My heart was in turmoil with all kinds of signs, and I had never had such worries about others, I had never felt like this. You are so beautiful in my heart, for some reason, your departure has become a scar in my heart, making me lonely, but I miss you so much, I want to find you. I want to see you every day, but you are like every breath I take, do you feel the same way?

I am willing to give everything for one word, and that is love. Shiling, please come back quickly, don't joke about my love for you anymore, because I don't want to be sad, since I met you, since I fell in love with you, I have become a fragile person, I want to have your company, I want to have you by my side. I can't help myself, please stop being cruel to me, I've always been very sensitive to your departure, I feel like an abandoned child, and the pain is so painful that I can't bear it. If you are sincere to me, please say it sincerely, if you truly love me, please come back quickly, I do not want to be hurt again and again, I do not want to go through the storm again, and I will be terrified in my heart until there is no one to protect me.

It is better to put love in your chest than to give it to others, hide love in your heart, and think silently like this, so that it will not cause upset to outsiders. Let's keep it, the cost of love is higher than gold, in my eyes, love is priceless, just because you are Song Shiling, don't try to give it to others, just because I want to treasure this love.

Song Shiling, who was obviously exhausted, was a little more energetic after taking a bath. Busy taking care of the elderly, showing them their talents, and making them happy every day, always at night, she is so tired that she falls asleep.

Back in the room, she planned to write a journal about her grandmother while it was still early, and wanted to send it to Wu Yu by email, telling him that she was working in a nursing home and taking care of her grandmother. Because she still misses after all, she is sure that she can't escape, and she decides to tell Wu Yu where she is and tell the man that she is really good. It's just that the last email was sent, and he didn't give himself any response, could it be that he was too busy to check the mailbox? Song Shiling, who thought about it a lot, didn't think about it so much, and decided to put the bag he had just packed on the table again and open the laptop.

The computer lit up again, and the bright light from the screen was very cold, at this time, it should be the time for ordinary people to rest, Song Shiling was about to open the software to write a log, and Xu Xialan's chat box suddenly jumped out.

Xia Lan: What are you doing?

Song Shiling sighed and replied quickly: It's okay, I'm going to write a log.

Xia Lan: Wow, has Xiaoling started writing again? It's been a long time since I've seen you write a novel.

When she was in the team, Song Shiling always fantasized about meeting Wu Shaoyang one day, so she described the beautiful scenes of her fantasy clearly in words, but unfortunately, her secret was bumped into by her good roommate Xu Xialan and snatched it to take a look. Since then, Xia Lan has been asking her to continue to write the following content, and Song Shiling is shy, and the love scene between her and Shaoyang only happens in life, not in words.

Song Shiling: No, I just want to write a diary about my grandmother.

Xia Lan: I see, you should have a good time somewhere, right? After all, you have your grandmother by your side.

That's true, yes, but Song Shiling's heart has always been empty, and she can't tell why, if there is a lack of Wu Yu, then she wants to admit it but she is not very sure.

Song Shiling: I'm doing well, and my grandmother is in a good mood.

The two sisters exchanged a few words before getting to the point, Xu Xialan told Song Shiling that she was looking for her this time because she wanted to tell her, Song Shiling thought that Xu Xialan wanted to accompany her like before, but she didn't want to drag down her good friend, so she persuaded: "No need, don't use it to accompany me, I'm really good, I'm not tired at all." ”

At this time, the mobile phone rang in the bag, and Song Shiling took out the phone to see that it was Xiao Su, but she didn't pick it up quickly. At the same time, Xu Xialan replied again: Wu Yu is sick.

The text is very simple, but Song Shiling's pupils contract and enlarge rapidly. This news really made her ears ringing like a thunderbolt from the blue, how could this be? How did he get it during this time? Is it really because he left, he was forcing himself to keep working and forget about her? The mobile phone was still ringing, Song Shiling quickly picked it up, but the person inside happened to hang up the phone, and a hang-up sound came into her ears, and her heart suddenly throbbed. I thought Xiao Su was calling to scold herself, but she wanted to tell her that Shaoyang was sick.

This time, Song Shiling did not continue to hesitate, she immediately dialed Wu Yu's phone, but only heard the cold prompt sound of "power off". There was still a light of the night light in the bedroom, and Dean Xiao, who felt strange, gently pushed the door in, walked behind Shi Ling, patted her, and asked what was wrong?

Song Shiling did not answer, but quickly got up and hugged the hospital director and cried quietly. Helpless like a child, Dean Xiao, who was suddenly panicked, hurriedly patted Song Shiling's shoulders and whispered to comfort him, his eyes kept looking at the chat dialog box on Shiling's computer, except for the sentence "Wu Yu is sick", there was no more follow-up.

The child once said that she liked a person, and that person was surnamed Wu. Dean Xiao asked Song Shiling the real reason for coming to the nursing home, although she did not tell herself her true life experience, but the child simply and clearly explained that she came to take care of her grandmother this time, and also to avoid Mr. Wu.

