77. Fragile glass heart
"An An, you didn't lie to me, are you sure you didn't lie to me? Are you sure you didn't lie to me to make me happy? If you are sure, then no matter what happens from now on, I will not let you go again!" Tang Ning said passionately, his eyes full of excitement, but Feng An An was attracted by a back figure not far away. Tang Ning followed Feng An'an's gaze, and his excited eyes instantly dimmed.
"Feng An'an, what kind of material is your heart made of?Why can you always pretend to be someone else without heart when I am emotional?" This sentence rolled back and forth in Tang Ning's heart for a long time before he said it.
Feng An'an's whole mind was still invested outside, on the back that resembled Gu Zifeng. She didn't hear Tang Ning's previous words, so naturally she couldn't hear this sentence either. But it happened at this time that she came back to her senses, looking at the sadness on Tang Ning's whole face, she realized that she was looking outside too much just now, and she must have missed something. Then he said: "Tang Ning, did I miss something just now? If you have something to say, and I missed, it doesn't matter, you say it again, this time I will definitely not miss it again." ”
Tang Ning raised his hand to cover his chest and sat his body back upright. His eyes looked straight at the front of the car, and then he quietly clicked the lock of the car door and said, "Go ahead, do what you want to do the most!" Your reaction just now has made me completely sober. It's not that there is still his shadow in your heart, but only his figure exists, so you will stare at his back outside and be stunned for a while. ”
Feng An was silent, she admitted that she still had Gu Zifeng in her heart, and she also admitted that she had never forgotten him. Although she kept telling herself that she was only a temporary infatuation with Gu Zifeng, not love, but the fact was that she was wrong! She was not a temporary infatuation with Gu Zifeng, it was love, and she was deeply in love. That's why when Gu Zifeng chose to give up on her, she shattered her glass heart, and she still can't clean it up.
As for Tang Ning, she is not completely without feelings, she used to tell Zhang Xinrui that she only has a small friendship with Tang Ning, and there is no emotional feeling between men and women, which is actually wrong. Their frequent contact recently, coupled with Tang Ning's bold courtship, made her clearly begin to face her heart. Once upon a time, Tang Ning had long been in her heart, so she would accept Gu Zifeng, just because she was eager to prove that she didn't love Tang Ning. But the result is that she is really in love with Gu Zifeng, and she loves so deeply!
The entanglement between Feng Anan and Gu Zifeng before they got married has made her heart clearly recognize the fact that she loves two men at the same time. But she still chose to marry Gu Zifeng, because of her kindness, she had already failed Tang Ning, and she must no longer be sorry for Gu Zifeng. In the end, it turned out that Gu Zifeng was sorry for her and abandoned her on her newlywed honeymoon. She was once heartbroken by the love she recognized, because she really loved Gu Zifeng. But she didn't end up at a dead end because of this pain, but because of the existence of Downing.
Downing's urgent stare gave her no chance to walk into a dead end, and she didn't think about getting into that dead end. Because in her An'an life dictionary, love is not all she has, she still has her parents, her career, and Tang Ning, who is owed by her, waiting for her to make up for it.
A man loves two women at the same time, and it is tiring to go back and forth between them, but a woman has two men in her heart at the same time, but it is not tired but torture.
In the past, when Feng Anan decided to marry Gu Zifeng, she would be worried that Tang Ning would not be able to accept this fact for a while and would do stupid things. Now that Gu Zifeng has abandoned her, she has returned to Tang Ning's side, but she is still worried that Gu Zifeng, who is not going well in his career, will have a very bleak life without a confidant by his side.
Feng An'an once decided that she would spend this life quietly alone, neither to remove Gu Zifeng from her heart, nor to approach Tang Ning again. This is the fundamental reason why she has always resisted Tang Ning, but later she still obeyed Tang Ning's wishes, not only agreed to his ridiculous March appointment, but also acquiesced to the fact that it was his girlfriend.
If Gu Zifeng doesn't appear again, Feng An'an will live happily and beautifully with Tang Ning, but Gu Zifeng is in this city, and he will shake it in front of her eyes from time to time, just like just now!
