Aunt Li kept repeating this sentence, and the memories in her mind were playing like a movie, but she wanted to open her mouth to say it, but she couldn't figure it out. The bigger concern is that she is just a subordinate, what qualifications does she have to judge the right and wrong of the master?

Ze Min, "Auntie, you said it was thirty-three years ago, your parents and grandfather are all gone, what else do you have to take care of? Actually, it doesn't hurt to tell you, that woman is already dead, but her son is still alive, and on the surface it seems to be alive and well." ”

"Who? See?" Aunt Li's old face was a little distorted, with a little excitement and fear. Aunt Li especially remembered that the poor woman knelt on the ground and begged her to bring a message to Jin Shizheng - Auntie, it doesn't matter if the Jin family doesn't accept me, but the child is innocent, this is the flesh and blood of the Jin family, you help me tell Shizheng that I don't need him to marry me, I don't force him, but he is the father of the child, and he is qualified to know the existence of the child.

Child, go back, on the seventh day of the next month, Shizheng will marry the eldest lady of the Shen family. Aunt Li remembers that she told her so at the time.

"He's Chen Gaoyu!" Zemin said, "and he's coming back for revenge." ”

Aunt Li's old body trembled, her dry hands clenched into fists, pinching the corners of her clothes to seek a sense of security. "Your father, I didn't know he existed..."

Ze Min frowned, he didn't dare to imagine what kind of mood he would have to face the world if he switched identities with Chen Gaoyu. Although he disdains to be born in a wealthy family, at least he has no worries about food and clothing, and there are still a lot of times for him to be rebellious and willful. But what about Chen Gaoyu? Thinking of this, he began to sympathize with him.

"Back then, when the master wanted to marry the Shen family, Shizheng was very scared and didn't dare to tell the master that he had a partner. When I saw that he was sullen, I asked casually, and he trusted me and told me about his relationship with her. He said he wanted to tell his lord that he didn't want to jump into a political marriage on his own. ”

A few days later, Shizheng really told the master, and the master was furious, not only stopped them from coming, but also went to the woman's house to warn the family. Semasa is an obedient child, and he obeys the master. Aunt Li paused, turned her head to look at Ze Min's eyes, "Child, didn't you often disagree with the master a few years ago, I thought at the time, where did your stubborn temperament come from? If your father had half of your courage back then, maybe everything would be very different~"

As soon as the Jin family went to the woman's house to warn, it was spread over there, and the neighbors in the township knew about it. At that time, unlike now, what was the most important thing for Yun Ying's unmarried woman? On the day she came to the Jin family, the lord and Shi Zheng happened to go to the Shen family, and I received her. That was the first and only time I saw her. ”

"She knelt on the ground and begged me, saying that she knew that she couldn't climb the Jin family, but she already had a child... I was stunned at the time, if this matter was known by the Shen family, then the master's wishful thinking would be yellow, and Jincheng at that time did not have the current scale, it was still a small company, and the master would definitely not let them have a good time. So, I gave her an analysis and gave her advice, and I said that I must not let the master know. ”

She said that she had no intentions, she just wanted the child to be born and grow up safely, but now she is betrayed by her relatives, and her family treats her as a water dog, and she will be beaten when she sees it. She had no choice but to turn to the child's father. I said that Semasa would get married on the seventh day of the next month. She cried and laughed, begging me to tell the story of the child to Semasa, who had the right to know about the child's existence. ”

"I'm very embarrassed, on the one hand, I think she is very pitiful, there is nothing wrong with her, and the child is even more innocent; So I gave her some money and said, 'Go and beat the child, you're still very young, it's for your good~', and she took the money, but I knew she was forced to do it. ”

"I didn't tell Semasa about it, and I never saw her again, so I thought she should take the baby away and start a new life. The matter settled down, and on the seventh day of the new year, your father and mother entered the auditorium as scheduled and got married amid the envy of the guests. I know she must be hiding in a corner and crying, poor child, her life is not good..."

As Aunt Li spoke, her eyes turned red, and her mood was completely brought back to the past.

"Didn't my dad mention it later?" Zemin couldn't help but ask.

Aunt Li shook her head, "Your parents have always had a good relationship, I don't know if your father still has her in his heart, but I never heard him mention it again, and I didn't tell him." ”

Zemin felt very desolate, he couldn't easily comment on whether his father's grievances were all right or wrong, maybe Jin Cheng at that time didn't choose to leave it to his father at all. In his memory, his mother was his father's most tacit partner at work, and the two of them went out early and returned late every day, and when they got home, they were still discussing work in the study. Now that I think about it, my mother shouldn't know, and that's fine, at least the father in her heart is the best husband and the best father.

Now look back at himself, he loves Xiaoou, if Xiaoou leaves, his heart will die, so was his father at that time the same? lost his lover's heart, just lived according to the rules of life, got married, had children, and started a business to create wealth.

So Chen Gaoyu... Zemin remembered what Xiaoou said, Chen Gaoyu was raised by his mother with the money from selling his body. Zemin was silent for a while, unable to say a word for a long time.

Aunt Li, "Da Shao, you said that Chen Gaoyu is her child?... Then, he must hate us very much, this kid is also miserable, no wonder he will make things difficult for the Jin family everywhere. She... When did he die, where was he buried, and I wanted to pay homage if I had the chance, while I was still alive..."

Zemin shook his head, "I don't know any of this..."His mind was in a mess, even on the operating table, he could keep his thoughts clear, but now, he felt powerless. Chen Gaoyu attacked Xiaoou in order to take revenge on the Jin family for revenge on me, but he accidentally fell in love with Xiaoou, and he was also in pain. He could have saved me, for his mother's sake, for himself, but he chose to save me, he did it on purpose, he wanted me to remember that I owe him forever.

The most brilliant revenge is not to kill the enemy, but to make the enemy's life worse than death. Ze Min has fully realized this, and that feeling of guilt melts in his blood, and he can't wash it off or cut it.

Aunt Li was also mentally and physically exhausted after talking for a while, and this kind of memory itself is a kind of suffering, a kind of atonement for the soul.

Zemin asked her to rest first, and she also closed her eyes to recuperate. First of all, take care of your body, the body is the capital of the revolution.

It's not so much about nourishing the mind as it is about contemplation. Zemin thought, in fact, my fate is very similar to my father, but I am a little luckier than my father, at least I know about the existence of my son, and if I know, I will take good care of him and educate him. If the times go back a few more years, maybe Hao Hao will have ceased to exist a long time ago, is this to be glad that Encore has bad intentions? Hehe, what an irony!