Chapter 55: Seeing a Psychiatrist

Lang Shuai was still full of Su Niannian, he was thinking about treating Niannian, and asked Wen Yu'an to find a highly reputable ear, nose and throat expert.

After making an appointment with the doctor, Lang Shuai took Su Niannian to the hospital. After a series of repeated examinations, the doctor concluded: "There is no problem with her throat, she can't speak, it has nothing to do with the body." You also said that it was because of a car accident that I was frightened, and it was obviously psychological. ”

The doctor prescribed and recommended seeing a psychiatrist for psychotherapy.

Lang Shuai began to find a psychiatrist again, but Su Niannian seemed to be a little repulsed. Lang Shuai asked for a long time before she relented and told him that she had seen a psychiatrist before, and the experience was very bad, and she felt very burdened.

Lang Shuai coaxed hard, and she finally agreed to take a look, and if she felt uncomfortable, she could end it at any time.

They went to a well-known psychotherapy room, and Su Niannian looked at the pure white wall of the treatment room, and began to resist in her heart. The psychiatrist held an alarm clock and placed it on the table in front of her. The ticking sound of the alarm clock made her clench her hands nervously.

Because of the privacy involved, Lang Shuai had to wait outside. Time passed minute by minute, and by the time Nian Nian came out of it, more than an hour had passed. Her face was not very good, and she was sweating a lot. The doctor said that the effect of the first time was not obvious, and she had several courses to come over in the future.

Su Niannian rejected this treatment, but since she had already agreed to Lang Shuai, it was not good for her to give up halfway. Maybe she can really be cured this time, maybe she is destined to pay some price.

During the second treatment, Su Niannian was still nervous. She was afraid of being hypnotized by the doctor, because she fell into a hazy consciousness that seemed to be asleep and was not sleep, and some broken images would appear in her mind.

Violent crashes, piercing screams, bright red blood, and cold corpses. In the past ten years, no one has mentioned these things to her. All she knew was that she had a car accident with her parents, and they all died, and only she survived. She doesn't remember the details of the crash at all. Maybe it's her subconscious, she doesn't want to remember it at all.

Now that she has been hypnotized by the doctor, those terrifying images are like a movie from a long time ago, and the frightening clips flash little by little. The faces of her parents, clearly visible in front of them, smiled at her. Su Niannian's eyes were tightly closed, and two lines of tears flowed out.

She used to have a happy and sweet home, although her parents were busy with work, they didn't see each other for a long time. But they always find a little time every day to call her and tell her how much they miss her. As long as she has time, she will take her out to play, and she has no shortage of other children.

But that ruthless car accident turned all the sweetness into bitterness.

This treatment has gone through a long process, and Lang Shuai has been waiting anxiously outside.

There was a shrill scream in the room, and he jumped up from his chair in shock, and immediately opened the door and rushed in.

I saw Su Niannian covering her ears, huddled in a ball on the sofa, crying, and her body kept shaking. Lang Shuai ran over and hugged her, patted her back gently, and coaxed in a low voice: "Don't be afraid of Niannian, I'm here, it's okay." ”

Su Niannian clutched Lang Shuai's sleeve tightly and buried her head in his chest. Lang Shuai glanced up at the psychiatrist and asked with his eyes what the hell was going on?

The psychiatrist shook his head and whispered, "I restored the scene of her parents' car accident to her according to the materials you gave, and then she became like this." ”

"Isn't that rubbing salt in her wounds?"

The psychiatrist said indifferently: "Only by facing her fear can she overcome it." If she just blindly escaped, her illness would not be cured. ”

"No, she's too scared, she's already scared. Isn't there any way to ease up?" Lang Shuai glanced down at Su Niannian in his arms, she was already a little unconscious.

"There is no way to alleviate the symptoms caused by this psychological factor, and it is only possible to speak again if she receives some major stimulus. ”

"Then it can't hurt her again because of this. Doctor, I'm sorry, I'll take her first. ”

Lang Shuai picked her up and went out immediately. When she got to the car, she shrunk into her seat and cried. No matter how Lang Shuai coaxed, there was no way, he had no choice but to send her home.

Su Yun happened to be at home, she saw Niannian's appearance, grabbed Lang Shuai and asked sharply, "What's wrong with her?"

"Sister Su Yun, I'm sorry, Nian Nian and I went to see a psychiatrist. Lang Shuai honestly admitted.

"Why are you taking her to a psychiatrist?"

"I originally wanted to cure her aphasia, but the doctor said it was psychological, and I had to see a psychiatrist. So I took her on my own and took her there. ”

Su Yun was stunned for a moment, and said to him with a calm face: "You took her to see a psychiatrist, why didn't you discuss it with me?"

"Sister Su Yun, I'm really sorry. It's that I'm thinking too simply, and I didn't expect her to be like this. ”

"Forget it, you take her back to her room first and let her sleep for a while. Su Yun paused for a moment, and then said, "Wait for you to come out, I have something to ask you." ”

Lang Shuai nodded, and immediately entered the room with Niannian in his arms, and coaxed her softly for a while, and then she gradually fell asleep.

