Chapter 215: The heart is like ashes leaving
Su Xiaowan stepped into the door of the Qin family's company again, this time she didn't say anything, she didn't look for anyone, and she tried her best to block the malicious eyes of others.
Su Xiaowan just waited quietly, she believed that as long as she was willing to wait, Qin Yiyang would always come out.
At this moment, Su Xiaowan's mind just kept replaying the past between Qin Yiyang and her.
All kinds of affection can be an illusion.
Su Xiaowan didn't want to believe it.
She still has one last expectation for Qin Yiyang.
Su Xiaowan felt that she had been waiting for a long time, so long that she felt that it was like a lifetime that she had agreed with Qin Yiyang before.
Qin Yiyang finally came out.
Su Xiaowan squatted on the ground and looked up at the open elevator door.
The staff in the front desk hall all bowed their heads: "Hello president!"
Su Xiaowan kept raising her head and looked at Qin Yiyang.
Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and there were abrasions on her knees and arms, and the red, swollen and bleeding wounds were particularly striking on her white and tender skin, but she was stubborn and strong and did not cry.
Su Xiaowan bit her lower lip hard, and looked at Qin Yiyang with grief-stricken eyes.
The eyes were complaining and hesitant, but Qin Yiyang ignored Su Xiaowan's eyes.
He walked with long legs, and after glancing at Su Xiaowan, his eyes did not stay in Su Xiaowan's position for a moment.
Qin Yiyang was followed by other staff members, secretaries and assistants, and they looked at Su Xiaowan with disdain.
Su Xiaowan thought that Qin Yiyang would help her, pick her up, comfort her, administer justice to her, and teach her a lesson for those who speak disrespectfully.
What she didn't expect was that Qin Yiyang directly ignored her.
A good one turns a blind eye, a good one stands by, a good one is ruthless and unjust!
Two lines of tears slipped down Su Xiaowan's face and dripped onto the floor.
So all her conjectures just now were correct, Qin Yiyang just wanted to play with her.
thinks she is cheap, like a dog, no matter how much she has been sinned or how much she has been hurt, as long as she makes up Su Xiaowan to show a little liking and shakes her hand at her, she will wagging her tail and running over happily.
And then loved him unswervingly until death.
It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.
She originally thought that she could be undignified in front of love, but this is not love at all.
Qin Yiyang didn't give Su Xiaowan anything, he just made Su Xiaowan shatter all her illusions about love, Su Xiaowan was very grateful that he could give her those two angel-like children, but it was just an accident.
Su Xiaowan felt that her whole world was about to collapse. She has always seemed to live by love, and she really loves Qin Yiyang very much. She even thought about not having dignity, no status, nothing at all, just being with him, but the other party just felt interested in playing with him, not wanting to be with her, just feeling that she pushed him away and pulled him back, watching her cheap, and when she got tired of it, she wanted to push her away completely, but she was addicted to being a cheap.
Really, at this moment, she really gave up, and completely decided to forget about Qin Yiyang.
Since he doesn't care about the past, she still treats it as a treasure, how cheap it is.
Then forget about it.
Su Xiaowan stood up, raised her head proudly, and strode out of the door of this company.
When she looked back, she just thought it was a disgusting place.
She figured it out, those people looked down on her at the beginning, got close to her in the middle, and looked down on her today, but it was just a matter of profit.
Those people didn't like her at all, and they didn't think her friendliness was worth mentioning.
It's just acting with Qin Yiyang.
Heh, that's hilarious.
As a mother, no matter how much she was hurt outside today, Su Xiaowan still bent herself up and went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, ready to go home to cook for the child.
Su Chen and Su Xing sat obediently at the table and wrote their homework seriously, waiting for their mother to come home.
But when Su Xiaowan arrived home, they found that Su Xiaowan had tears on her face, and she also found that her mother was scarred, they were shocked, when her mother left the house this morning, she was obviously happy to tell them that her mother was going to find her father, and her happy expression at that time was definitely not a lie to them.
But why did Mom come back with a scar? Could it be that Dad hurt Mom again?
They jumped down from the stool with their little short legs and ran to Su Xiaowan's side, and the two children hugged one of Su Xiaowan's legs, and asked her very nervously: "Mom, Mom, are you still in pain?"
Saying this, they also blew on the wound on Su Xiaowan's body: "Mom, Mom, the babies blow on you, and it won't hurt if you blow it! Mom, don't be sad......
Su Xiaowan hugged the child and said softly: "You guys are very well-behaved today, but mom is going to cook now, otherwise we won't have a hot meal to eat at noon, and we will be very uncomfortable to be hungry!"
When Su Chen and Su Xing heard this, they didn't ask why her father didn't come.
They know in their hearts that if they don't come, they don't come.
Dad hurt Mom and made Mom sad, then Dad is a bad person.
They hate dad, it's as simple as that.
Su Xiaowan was chopping onions in the kitchen, and she was going to make scrambled eggs with onions at noon today.
The pungent smell of the onion made people cry, and Su Xiaowan silently put the onion in the basin, so that she wouldn't want to cry when she cut the onion.
But Su Xiaowan was still crying, but her tears broke the embankment.
How so?
She just remembered the way Qin Yiyang hugged her in the kitchen to make curry chicken rice.
Qin Yiyang looked at her so seriously and affectionately.
"Xiaowan, do you know? In the eyes of the ancient Egyptians, the onion was the shape of the universe, so they swore to the cut onion. ”
Then he swore to the sliced onion.
"I swear, I, Qin Yiyang, will always love Su Xiaowan!"
Su Xiaowan smiled shyly and nestled in his arms, those sweetness.
At this moment, it was the knife that had been quenched with poison in her heart, and she saw blood sealing her throat.
Su Xiaowan wiped her tears, she had to cook seriously, she couldn't think too much. After cooking, she has to deal with the wounds on her body, and then she has to work, otherwise how can she feed herself and her children?
Life shouldn't have too many illusions in the first place.
Her previous suffering was all blamed on her for being too fond of dreaming too much.
It's all fake.
From now on, Su Xiaowan no longer wants any love, she only hopes that she can be a good mother.
She would never have the slightest illusion about Qin Yiyang again.
She is just Su Xing and Su Chen's mother, and her child has nothing to do with Qin Yiyang.