappy, so the two often quarreled and refused to give in to each other, so that they finally parted ways and lost both.

Later, in discouragement and frustration, my sister hurriedly got married again, but the result of the marriage was still not good.

It's as if there is a spell in her love and marriage that she can't get rid of. My brother-in-law also had a bad life, he once found a woman, and as a result, he was deceived by the family, but in the end, he still couldn't get by, or he left again, and his hair was already white before he was fifty years old.

Years have passed, and the two of them are still living alone, and they have not seen each other for a long time.

Every time I go home for the Chinese New Year, when I see my sister, I persuade her to find another suitable one, so that I can have a companion, so as not to be lonely and desolate when I am old and weak.

But she just shook her head, saying that her heart was dead, and she didn't want to torture herself with such things anymore.