The college entrance examination is coming, and everyone is studying hard.

I was working hard to get into an ideal school. If you don't learn, you're done.

My table mate was an art candidate, and he came back more than three months before the college entrance examination.

After he came back, he had no intention of studying at all, always thinking about whether he had passed the school exam. Naturally, academic performance cannot be improved. But we were amazed at how good his math scores were.

I was a liberal arts student who was very bad at math, and I gave up on math a bit. Because there are still three months before the college entrance examination, my math has stopped at about 70 points.

My tablemate jokingly said to me, "Why don't you repeat your studies for another year, you will take the Chinese and literature comprehensive exams for me this year, and I will take the math exams for you next year." "I don't bother with this disdain for my math grades.

I once secretly calculated that if I could score 70 points in the math college entrance examination, then I would still have no problem. After all, the other subjects are more confident in my heart.

But my tablemates often said, "Give up, it's useless, you won't pass the test." ”

I didn't have any overreactions, I just said to him very indifferently, "I have faith." ”

But am I really confident? Actually, I don't know the bottom of my heart. The college entrance examination is a thing, in addition to strength, but also depends on luck. No matter how strong the strength is, if you are unlucky and have a headache and cold, it will definitely lose Sun Shan's name.

On June 7th, the college entrance examination finally began.

After three years of accumulation and training, I have a strong confidence that I even walked into the examination room. After the exam, the moment I put on the cap of the pen, there is really a kind of what is said on the Internet: there is a kind of heroism and passion to put the sword into the sheath when I put the cap on the pen.

After a long wait, the moment the results came out, I fixed my eyes and saw that it was not as I expected, and I failed the test!

476 points! Out of 150 in math, I was a fraction of 50 points.

I was immediately disheartened, this year's provincial control line is 510 points! I will only go to a junior college with this score, and it is impossible for me to go to a bachelor's degree.

When the results came out, my mother was making dumplings, and she always felt that I could pass the exam. This dumpling is very depressing. I thought that if I got in, I would probably have a happy meal. When people called me to ask about my grades, I was ashamed. I don't think my mom feels any better than I do.

After this score came out, I was dull for a few days and thought about it carefully, and I made a decision, I want to repeat it! I think I can do it! Of all my subjects, only mathematics is scored, and I think that after a year of starting over, my mathematics will definitely have a qualitative leap. Coupled with my grades in other subjects, there should be no problem.

A few days after the results came out, our school asked us to go back to school to get the guidance book to fill in the volunteers. It was the last class meeting, and our homeroom teacher said, "This is the last time we'll see each other, but I think I'll definitely meet some of my classmates." "Because, our school accepts repeat students.

After the class meeting, I went to the head teacher and I wanted to ask him about repeating. He asked me about my test scores and told me that I needed to pay 12,000 tuition fees for this score, including material fees.

At that time, it was already July, and our school started in August for repeat students. In a month's time, our family can't take out 12,000! Even if you borrow it, who will lend it to you. When it comes to borrowing money, your relatives at home are avoiding you, where do you get the money to go to school?

My heart was cold, and I was wondering what I was going to do. Is there a job where I can earn three or four thousand a month? I'm going to work for a summer job! And then I'm going to scrape together some money, I guess I can!

In the evening, a phone call came. It's my grandfather. He told me that the pressure of repeating is quite high, and it costs so much. Your mom doesn't have that much money, and we're having a hard time getting it together. It's better to go to a junior college, and then you can upgrade to a bachelor's degree.

I finally gave in because I was under financial pressure.

I chose a place close to home, which was very small, not as big as one of our districts.

When everyone posted in the WeChat group of high school which university they were admitted to, I secretly swore that I must be admitted to the undergraduate program!

My tablemate still said to me, "You can't do it." It's even more difficult to upgrade to a higher level. ”

I deleted him from my QQ, and I can't let these negative thoughts interfere with me. I still feel like I can. I hope so.

I hate the atmosphere here, although I didn't get into the undergraduate program, but I don't study it, but I prefer it.

The students here scored half as much as I did. I play games until two or three o'clock in the morning every day, and I never know what headphones are and what they mean that they don't affect others' rest. Always put all the sounds out.

They like to drink, smoke, and jump, and every time they drink, they call people from other dorms to drink together. Each time, the dormitory was turned into a garbage dump. The hardest thing to bear is spitting, and I've never seen anyone spit in their dorm room. I remember one time they were drinking again and called a couple of people to drink together. The noise continued, the soot flicked on the ground, and saliva spat on the ground. When I woke up in the morning, it was dark on the floor.

I'm going to get out of this environment, I don't want to be with them!

I try to stay with them to a level that is neither distant nor close, and I try to keep myself in a quiet environment. I joined the student union and worked hard to train myself, and I tried my best to endorse in the hope that I could get a good score in the final exam. It's all about getting a good overall assessment score and choosing a better undergraduate college.

In the later stage, there are more and more professional courses, and public basic courses must also be learned. Life was hard, and it felt like there was no time to rest. Sometimes, you can't eat three meals in two days.

The rest of the dormitory also went with a promotion. But they always talk about it, and when they see me working hard to upgrade the cost, they say, "It's almost enough, it's difficult to upgrade." You're choking enough. You see, your college entrance examination score is so much higher than ours, don't you still go to the same school as us. We're all the same people. ”

I won't respond to them every time, how do you know I can't?

The exam is about to be promoted, and I stay up late every day to do questions and endorse. I just don't want others to think that I'm not good, I want to take back what I lost!

Very few people can study in a noisy environment, and I am no different. In order to have a good environment, as long as I don't have classes, I must be in the study room. The dormitory is closed at half past ten at night, and I always get stuck to come back. I know my fate is on the line!

The day of the exam has arrived, and it has been three years since the college entrance examination. The moment I stepped into the exam room, I felt like I had gone back in time. Everything is so similar, it's all an exam to decide fate, and it's all a nervous mood. But the only difference is that this time!

There are nearly 200 people in the entire major, and only about 30 of them have been admitted to the undergraduate program. Among them, I am the one.

On the day I graduated, I was very happy. I was finally able to leave this place, I finally fought my own sky! The day I left the dormitory, I was not sad, but I was grateful. I am grateful to these people who belittled me when I struggled, without their contempt, and without the motivation I kept fighting.

The moment I went out, I looked back at the few people who were still sleeping in the dormitory, and whispered, "How do you know that I can't do it?" "I'm very happy when I graduated.

I'm living a pretty good life now, studying at a relatively good undergraduate college. But I still have that fighting spirit.

I want to go to graduate school.

Life is like that, sometimes it's hard, but I hope you can persevere. You have to know that as long as you do it, you will get it! Don't be affected by the environment around you, don't give up on yourself and be willing to fall! You have to understand that the reason why you are not happy now is because you have not yet encountered the opportunity. But you have to always believe that the opportunity will come soon. Now you are working hard for a fleeting opportunity in the future! A chance to get ahead!

Born to be a human being: life is not stopped, struggle is endless!

To all of you who are working hard, let's cheer together!