However, Qin Yiyang was already suspicious in his heart, he didn't know whether what the person he had believed in for so long was true or false?

If it's true, then why are there so many flaws?

If it's fake, then why lie to him?

All these people he believed in kept saying that they loved him and were good for him.

Qin Yiyang was determined to investigate slowly in the future, so he had to find out.

And the memories he lost, he must find a way to get them back.

Do whatever it takes!

Anyway, everything is like this, as long as the seeds of doubt are born, it will grow into a big tree sooner or later, and all the trust before will become sufficient fertilizer for the tree to flourish, not resistance.

Is it ridiculous?

Everything used to cover up a lie, after the truth appears, is a second fatal disillusionment of the lie, and it will make the liar desperate.

But that's all for later, so let's see for now.

Su Xiaowan, who was in the distance, touched Su Chen and Su Xing's heads, squatted down, and nervously held them in her arms.

Children are soft and warm to hold, and mothers will only feel safe when they hold them. God gave angels to mothers, because mothers are angels too.

"You must not do this in the future, mother is the only one left with you. ”

"Don't make trouble, ma ma xu yao mg"

Su Chen and Su Xing knew Su Xiaowan's worries and her vulnerability, so they didn't dare to speak at this moment, but just nodded and agreed to Su Xiaowan, saying that they would be obedient in the future.

But I am definitely not convinced.

Today, Dad doesn't recognize them, everyone doesn't recognize them, and these people bully Mom and laugh at Mom.

These people are bad people!

Su Chen and Su Xing secretly exchanged glances, and sure enough, the two children's thoughts were the same.

Su Xiaowan was currently immersed in memories and did not notice Su Chen and Su Xing's actions. Moreover, even if she knew, she might not be able to change anything, after all, she had no way to tie these two children to her side every day.

Su Chen and Su Xing blinked their big starry eyes, looking at Su Xiaowan and coaxing her: "Mom, Mom, we want to eat cantaloupe-flavored ice cream!

Su Xiaowan nodded dotingly, and then took the hands of the two children to get the ice cream and eat it.

Kids love sweets, and so does she.

Eating sweets makes you happy.

Su Xiaowan took a bite of Lindt chocolate cake, and felt that the whole person was soft, and the pressure seemed to disappear.

At this time, with a cup of iced Americano, life is beautiful.

She actually likes to eat macarons, but Qin Yiyang told her that eating too many marzipan cookies is easy to get diabetes, so she can't accompany him for a lifetime, and under all kinds of coercion and temptation, Su Xiaowan has quit candy-colored beautiful and delicious macarons.

Champagne is fine, Su Xiaowan smiled politely at the waiter. In recent years, she has developed her own tastes.

On the other side, Qin Yiyang was in his own circle, circling around the venue.

Everyone was smiling at him, smiling at Yan Yan, whether it was kindness or seeking benefits, Qin Yiyang never distinguished between these two purposes.

He didn't think it would be a mistake to confuse the two.

Su Xiaowan looked at the crowd around her and already knew that the wedding was messed up by herself and her children.

"Qin Yi... Mr. Qin, I'm really sorry to mess up your wedding today, I'll leave first today, and we'll meet again another day. ”

"Where are you going?"

Looking at Su Xiaowan's departing figure, Qin Yiyang's heart hurt as if he had been cut by a knife for some reason.

What he did today cannot be explained not only by the people around him, but also by himself.

"Why am I so fascinated by that woman, why do I have the impression that she is completely different from what others say or what they say? Are they lying to themselves, or are they lying to themselves?"

Qin Yiyang asked himself over and over again in his heart, but the loss of memory made it impossible for him to find answers.

Other people seem to be persuading themselves to give up that girl, but why do they like it so much in their hearts?

Was he wrong? Or was the world wrong? Qin Yiyang couldn't figure it out.

Along the way, Su Xiaowan took Su Chen and Su Xing without saying a word.

Sitting in the car, Su Xiaowan's mind was full of the picture of Qin Yiyang holding her in the wedding just now, lingering.

When you close your eyes and open them, it's all that picture.

She didn't even know how she got a taxi, how she paid the fare, how she got upstairs.

I only knew that when she came to her senses, she was already sitting on the sofa, and the two children also obediently returned to the room.

They wanted to leave their mother alone.

"Do I still love Qin Yiyang? If I want to go back to the past with him, what price will I have to pay? Will the people around him accept it? When his memory is restored, will he still love me?"

Su Xiaowan also sat on the sofa, thinking about a lot of questions.

Time passed minute by minute, but for Su Xiaowan, it was indeed so difficult.

"Mom, it's late. ”

Su Xing's voice came from the door of the room, pulling Su Xiaowan's thoughts back all at once.

"Ah, Su Xing, my mother hasn't gone to bed so quickly today. ”

Su Xiaowan touched Su Xing's head, squeezed out a "sad" smile, and coaxed Su Xing to sleep.

"Good night, good night, good mom. ”

"Well, baby, good night. ”

Su Xiaowan turned off the lights for the children, covered the quilt, said a few words of good night and whispered, and quietly took the door and came out.

Looking at her two children, Su Xiaowan seemed to have an answer.

Now that I am now, can I really go back to the past with Qin Yiyang?

No, it's impossible, even if you go back, it's impossible to go back to that time.

Now that she is still with two children, what will the outside world think about forcibly breaking into Qin Yiyang's life like this?

A president, the wedding scene, let the bride of the day go, hug another woman.

The woman, with two children. The child also shouted to the president's father.

Just thinking about this picture, Su Xiaowan was very melancholy.

Yes, what's the use of just agreeing to accept it, even if Qin Yiyang can put pressure from the outside world on her crotch.

But is it really good to be together like this?

Su Xiaowan decided, let's not bother Qin Yiyang anymore.

She closed her eyes, as if relieved, as if she had fallen into a new cycle of suffering.

Is she right to do this? At least Su Xiaowan felt that she could only do this, and there was no other choice.

After all, he has nothing left.