"No, no, I had already made an appointment with Yi Xia to have dinner a few days ago, it's not that something happened to Yi Xia's friend, so I have no choice but to postpone it later, and these days are not suitable for confession..."Cheng Sheng scratched his head again and defended himself.

"Hmph, bring this girl over to grandpa another day, and I'll see what kind of girl makes my grandson fascinated. Old Man Cheng scolded with a smile.

The grandfather and grandson talked for a while, and then they gave up......

Su Yixia slept in the afternoon, and when he woke up, it was already more than seven o'clock in the evening, Su Yixia woke up Zhang Lin as soon as he moved.

Su Yixia went to the cafeteria to simply pack a little food, and brought some back to the dormitory for Zhang Lin, these days the two have pulled down a lot of homework, and Su Yixia and Zhang Lin had to work overtime to review in the evening.

"I'm sorry for Isha, because I caused you to miss your homework for so long. Zhang Lin once again apologized to Su Yixia apologetically.

"It's okay, silly girl, I've told you several times, don't be so polite with me. Okay, give me two hours quietly, I need to review my homework first. Su Yixia knocked on Zhang Lin's little head and said.

Until 10 o'clock in the evening, the two washed up and went to bed again, because they made up for an afternoon's sleep today, so they basically couldn't sleep at night. Zhang Lin, who was lying on the bottom bunk bed, stared at the dark bedroom with bulging eyes......

opened his mouth and asked Su Yixia: "Yixia, although I know that what I did was stupid, but I still feel that I can't let go, have you ever really liked someone?"

Faced with Zhang Lin's sudden question, Su Yixia, who was also lying on the bed, was stunned for a moment. "Zhang Lin, don't be embarrassed for me. It's not that you don't know, I've never been in love..."Su Yixia had a puzzled way.

"Wow, then you really didn't want to like anyone? And you didn't have anything to say when you were a kid, and now that you're in college, you can actually try to be in one place. Zhang Lin proposed.

"Hmm... Will refer to. Su Yixia, who was lying on the bed, nodded solemnly in the dark bedroom, although Zhang Lin couldn't see all this.

The long night, in the dark bedroom, the two girls talked again, and the relationship between the two was once again narrowed, and Su Yixia and Zhang Lin completely exposed each other's details this time.

It turns out that today, what Zhang Lin said in the car does not represent all of Zhang Lin's past, since Zhang Lin grew up and sensible, Zhang Lin has rarely cared about his parents asking for money, although this is indeed something that contemporary college students often do........

But Zhang Lin is different, because of such a family Zhang Lin is always very lacking in love, which probably directly affects Zhang Lin's view of love, looking at Zhang Lin's previous two boyfriends, in fact, they don't necessarily look good, they look ordinary.

But Zhang Lin said that this is not what she wants. Zhang Lin said: "I used to think that as long as I was kind, sincere, and patient enough, everything would definitely be rewarded, just like I always thought that I would be treated gently by the world. But this is not the case, and the more I grow up, the more I realize the cruelty of the world. ”

Due to the original ecological family, Zhang Lin has extremely low self-esteem, which is precisely reflected in her view of love. Zhang Lin rarely goes out shopping, let alone offers to buy clothes. The previous date with my boyfriend was careful every time.

Zhang Lin said: "It's a terrible thing to have no money, but what she has always longed for is not to have wealth, what she wants most is to have warmth." ”

Speaking of which, Su Yixia, who has never been in love, seems to understand a little bit of truth. More than half of the reason why Zhang Lin keeps compromising in love is that he didn't get enough love when he was very young, which made Zhang Lin look like a hedgehog, and his demands have been ignored.

And being able to talk to others is already a pretty happy thing for Zhang Lin. Although Su Yixia doesn't think so, everyone's growth environment is different, and the character created is different.

Zhang Lin talked a lot about this night, all the things since her birth memory, 1510 wanted to give Su Yixia to hear, Su Yixia's eyes were tearful, she never felt that Zhang Zhanglin was actually a very sad girl, all this probably stemmed from her always laughing with joy.

Maybe in places where others can't see, she always loves to cry, watching Zhang Lin open up to herself, Zhang Lin also asked questions that she had been curious about for a long time.

"Yixia, you never talked about your family, can you tell me about it?" Zhang Lin asked, but there was a long silence. This is not to blame Su Yixia, after all, for so many years, since the death of his mother, he has rarely mentioned things about his family to others. Except for a few friends around me...

"It's okay, if you don't want to say it...", how could Zhang Lin not know what this silence meant?

"No, no, Zhang Lin, I'm just... It's just been a long time since I've talked to anyone about myself. Su Yixia was afraid that Zhang Lin would misunderstand, so he hurriedly spoke.

"It's okay, it's okay, after all, people have unspeakable secrets in life, so now that the school is close to you and Senior Brother Cheng Sheng, there are actually things about you on the forum, but you don't care much about it. Zhang Lin said.

"That's true. My mother committed suicide at my birthday party, these things are known to everyone, but if I have to compare, then I may feel luckier than you, you have lacked love since childhood, and I, too, can be regarded as a lack of love, I can't even say that feeling.

"But one thing I can be sure of is that I have been missing my mother, because of these traumas left when I was a child, so I will be relatively calm, it seems that nothing can hit me, I say you may not understand this, after all, life and death have been experienced, how can you care about some small setbacks?" Su Yixia said.

"So even if people say that about you, won't you be angry?" Zhang Lin asked.

"Actually, it's not that it won't, but I don't think it's very necessary. Su Yixia paused, and then spoke......