Lang Shuai came out of the room, and Su Yun was sitting in the living room.

Lang Shuai walked over with an apologetic face: "Sister Su Yun, I did something bad with good intentions, right? I'm really sorry." ”

Su Yun glanced at him coldly and replied to him: "Who knows if you are really kind?"

"Sister Su Yun, I really didn't mean to, I didn't expect Nian Nian to have such a big reaction. Lang Shuai blamed himself infinitely, he really thought everything was too simple. And forgetting about the death of her parents, even if she forgot most of her memories, even if it was just a fragment, it would be a nightmare for her.

"If it was useful to see a psychiatrist, we would have taken care of her a long time ago. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been unable to speak for so many years. After Su Yun finished speaking, he looked at him with a calm face, "Lang Shuai, I want to ask you, are you really good for her? Or do you look down on her and can't speak, and think she can't make you lose face like this?"

Lang Shuai's face changed instantly, and he immediately retorted: "No, I have never disliked Niannian. When I fell in love with her, I knew that she couldn't speak, and if I hated her, I wouldn't love her at all, so how could I stalk her? ”

"Really, then why on earth did you take her to the doctor?" asked Su Yun faintly.

Because she was unhappy, she faced the strange eyes of others, although she didn't care about her face, but she was sad in her heart. She just never said it, I guess to keep you from worrying. Lang Shuai remembered the first time he asked her if she was mute, she typed a few words on her phone: I am not dumb. The next few exclamation points represent how much she minds when others say she is mute.

"So I want to heal her, I want her to be happy, and I don't have to face doubts anymore. She no longer has to angrily explain to others that she is not dumb. I want her to be like every normal person, to be able to speak loudly, to laugh, to talk to you, to gossip with her girlfriends, and to tell me that she likes me. Lang Shuai thought so simply, without any intention of looking down on and disliking her.

Su Yun lowered her head and sighed slowly, and said, "When she couldn't speak, her grandparents took her to the doctor. It's not optimistic, it's worse. Because of the intervention of the psychiatrist, she gradually remembered the clip of her parents' death. She couldn't sleep every night, and such a young child had to rely on sleeping pills to survive. Later, her grandparents saw it, and would rather she not be able to speak for the rest of her life than live in the shadow of her parents' death. She can forget everything in the past, and that's the best thing for her. So since then, she has never been treated. ”

"I'm sorry, Sister Su Yun. Lang Shuai's eyes were slightly red, he didn't know that Nian Nian had already experienced this. In fact, she was a little repulsed at the beginning, but he didn't dig deeper. In short, this time he was too reckless, and she was obviously unwilling, but she still obediently listened to her. Why did she always make him feel so distressed?

"Lang Shuai, do you really miss him?" Su Yun looked at him inquiringly, but he couldn't see through him.

Lang Shuai snorted: "I love her, I love her more than I imagined." I don't know why this is happening, I've never been so patriotic a girl. To be honest, don't say you don't believe me, I sometimes can't figure it out myself. Sister Su Yun, I know what I say, you will be skeptical. Today I will give you another gesture, I love and miss her, and I love her with all I have. ”

Su Yun suddenly smiled and said softly, "Lang Shuai, in the end, I underestimated you." You're not what I imagined. ”

Lang Shuai also smiled, he: "You imagine that I am a playboy, messing with countless women, and then kicking it again." I'll admit that I did have some girlfriends, but I didn't it. At least I've never stepped on two boats, and I've never hacked my legs. I have always believed that the matter of affection is to get together if you are together, and to break up if you are not together. Of course, I really didn't use much of my heart before, so I scattered. ”

"Before we meet someone we like, God always arranges for us to meet someone else first. It wasn't until I met Niannian that I realized that true love was like this. I will be happy because I am happy, and I will be distressed because I am sad. I wanted to be with her all the time, and because of this, I had the idea of getting married countless times. I used to think that I would never get married if I was not yet 30 years old. ”

Su Yun listened to a large part of his true confession, and she suddenly thought in her heart, forget it, she seems to be unable to control it. She couldn't even turn Su Niannian's mind, not to mention that the person in front of her was a master in both the shopping mall and the love field, and she had no way to deal with him.

So she said: "You and Niannian can do whatever they want, I only have one request, don't hurt her no matter what." ”

Lang Shuai didn't expect this to be the result, he was stunned for a moment, and then asked as if he didn't believe it: "Do you agree that I am with Nian Nian?"

"Don't I agree that you and Nian Nian won't be together?" Su Yun asked amusedly.

"Of course not, no one can stand in the way of my decision. Lang Shuai said.

Su Yun said again: "I just hope that she can be happy, if she is happy with you, what other reason do I have to organize." What's more, my blocking will only push her closer to you. ”