Feng An'an raised his head and was silent for a long time, and finally took a deep breath and said: "Tang Ning, I admit that I still love Gu Zifeng in my heart, and I also admit that I don't know when your figure will be in my heart." At the beginning, after knowing your intentions, I still chose to marry Gu Zifeng because I felt that since I had already injured you, I couldn't let Zifeng get hurt again. But the truth is unpredictable, and it has become a dead end in which all three of us are injured. ”
Tang Ning looked up at Feng An'an angrily and said, "This is not a dead end, as long as you remove Gu Zifeng from your heart, it will not be a dead end." ”
Feng An'an shook his head with a wry smile and said, "Tang Ning, I don't want to lie to you, I can't do it! I really can't do it, just like I can't watch you become decadent day by day, I also can't ignore Zifeng's current situation." You can be seen by my side from time to time, and I will worry about whether you will be unhappy because of work or family affairs, not to mention the current style, career is not going well, the family is not in good shape, and the marriage has just ended. How do you make me not worry about him?"
Tang Ning was stunned! He had always felt that since Gu Zifeng appeared again, Feng An'an's heart was shaking. So he always thought that it was because Feng An'an loved Gu Zifeng more than him, but he completely ignored Feng An'an's kindness of sympathy for the weak in his bones.
Now the situation of him and Gu Zifeng, in Feng An'an's eyes, Gu Zifeng is a weak person, and she needs to worry about her everywhere, and she needs to worry about it. And she is at a time when she is proud of both career and love, so it is human nature that her heart will focus on Gu Zifeng's side. It's just that before he got this love, he would only be silently sentimental in his heart, and he wouldn't care too much. But now, he clearly knew Feng An'an's intentions, and he also clearly knew what Gu Zifeng had done to Feng An'an. Although he knew how difficult it was for Gu Zifeng at that time, no matter how difficult it was, he couldn't exchange his most beloved woman for temporary stability. No matter what others would do, he Downing would definitely not do that!
"An An, I just want to ask you now, now in your heart, do you love me more or Gu Zifeng more?" Tang Ning learned from the pain, but still decided to ask this sentence in his heart. Since it was something that he had to face sooner or later, why did he need to run away from it.
Feng An'an's two beautiful eyebrows were tangled, staring at Tang Ning with a sad face, silent. She really didn't know, she really didn't know! Tang Ning's hand was bitten by her, and she would be distressed and worried. And for what Zifeng is suffering, she will also be worried and worried. I still want to have a chance to help him.
Feng An'an raised his head and sighed, and said, "Tang Ning, give me time! Give me a while, and I will definitely be able to distinguish who is true love between you and Zifeng in my heart." ”
What else could Downing say, except to nod his head and give up. But he has persevered for so many years, how can he be willing to give up, as long as he thinks that giving up means that he will lose Feng An'an forever in the future, he will be heartbroken and unable to make that decision. Maybe his heart is not dead yet, or maybe when he is hurt a little more, he will be able to make a painful decision. Anyway, An An is staying by his side now, so everything can be done all over again.
Tang Ning nodded silently, twisted the key and started the car, because there was really not much time left to agree with Li Ke. He is not an unpunctual person, as long as he makes an appointment with the other party, he will definitely show up on time.
Along the way, Downing could almost be described as a speeding car. In this city, the car river stuck in the east, swayed westward, zigzag but kept moving forward at an unabated speed.
Along the way, Feng An'an tightly grasped the guard on her side with both hands, but she didn't say a word, because she believed in Tang Ning's driving skills, although she would also be nervous and scared!
When the car carrying Tang Ning and Feng An'an stopped in front of the Yipinju Teahouse with a creak, the time was still two minutes away from the time they had agreed with Li Ke.
In the teahouse, in the private room by the window on the second floor, Li Ke is standing by the window. When he saw Tang Ning arrive on time with Feng An'an, a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth. What he Li Ke wanted to get, he had never missed. Although Feng An'an is smart, although Tang Ning is difficult, he Li Ke is not a soft melon egg who is very good at talking.
Tang Ning opened the car door and asked Feng Anan to go to the teahouse first, and he went to the parking space to park. Feng Anan nodded, got out of the car with his bag and left. But Tang Ning's car didn't move, he stared at Feng An'an's slender back fixedly, and muttered to himself: "An An, how can you be so thin and weak, how can you fit so many things in your heart?" After the words were finished, Feng An'an's figure just walked into the teahouse and could no longer be seen.
Downing stepped on the accelerator, held the steering wheel, and the car started like an arrow off the string, and then with a beautiful turn, it stopped steadily in a parking space next to it.
Tang Ning's superb driving skills made the security guard who was running towards him and planning to help him direct the parking opened his mouth wide, until Tang Ning got out of the car and walked into the teahouse, his mouth could not be closed.