Chapter 5 The visitors are curious

Mother said that Siluo was bought out by Guo Meng, it was worth such a little money, and she didn't know what it was for the rest of her life, and her mother shouted angrily that she was a cheap product.

The next day she called her father and said that they were her parents anyway, and that she should be glad that she had found a home, and that she would go back with the money every month.

She never took the initiative to ask Guo Meng for money, what she meant was that if Guo Meng didn't treat her well after marriage.

She also admitted that she went to work in a strange place, and she had no intention of returning to her parents, and she really didn't want to go back.

Naturally, there was an excuse on the phone, and she didn't want to say more about the truth. At that time, she didn't tell the truth anywhere, and she didn't want to write her mood in her diary.

The diary will also write about a good life, imagine having a home, a job, raising flowers, and write beautiful words, if someone peeks, it will also make others have a look.

She gradually realized that it was not uncomfortable at all that the truth was gone.

She doesn't shed tears, she always smiles, and she smiles at everyone.

She suddenly couldn't figure out why she didn't shed tears, not a single tear, and would rather put a blood vessel in her heart and drip it on the side, hurting herself, what should she say?

Nor did she speak to her face of her hatred for her parents, blood ties and resentment towards each other, whether love or hate, so strong in the common history of the family's existence and destruction.

But all this was still beyond her comprehension at the time, and since then, she has lived in silence, and has been in silence for the rest of her life.

Suppress your bitter and sharp emotions, pierce the forbearance and disguise of your family, and continue to live as if nothing happened.

But the real casualty does not need to be disguised, and if it needs to be disguised, it will definitely be exposed.

A good example of this is Siluo's sister, who was not as lucky as her sister and only went to junior high school.

Later, he married early, married a machismo, and his temper exploded, and he gave birth to two sons in succession soon after he got married.

My sister comes from such a family, her life is naturally not much better, and she doesn't know how to educate her children.

Finally, one day when she went out on the street alone and didn't know the way home, she laughed at strangers, and her husband realized that she was completely sick and mentally ill.

It was already very pitiful to have this disease, but his husband was not only not distressed, but also often punched and kicked, hoping that she would die as soon as possible, so that he could find a normal woman again.

Siluo knew that his sister's illness was brought from that home to another home, and then it broke out little by little, burning himself like a whip explosion.

Siluo often helps his sister, and if he has a little extra money, he will personally give it to her, and his sister is sometimes sober, and she is polite when she sees her sister sending money.

However, the two sisters have nothing to say or feel since they were young, and their mother often blames this and that, and uses this child to say no in front of another child, like the sarcasm of outsiders.

A week later, Siluo and Guo Meng held a ten-table banquet in a hotel, and neither parent attended.

Siluo didn't wear bridal makeup, nor did she wear a wedding dress, and she didn't even bring a wedding ring necklace, Guo Meng said to take her to buy it, but she didn't go, saying that she didn't like those things that were dazzling and shiny.

As I recall, I put on a delicate makeup for her and coil her hair.

Siluo didn't listen to Ruyi's words, she originally felt that this bride didn't need to be public, she used to think about wearing a wedding dress, but now she doesn't want to do it at all.

Siluo wore a daily dress, put on lipstick, and appeared at the wedding. The expression is desolate and full of worries.

In fact, they all want to ask why the bride is upset, is it for the groom to be bullied, why don't the elders have one?

"This bride is really special, but she looks so smart that she doesn't need to wear makeup. The visitor didn't dare to ask and praised her, and the whole atmosphere was filled.

"Why don't I have that blessing to save more money to do this. The visitor said.

Ruyi and Wanfeng sat next to him at the same table, and Siluo and Guo Meng were busy toasting with the guests.

Siluo's mother didn't know when she appeared, but suddenly she came out and stood on the stage of the hall and scolded, saying that Siluo was a wolf-hearted dog, and if you have a man, you don't want your parents.

The atmosphere of the wedding immediately became dull, and everyone except the mother herself found it boring.

She hated her mother's smell very much, and Siluo burst into tears at her mother, which was the first time she had cried in a long time.

Guo Meng's heart suddenly rose to his throat, and he was frightened, his mother-in-law really loves to cause trouble.

What's wrong with her old man? He wanted to rush up to ask, and he was wronged.

The visitors couldn't listen to it, the scolding was really ugly, Siluo saw his mother like that, he couldn't wait to find a toilet to hide, he didn't say a word, and ran out by himself.

"Brother Meng, you go to take care of your sister-in-law, I'm here to help. Wan Feng said.

"No, the friends here are very important, and I can't leave. ”

Guo Meng looked at his mother-in-law, his face was very hot, he seemed to regret a little at this moment, regretted something, he himself was confused.

Ruyi looked at all this, originally wanted to chase out to comfort Siluo, but Guo Meng looked embarrassed and needed a woman to help coax Siluo's mother away.

Siluo walked in the streets in the rain, and his heart was like stagnant water.

Wan Feng saw that Siluo went out, no one cared about what would happen to her? Will something happen? No one followed, he was afraid that something would happen to her, so he followed out and walked behind. He also didn't understand why he was so worried about her?

In fact, Guo Meng talked about marriage with Siluo's family for the first time, and he brought two bottles of good wine to her father.

At that time, her mother laughed out loud and said that it was worth two bottles of wine, she was angry on the spot, and told Guo Meng to get out while scolding.

No one in the family paid any attention to him, and no one said a word. Because of these two bottles of wine, my parents also got into a fight.

Siluo didn't understand why it was so good in other people's homes, it was normal, could it be that when she entered her house, she had to take out a bag of money to not quarrel, and what would happen in the eyes of her parents.

never asked Guo Meng, nor did he talk about his daughter, nor did he ask about the plans of the two of them after they got married, and they never said a word to each other.

I never said that I would come to the house for a meal, a holiday or something, and I would be scolded on the phone, and I never said anything caring.

Never communicate, never need to communicate. They all sat on their own side, showing their faces, and they were far away.

This is a family so impersonal, without a touch of humanity, rigid and without any possibility of approaching.

Every day, I try to hurt my family, and I can't even see my children well.

Not only did they not say a word to each other, but they even looked at each other like enemies. Even if they meet head-on, they ignore each other.

The mother did not anticipate the consequences of her actions for the child.

As long as everyone who knows them in the family spreads these things, the children want to hide, but the mother likes to shout everywhere and pour the ugly things in the family in front of outsiders one by one.

Siluo has always been silent about the most important things in their lives—poverty—quarrels—and has been searching, searching, searching, the father and mother who can warm people.

She walked alone from the street to the other side of the street, and the rain soaked her clothes.