Because the dishes made at night were not enough, the neighbors also brought some home food when they came, and finally more than a dozen people set up a big table of food, He Yue and Murayama sat at the front of the long table, although the excitement in front of them was just in front of them, after today and tomorrow, the two of them would leave this island and never come back, but He Yue could see that Murayama also liked this lively atmosphere very much.

During the banquet, He Yue quietly asked: "Normally, you are still a little afraid of life, why do you like such an atmosphere?"

Murayama looked at He Yue but did not explain immediately, but engaged in chatting with the uncle and aunt again, and He Yue had to frequently raise the drink in the cup and talk and laugh loudly with everyone present.

It wasn't until the end of dinner, after the sky darkened, that the two of them went out for a walk that Murayama finally responded to He Yue's question just now.

"I hated being an actor when I was a child, but to be honest, I don't really hate acting, what I hate is that my family forces me to learn acting every day, and even sleep time for this purpose, as well as their work breaks, but ...... You know, Hikaru Mitsushima is also a relative of mine, although it can't be said that our entire family is particularly interested in the entertainment industry, but on my side, I have indeed tried the road of acting since I was born, and I really have no interest or talent in this area, so I have to consider other jobs. ”

He Yue nodded, the situation of the Murayama family does not mean that they have to do this business, but presumably for their family, the entertainment industry must be one of the first choices, and this circle in Japan is still quite healthy on the whole, and it cannot be said that there are no bad parts at all, of course there are many bad parts, but basically, except for a few cases, if you don't want to, no one must be able to stop you.

Murayama, who grew up in such an environment, is quite conflicted.

On the one hand, she resisted her parents' requests, but on the other hand, she couldn't say that she hated life in the entertainment industry, such an ambivalence made her yearn for a normal family life, this happy state.

Looking back at the brightly lit fisherman's house, the two of them came out after eating, but the dinner over there was not over, and looking at the lights from afar, there was really a feeling that even the lights were particularly cheerful.

Just a short distance away, the light in the field of vision becomes almost the only source of light under the night sky.

"The stars ......are so bright," Murayama sighed, looking up at the night sky that was much brighter than Tokyo.

He Yue grabbed Murayama's hand, and the two walked in silence.

"Will you be afraid?" asked He Yue.

Murayama shook his head and said, "With you by your side, how can you be afraid, even if there are really any demons and monsters, they will be beaten flat by you." ”

"How can I be so powerful, if a ghost appears, my biggest possibility is to carry you around and run away. He Yue said with a smile.

"By the way, is it really okay for you to skip work today?"

"It's okay, didn't Xiaoguang go for me?"

"But your role is hard to replace, right?"

"It's just a day, it should be fine. ”

"What a wayward leader, Xiaoguang may hate you in private. ”

"No, no, no, this is where the two of us fit!" He Yue said.

"What do you mean?"

"The leaders of some companies are very strong, they have to do everything themselves, and everything is in their own hands, if the boss of this kind of company is very strong, then the company will also be very strong, but there is a kind of company, there will be a boss like me, and most of the work will be thrown to the people below, and a company like me is not necessarily bad, but it may be because of me, and let the employees of the following companies be more free, otherwise you see, if I have a particularly strong desire to control, Xiaoguang will definitely not grow to the current level!"

"Qubble! You just want to be a shopkeeper!"

"I can do it if I need to, but if I can be a hands-off shopkeeper, why should I work so hard, compared to busy work, it must be more fun to walk with you under the night sky!"

"When I met you, it was also a disaster for Xiaoguang......" Murayama sighed.

"What do you mean, do you also regard me as a calamity?" He Yue asked, grabbing Murayama close to him.

"Hmph. Murayama looked away a little arrogantly.

After walking a few more steps, Murayama said with some sighs: "I don't know if it's a catastrophe, after all...... The state of a few of us is a little strange...... Saito Hashimoto, I guess I have mixed thoughts about you. ”

He Yue was silent, and when she suddenly talked about this question, she was also a little overwhelmed.

"At first, I just liked you very simply, but gradually I was led astray by your guy, and the most annoying thing is that you are not honest and flirt with several people at the same time, and the result is that it is too late by the time I react, and I and the birds...... I've been living around you for too long, and I'm no longer able to live without you......"

"Do you regret it?" asked He Yue.

Murayama shook his head and said: "How can I regret it, I'm a child star, so is Saito, I've been in this circle since I was a child, do you know, the first kiss of most child stars is around ten years old! The time of first experience is definitely the earliest among all groups, this is a circle that is too precocious and has a lot of bad content!"

"Huh, so are you too?" asked He Yue.

"Would you be angry if I were?" asked Murayama.

"Of course not, I'm just curious, Asuka is also a child star, isn't she?"

"No, neither of us are oh, because we are both ...... It's not red, hehe. ”

Well...... This is the truth, Murayama has played small roles in several TV series, Saito is often mixed in pay TV stations, TV shopping programs, etc., and children who are about the same age as them are Matsuoka Moyu, Mayuko Fukuda, Otomo Hanai, etc., they are not too popular, and they are correspondingly excluded from the mainstream circle of child stars, although they are also precocious, but in some aspects they are not much affected by the same precocious atmosphere.

"In my circle, it seems that I worked early, and there are infinite possibilities in the future, but in fact, this is not the case, acting is such a thing...... If you don't have natural talent, you can't really mature after the age of thirty, so I was also determined when I was eleven or twelve years old that I couldn't become a top actor.

After confirming this, I was allowed by my family to participate in the audition of AKB and do what I really like to do, I originally thought that my future would be like this, singing and dancing, becoming a theater artist, disappearing into the entertainment industry after graduation, getting married...... But your presence has changed everything for me......"