Chapter 311: The Past
She also asked me if it was just my own impulse, and when I was dizzy and said that I had seen through the red dust, the monk came to make fun of me, saying that even if she sat here every day, many women came, but she persuaded her to go back.
This monk is none other than Master Huineng. She persuaded me and I went home, I hesitated, I didn't know what to do, but I knew very well in my heart that I was tired of this life, tired of being dictated by my father.
I wanted to pursue a peace of mind, the only thing I could pursue, and the more I couldn't get it, the more I longed, so the next day I went up the mountain again. Master Huineng was stunned when he saw me.
She must have never imagined that the woman who was persuaded by herself yesterday came to the temple again the next day, in fact, I thought it out that night, between me and David, what to say?
I've known David since I first started studying abroad, and we've investigated this point on our own.
I just knew, it turned out that when I was with your grandfather Cheng, when the two of us didn't live together, almost every day in business, someone would say goodbye to my father, I think you also know, I studied very well when I was young, and my father was very proud of it, and almost showed off to everyone.
So I don't have many female friends, the reason is because my academic performance is too good, I am easy to be jealous, and I am not very talkative by nature, plus my father is so strict. So how to put it, my personality is still relatively withdrawn.
But your Grandpa Cheng is different, he is naughty, smart and smart, and speaks with a very humorous voice. Now that I think about it, it seems that he really has the potential to be a capitalist.
So the two of us have been together for a long time, and we have slowly fallen in love with each other. Forget it, I won't go into some details with you, but then after the matter was exposed, my father hurriedly sent me abroad.
Sending me abroad was actually a matter of friends, and David was the son of my father's friend. My father's friend was Chinese, and after a successful career, he went abroad on his own, and then brought a mixed-race child, David.
David and I actually played together when we were very young. It's been so old though, and I don't remember those things very clearly.
But one thing is for sure, my dad was very happy with David, and not only that, but David's parents were very fond of me, and even said that they would let us develop a relationship and let us be together in the future.
And I didn't know about the negotiation between the two sides, and then I got along with David after I went to the United States, and after a long time, this boy also liked me, but I had your grandfather Cheng at the time, and I couldn't tolerate anyone else in my heart.
Later, after going abroad, David knew that there were some conflicts between me and my father, and the origin of the conflict was your Grandpa Cheng, so David discussed with my father, and this is why I have the photo.
But I haven't looked into these things since your grandfather got married.
"Then why didn't you think about getting married? Or with David." Su Yixia asked again.
"You're still too young, maybe you don't understand when I say it, you know? When you really love someone, you feel like you're exhausted, and you're being given the patience of one person, and you never think of giving it to another person. But in the end, it turns out that that person is not the person who will spend your life with you. ”
"It was a real heartache, I couldn't afford to like another person, although I tried in the middle but it turned out that I really couldn't let go. It is said that time is the best medicine, but the premise of wanting to come out is that the person is willing. “
"I think we all thought about the question when we were kids, whether we should choose the person we love or the person who loves us when we grow up. Of course, we will definitely choose the person we love and the other person also loves. “
"But the world is too big. There are so many people in the world, can you make sure that everyone can have true love? This is not necessarily, love is a rare thing in the world, maybe it will never happen to you again in his life. ”
"But when I know the truth, so what? Your Grandpa Cheng has already entered the marriage hall hand in hand with other women. I was the only one who couldn't let go, and the only thing that could save me at that time was a monk. Chang Hui said.
"Don't you regret it?" asked Su Yixia softly.
"I can't talk about regrets or regrets, after all, I can't blame you Grandpa Cheng for this matter, it's my father who got in the way, and it is reasonable to have such a result. Chang Hui said.
"Okay, I also watched Cheng Qiaofeng's grandson today, they have all grown so big, so many years have passed, there are some things that don't need to be delved into. ”
"A dream and an empty dream, clean the dust, Amitabha. ”
"Let's do this today, don't come back in the future, and don't mention me to your grandfather again, we all have our own lives. So be it. Amitabha. Chang Hui got up and said.
Cheng Sheng, looked at the watch on his wrist, it was already 1:40 p.m. at this time, thinking that Master Chang Hui had not eaten, he immediately said: "I'm sorry, we have delayed you for so long, or we will invite you out for a meal." ”
"No need, there are some things to do in the afternoon, we have something to eat here, please go back, Amitabha. After Chang Hui finished speaking, he opened his mouth with his hand.
Looking at Master Chang Hui and insisting on driving the two away, Su Yixia and Cheng Sheng didn't linger longer, bowed one after another, and then said goodbye.
Cheng Sheng and Su Yixia walked slowly down the mountain along the previous trail again. "You're hungry too, aren't you, what do you want to eat?" Cheng Sheng asked.
"I really want to drink mutton soup. Su Yixia thought for a long time, and then touched his stomach and said, this stomach is also cooperative, and after saying this, he made a cooing sound, obviously hungry.
"When he came up, he saw a family. Cheng Shengdao.
"Alright, alright, let's go. Su Yixia suddenly came to his senses, pulled Cheng Sheng, and actively ran towards the bottom of the steps.
This time, Cheng Sheng shouted in his mouth: "You slow down, you slow down, don't fall." ”
"I'm hungry, I'm really hungry, hurry up. Su Yixia, who already knew the truth, was obviously in a good mood at this time, but his stomach was really hungry, and his mouth kept urging and coquettishly.
Cheng Sheng really had no way to deal with the little ghost in front of him, so he had to hurriedly descend the steps with Su Yixia.