Fang Yuan helped her wash up, and then helped her change into her little pajamas, and then put it next to Chen Chao, now Xiaoshan's clothes are all new, they are all blue color clothes bought, all styles and seasons, and the old clothes before have been thrown away.

Xiaoshan thought that she was tired today, curled up under her father's arm, and soon fell asleep, sleeping soundly, and there was a slight snort.

"Did you go to Coconut City today?" Seeing that she was asleep, Chen Chao raised the bag in his hand to him.

The big KFC logo on the bag shows the detailed address in Coconut City.

"Caiyi went back to Xia Jing today, and we sent her together. Fang Yuan glanced at the sleeping Xiaoshan, on weekdays, she would tell her father what happened that day, but today she went to bed early, in addition to being tired, she was probably sad, right?

"Is Caiyi from Xia Jing, or is he working over there?" Chen Chao asked casually, Fang Yuan had never told him about Lan Caiyi's situation.

Fang Yuan saw that it was still early and there was nothing to do, so he told him about the situation between himself and Lan Caiyi.

"I didn't expect you to be so angry, but when I was in school, I could see that I liked the little girl. Chen Chao teased.

"By the way, I heard that you found a girlfriend in high school, what's the matter, did you break up later?" Chen Chao continued.

"Damn, you know that? I always thought that few people knew. "Chen Chao went to work after graduating from junior high school, but he didn't expect to know about it, it seems that Fang's father and Fang's mother know it, but he was still sneaky at the beginning, and he thought he was doing it very secretly.

"Okay, let's not talk about me, by the way, how did you catch up with Xiaoshan's mother back then, and get married so early?" Chen Chao and Fang Yuan are the same year, and they are both 25 years old this year.

Because the school they went to was a five-year system, Fang Yuan was only 17 years old when he went to college, and Xiaoshan was six years old this year, so it is estimated that Chen Chao would be just an adult when he got married, and he might even get married to his son.

Speaking of Xiaoshan's mother, Chen Chao showed a look of nostalgia on his face, and slowly opened the conversation.

It turned out that Xiaoshan's mother's name was Lin Yu, originally from Shawei Village, Shawei Village is a very ordinary coastal village in Qiongzhou, Lin Yu's father was helping people fish, and when Lin Yu was five years old, he went to sea and never came back, at that time there was a sister who was two years younger than her, and her mother took care of two children alone.

Lin Yu took his sister to spend a year at home, I really couldn't go on, I heard that my mother went to Coconut City with someone, so I took my five-year-old sister all the way north, there were few cars that year, and they all relied on walking.

The two children don't know how many roads they have walked, how many sins they have suffered, they drink raw water on the side of the road when they are thirsty, eat wild fruits or beg for food when they are hungry, and they are hungry for a meal, and their sister Lin Xue, who is not in good health, finally can't bear it, she is sick, Lin Yu can't help it, and finally Lin Yu entrusted Lin Xue, who was only six years old, to a kind old couple, and continued to go on the road to find her mother by herself, she was still very naïve at that time, and wanted to find her mother, and then take her sister back, and the family could live happily together again.

After thousands of hard work, Lin Yu came to Coconut City, only to find that the city was too big, completely different from the small village where she lived, the vast sea of people, and it was like looking for a needle in a haystack to find someone, so she wandered in the streets and alleys of Coconut City all day long.

Later, she was adopted by a kind old grandmother, the old grandmother not only adopted her alone, but also more than a dozen street children, during the day she let these children do some handicrafts to subsidize the family, and taught them to read and write at night, life is quite passable, at least full of food and clothing.

But within a few years, the government said that the old grandmother was illegally employed as child labor and illegal occupation, so the house was bulldozed and built into a commercial building, and the street children could only continue to wander.

At that time, Lin Yu was already a teenager, although she had never gone to school, but she still knew a lot of words, and thanks to the good education of the old grandmother, she didn't go to do some leather and meat business, just do some manual work within her ability, or go to the street to beg, as she got older, she worked as a small worker at the construction site, and it was at that time that she met Chen Chao.

It is estimated that it is the happiest day in Lin Yu's short life, she has a husband who loves her, a lovely daughter, her mother-in-law and father-in-law are good to her, and her life is prosperous.

When Chen Chao spoke, he seemed to be telling someone else's story, there was no joy or sadness, his expression was very flat, but when he finished speaking, he looked directly at the darkness outside the door, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Fang Yuan, who never smokes, doesn't know why, but at this time he especially wants to have one.

"Lin Yu, did she find her mother later?"

"Who knows, it seems that I have found it, but I have never heard her talk about it, every time I mention it, she looks very irritable, and then I won't say it, after all, she is the one who lives with me, why do you care so much?" Chen Chao retracted his gaze from outside the door and said.

"What about her sister Lin Xue, did you find her later?"

"Looking for it, why don't you look for it? But I can't find it anymore, on the one hand, she was too young back then, and her memory is blurred for a long time, on the other hand, Qiongzhou has developed too fast in recent years, and there are very few dilapidated villages in my memory, which is also my wife's heart disease, I always feel sorry for my sister, and I shouldn't have left her alone. ”

After Chen Chao finished speaking, he glanced at his daughter curled up under his armpit, like a kitten, and said with a smile, "Sometimes I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of death, Xiaoshan will be like her mother, wandering alone." Sometimes I want to die, because not dying will only drag her down, don't you think people are strange? Isn't it funny?"

But Fang Yuan couldn't laugh, he thought about it before saying, "You take care of your illness first, and then find a way to fulfill your wife's wishes, now that the Internet is so developed, it shouldn't be difficult to find someone." ”

When Chen Chao heard this, he didn't make a sound, but nodded silently.

"By the way, do you have anything to pack, I'll ask the ambulance to take you to the hospital tomorrow, and I'll take everything I need to bring with me then. Fang Yuan changed the topic and stopped talking about these sad things.

"I don't have anything to do, just a few torn clothes, just clean them up. Chen Chao's eyes fell on a suitcase in the corner, which was covered with a shabby piece of clothing, as if it had not been opened for a long time.

"Okay, I'll go back first, and I'll pick up Xiaoshan again tomorrow morning. Fang Yuan stood up and said.

"Then I'm bothering you. Chen Chao didn't say anything more, there was enough trouble, and he didn't need to care about this trivial matter.