The girl in my heart Zhang Baotong 2016.6.10

In our hearts, there will always be a girl who smiles at us all the time. It is a concentrated expression of a girl's purest beauty, so she will forever become a fond memory for us in the form of a freeze frame, or a great motivation for many actions in our lives.

A young man from the Soviet Union fell in love with a beautiful girl, but when the war broke out, in order to protect his beloved girl from being ravaged by the invaders, he resolutely joined the army and died on the battlefield. There is also an old scientist who missed the tragic death of his beloved girl, so much so that he never married.

The girl in our hearts is like the hot land customs of our hometown, rooted in our hearts, and let us never forget. Because her beauty and innocence are like an eternal beautiful scenery and a beautiful feeling of warmth like water, so that we can always stay in the pure years of thirteen or sixteen.

In a man's heart, who doesn't have a girl in their hearts who has loved or cherished it for a long time? In my heart, there is also a beloved girl. She was a classmate in our class from elementary school to junior high school, who was not only pure and beautiful, excellent in learning, but also talented and helpful. Although she was the daughter of our Agency leader, she was never squeamish, arrogant, or arrogant, and always quiet, gentle, and gentle. So, in my mind, she is like Snow White in "Grimm's Fairy Tales". Although I have always done well in my studies, because I was born into a working-class family, I always have a kind of admiration for her.

Later, when she was a freshman of junior high school, she changed her age to join the Agency. I never saw her again. But in my dreams, I would dream of her a lot. Every time I dream of her, a feeling of longing and yearning arises in my heart. Even at this age, I sometimes dream of her unconsciously. And every time I dream of her, it will bring me back to that pure and beautiful youth again.

Sometimes, when I see a girl in the countryside who has no money to return to her hometown, I think of her and think that she may be in the same predicament. So, I gave all the money I had with me to the girl. Sometimes, I have to do something that violates my conscience, but when I think that she is looking at me with those pure and beautiful eyes, I immediately straighten out my mind and give up my selfish thoughts and bad thoughts. I don't want her to see me being so selfish and subordinate. Sometimes, I even think that maybe I'll see her again someday, so I can't be so mediocre that she thinks I'm unproductive. So I had to make some achievements. Over time, she became a pure and beautiful feeling and emotion in my heart. Although I am not living for her, she is inspiring me to be upright and hardworking.

I couldn't figure out what kind of emotion I had for her. It is said that it is a good feeling, but it is deeper than a good feeling, and it is said that it is a relationship, but at that time we were still young, and we could not talk about love at all. To be precise, it should be regarded as nostalgia and nostalgia. But why do I have such nostalgia and nostalgia for her? For a long time, I couldn't say why. Later, I gradually realized that she was actually a kind of yearning for that good time, a longing for pure and beautiful feelings.

Girls are the most innocent and beautiful period of a woman's life. This age group is called "teens" in English, which is from thirteen to nineteen years old. After this period, the girl will grow up, become sensible, become sophisticated, and become snobbish and selfish. So, when I went to school and went to the countryside until I was 17 years old, my impression of girls was very good, but when I went to university, my impression of girls began to change significantly. However, I have found that girls change especially much after they become women. It's like a cute little tiger suddenly turning into a terrible tigress. Maybe the workplace is the battlefield, and colleagues seem to be competitors. When working together, I think men are still relatively easy to get along with, polite to each other, and sometimes pay attention to mutual humility, even if he takes advantage, he will express some apologies and embarrassment. And female colleagues are different, usually work lightly and fearlessly, pick and choose, always ask to take care of, once she encounters a little interest, she will tear her face to fight with you. Sometimes they will cry and look for the leader, and even fall directly into the leader's arms. So, over the years, I've worked with a lot of lesbians, and I'm afraid to work with them.

Maybe it's because of how many negative experiences I have, so I feel that girls are simple and beautiful and cute. However, the reason why women cannot be as simply beautiful and lovely as girls is because they feel that they have grown up, become wise, and become mature. Maybe they've become smart and mature, but they've become less cute. In fact, people should understand that men do not like to compete with women for fame and fortune. If a girl or woman is so cute, a man will even lay down his life for them. But once a girl or woman becomes less cute, we don't want to let her do everything, get used to her, let her. This is the same as your own wife, as long as you love her, she makes a big mistake and you are willing to tolerate her, but once you don't love her anymore, you will dislike her if she is a fart.

Sometimes we wonder, why are beautiful things so important to us, because she entrusts us with an ideal and a feeling, and makes us feel the existence of good life and the good meaning. People can't be young and beautiful forever, but they can always maintain a good and beautiful attitude. A kind old woman will make us feel kind and lovely, while a selfish girl will make us feel angry and angry.

We miss and yearn for a girl because she has always been a beautiful scenery and feeling in your heart. But if this girl hurts you for no reason, you may hate her even more. For example, a girl you have always been in love with suddenly marries someone else in order to get a better job or live a richer life. Will she still be the goddess of your heart? Of course, this girl in your heart cannot be your wife, let alone your lover. She must be a clear, beautiful and flawless girl. If she gets married, marries a poor man, or marries a scoundrel, like Ruan Lingyu, she will not live well or be miserable. You may feel deep sympathy for her and hope that she can live well. However, she really lived well, became a boss, or married a high-ranking official or a rich man. How would you feel? Actually, you just want her to marry you. However, if she really marries you, will she be able to live well? Let's guess: if Romeo marries Juliet or Zhu Yingtai marries Liang Shanbo, will they still be a touching love story?

In fact, we don't know anything, we don't know anything better, let the girl's simple and beautiful smile always be fixed in our hearts, shining on us like the sun, warming us, taking us back to that pure and wonderful time and years, feeling as if we are not old, or the boy who is as pure as the sun.