Jiang Nan barely managed to hold on to the wall, he looked like he had been hit or frightened, and he couldn't breathe for a moment.

I turned my head to look at him, and I had promised him not to mention it until he died. But now, back in time to the tragedy repeating itself, I don't care so much about it at all.

If you die, what will there be? If you are alone, forget it, after all, there is life and death, and no one can escape the end of death.

But I'm not reconciled, I'm still young, I still have children to take care of, and I don't want to live in Su Li's body.

I owe Su Li so much, I have lived under her aura for so many years, and I have done so many impostor things.

But now and in the future, I can't take possession of her body so that she can't return to her place.

At this moment, she didn't know that An Xu was still in the world, and all of us were hiding it from her, so it caused her to have nothing to love in her life, and prompted her to embark on the road to death.

I am very remorseful and self-blaming now, if I could have told Su Li in advance that An Xu was still alive, she would not have made a desperate bet.

Even when I came back, I was still one step behind. And it seems to make things worse.

Jiang Nan tried hard to adjust himself, and stood there for a long time without saying a word. I'm also silent, I've said everything that needs to be said, give him time to digest it alone!

It took him a long time to sit down at my bedside again, and I looked at him and felt that he seemed to have aged a lot in the short past ten minutes.

He asked me, "You say you are Sumo?"

I said, "Yes, I am Sumo." You should know all the books I've written, right? But Su Li doesn't like to write. ”

Jiang Nan nodded, and asked me again, "Do you know why you are in Su Li's body?"

I shook my head, I didn't know, and I couldn't figure out what was going on.

"So, where is Su Li now, is it in your body?" he continued.

"I don't know, so I want to know what's going on with my body? Is it unconscious, like a vegetative state?" I asked eagerly.

Jiang Nan sighed lightly, shook his head and said, "I've woken up a long time ago, and now I can eat, drink and sleep, and my thinking is clear." ”

"Then she's Su Li! Great, Su Li is actually in my body! Then, we just need to swap bodies!" I shouted excitedly.

"How do you change it?" Jiang Nan asked as he stared at me unusually calmly.

"Uh......" I was asked, yes, how do you change?

Yu Zecheng said that he would take me to forget my worries, and he would find a way to let me and Su Li return to their respective primordial gods.

But the wind and waves cut off the distance between me and him, and I was inexplicably crossed back, and I still couldn't figure out how to swap back into my body.

"Can you contact Mr. Yu Zecheng?" I think Yu Zecheng in this period of time should also be able to know about forgetting worries.

Jiang Nan was stunned, his face sank, and he asked me unhappily: "What do you want to contact him for?"

I didn't care about it so much, I said, "I'm afraid only he knows, the method for me and Su Li to swap back to the body......"

Jiang Nan frowned again, and there was anger on his face. "Why does he know the way? How do you know he knows he has the method?"

That's right, Jiang Nan has always been a particularly possessive man. Especially when it comes to Yu Zecheng, it is too normal for him to react so unhappily.

I don't think any matter how much I explain it to him, he won't listen, and it will make him more irritable.

I had no choice but to say, "I forgot who I heard that Mr. Yu knows a lot of people, maybe there will be a way to ......"

"Do you think he will believe in this kind of soul swap?" Jiang Nan was even more unhappy, "You better rest more, I will inform Su Mo and let her come to see your ......"

After speaking, he stood up, looked at me condescendingly and said, "Su Li, go to sleep, you won't be cranky when you fall asleep......"

He stroked my head softly with his hand, and as he whispered softly, I was too sleepy to lift my eyelids.

Soon I fell asleep, and I didn't even have time to see Jiangnan leave.

In my sleep, I found myself in a fog again. Heavy fog, fog. I've depicted this scene countless times in my books.

Am I in the realm of my first book, The Cottage?

No, when the fog cleared, I found myself still on the edge of the stormy Forgotten Valley.

The crossing and the repetition of the tragedy just now seem to be just an illusion of mine, but that illusion is too real and long.

After the fog cleared, "her" slowly reappeared. "She" was standing far from me, but it seemed to be far away.

"She" asked me slowly, "Have you changed anything?"

I was immediately dejected by the question, and instead of changing anything, I had made things worse.

Why? Why is this happening?

"She" seemed to be able to hear my heart, and "she" said: "For so many years, you have always wanted to be me, and you have never missed any opportunity to impersonate, so you have formed an obsession. ”

Is it possible to achieve such a wish if you form an obsession?

"Your own mind is a world of its own," she said, "and of course you can do whatever you want in your world." ”

My own mind, my own world, what does that mean, why does it sound like I'm mentally ill?

"Is it all just my own thoughts? It's not reality, is it?" I asked, expectantly.

"She" asked me, "Would you like it to be a fantasy or a reality?"

"I hope all of this is an ethereal illusion! I wish I could wake up and find that it was all just a conjugation of my own mental problems. ”

I cried bitterly as I spoke, the cruelest thing in this world is that there is no regret medicine, and if you do something wrong, you will never do it again.

Su Li's death is all my fault. I shouldn't have looked at her indifferently, just because I was afraid that I would completely offend Jiangnan, regardless of my sister's despair.

Perhaps that indifference is also a kind of vile and shameless schadenfreude, she has been too good since she was a child, and I have been living under her halo all the time.

As long as she exists, no one notices me. She not only has An Xu, but also occupies Jiangnan's heart, and I am just her substitute in front of Jiangnan.

I hate.

This hatred, which can never be spoken, kept me silent, indifferent to her despair because of the loss of her beloved.

And I, why don't I have the same despair? Jiangnan wants to marry her by any means, how can I ever get Jiangnan's love?