It seems that Shiling still can't forget this boy, seeing that she is crying and trembling, the dean knows very well that Song Shiling is worried about him.

Dean Xiao touched Song Shiling's head: "If you want to go see him, my grandmother and I will take care of it." ”

She was very grateful for the dean's understanding, so she nodded and hurriedly changed her clothes and left the nursing home. He quickly stopped a taxi outside the hospital, then got into the car and said to the driver, "Master, please take me to the city hospital." ”

The driver glanced at Song Shiling through the rearview mirror in the car, didn't say anything, but stepped on the accelerator and rushed out quickly and rushed to the hospital.

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As the night progresses, the streets are brightly lit. And Song Shiling didn't have the leisure to take care of these, sitting in the car, she was nervous, afraid of how to greet Xiao Su when she arrived at the hospital, after all, she didn't receive his call in time, and the address of the hospital was still given by Xu Xialan, although she is still Wu Yu's girlfriend, but if she says goodbye, I don't know if Xiao Su will look down on herself, because Yang Jingjing's hysteria will run away from everything, will she be spurned by Xiao Su?

There was no traffic jam along the way, Song Shiling wanted to take the opportunity of the traffic jam to think about how to greet Brother Su who was waiting to meet later, but God didn't help her, and she was destined to suffer from her former boss.

walked into the hospital, took the elevator, and a few minutes later, Song Shiling hurriedly walked out of the elevator, walked through the corridor, looked around, and vaguely heard Xiao Su talking on the phone, she stopped and listened intently for a while, then immediately turned around and walked in the direction of the source of the sound. Xiao Su was calling the chairman of the board, because Wu Yu's high fever did not go away, and the shooting might be temporarily canceled tomorrow, and the big boss inside still blamed Xiao Su from time to time for why he didn't find Wu Yu's symptoms in time? Speaking of which, in the end, he still blamed himself for only eating hot pot, and he didn't care about how uncomfortable the little ancestor next to him was. Obviously, I found him uncomfortable, but he was still busy eating, drinking, and having fun, and he didn't realize that he had made a big mistake.

Soon hung up the phone, his eyes unintentionally swept over, and he saw a familiar figure. It was a figure in a hurry because it was still too far away, Xiao Su deliberately squinted his eyes to see it clearly, he wanted to know who it was? Unexpectedly, it was at this moment that the other party turned around and saw him, obviously stunned, but his expression returned to normal in a moment.

Song Shiling ran to Xiao Su, panting: "Brother Su, where is Xiao Yu?"

The man stared at the man in front of him with wide eyes, incredulous. I didn't answer the phone just now, and now I appeared in front of me, it was really a fright! Seeing that Xiao Su was stunned and didn't answer, the anxious Song Shiling repeated in an accentuated tone, "Where is Xiao Yu?"

Xiao Su pointed to the ward in front of her and was silent, and the woman quickly pushed open the door, and suddenly felt a chill down her spine. Wu Yu was lying unconscious on the hospital bed, infused with fluids, his face was pale and bloodless, and he didn't know what he was still muttering, and when Song Shiling walked over slowly and approached him, she knew that he had been shouting his name and had not stopped.

Song Shiling sat on the edge of the hospital bed, watching the potions in the infusion tube slowly fall drop by drop, they flowed down the slender tube into Wu Yu's body, but it didn't seem to make the man look better, he lay quietly on the hospital bed and fell asleep, his cheeks and the back of his hands were so pale that it made him look like he was one with the sheets and quilt.

Xiao Su also walked into the ward lightly at this time, there were some things he wanted to talk to Song Shiling in person when she appeared, and after waiting day after day, she finally didn't wait in vain, she still appeared, because Wu Yu was sick, she still couldn't show up with confidence. He whispered to Song Shiling to come out of the ward for a while, but the woman refused to leave Wu Yu because he was having a nightmare, a dream about her, she wanted to be by the man's side, at this moment.

Gently stretched out his hand to trace Wu Yu's eyebrows, leaned over and kissed the man's face gently, tears quickly filling his eyes. If he had contacted Wu Yu earlier, maybe he wouldn't have become like this, it seems that he was looking for her, and he was tired and completely collapsed. She held his hand and refused to let go, although Xiao Su persuaded her to let go and let Wu Yu have a good rest, she couldn't listen, now, her heart is full of Wu Yu, full of Wu Shaoyang, no matter what anyone says to her, she doesn't want to pay attention to it, she doesn't want to care, she just wants to be by Wu Yu's side and wants to take good care of him.

Shaoyang: I'm sorry, I was wrong. I shouldn't have said goodbye without saying goodbye, making you go crazy and keep looking for me, making you tired, making you fall, I was wrong, really wrong, are you going to wake up soon? Walking out of the ward, Song Shiling sat alone in a corridor where no one passed, quietly falling the most common and worthless tears in the hospital.