I looked at Jiang Nan and watched his mouth keep opening and closing, but I didn't listen to what he said very carefully.

What a beautiful shape his mouth is, but it is said that the man with small lips and thin lips is the most ruthless.

At this time, it was just me and him in the ward, so he shouldn't be busy now, right?

When he took off his white coat and sat on the edge of the hospital bed with a relaxed expression and massaged my fingers, I realized that he was off work.

I remember he loved to take a shower, and he had to shower himself every day when he went to and from work.

"You haven't eaten yet, do you? you don't need to accompany me, go home quickly. I said to Jiangnan distressedly.

My strength has regained a lot, and I don't need to speak as hard, but my voice is still fragmented and weak.

Jiang Nan held my hand, smiled and said, "You have woken up, of course I have to accompany you." Do you know how I survived the twelve days you were unconscious?"

How did he get through it? Did he sleep in this ward every day with me unconscious?

I looked at his face, his beard was cleanly shaven, and his hair was not uneven, and it didn't look like he was staying here with me at all, because there was not the slightest embarrassment.

If he stays here after work, he won't have time to take care of his own appearance. This man, after all, I still know him best.

So how did he survive these twelve days? I looked at him and waited for him to finish.

But instead of explaining the subject, he told me that tomorrow my mother would bring Su Mo's children to see me.

"Jiangnan, I killed someone, do you know?" I finally asked him.

Jiang Nan was taken aback by my words, he looked at me dumbfounded, and then suddenly laughed.

"Su Li, what nonsense are you talking about? You saved people, and you saved thirty-two children. How could you possibly kill someone?" Jiang Nan said to me with a sneer.

But I didn't mean to joke with him. "Jiangnan, I didn't lie to you, I really killed someone......"

Facing my panic, Jiang Nan sighed lightly and reached out to gently caress my forehead.

"Su Li, you are the bravest and kindest woman in the world. How many people in this world dare to risk their lives and use their cars to block the big truck that crashed out of control and crashed into the school bus?"

"If it were me, I'm afraid I would have hesitated, I wouldn't dare to give up my life in those few seconds. ”

"You have been in a severe coma for 12 days, and during these 12 days your cerebral cortex activity causes you to have all kinds of auditory hallucinations, none of which are real......"

This is the second time he's explained it to me today, and I'm listening very carefully.

Are all of these just the activity of the cerebral cortex when I fall into a severe coma?

Thinking in this direction, many problems have very reasonable explanations.

Why do I faint from time to time, why do I dream of Idle House and Su Gongzi several times, why do I see Su Mo in the hazy halo......

Is it all just the activity of the cerebral cortex when I fall into a severe coma?

So, did the two killings I kill just in the cerebral cortex? So, I really didn't kill anyone?

"Jiangnan, am I really not killing anyone?" I still had palpitations, and my voice was trembling unconsciously.

Jiang Nan smiled and said, "Of course you didn't kill anyone!

"Is it real now?" I looked at myself, and then at Jiangnan.

Jiang Nan also looked at my body wrapped in gauze, and said sadly: "You have multiple fractures all over your body, and there are more than ten large and small wounds that have been sutured, you ...... Aren't you hurting? Are you hurting now?"

As he spoke, his eyes turned red, and suddenly his emotions were out of control.

"Su Li, are you stupid? How can you turn the car over and stop that big truck? The driver of that big truck is driving fatigue and causes him to lose control, if he doesn't wake up in time...... You're afraid ......"

As he spoke, he began to cry again, "If you die, will I still live? Will your mother still live? Are you crazy? Did you think about our ?...... at that time?"

Looking at such a big man in Jiangnan, crying and counting in the face of me, my heart suddenly became alive, and a warm current instantly filled my heart.

"Jiangnan, I'm sorry......" The severe pain in my body is always there, and now my heart hurts, and I feel guilty about Jiangnan and my mother.

However, I don't even remember the car accident that saved the children.

After Jiang Nan's general description just now, I understood why there were reporters squatting at the door of my ward.

"Jiangnan, why can't I remember that car accident? I can't remember it at all...... "I was tired and started to feel drowsy in pain.

"It's selective amnesia and a self-protective function that the brain activates. It's also a good thing to forget it. ”

"You're sleepy, sleep! You need to rest more to heal your wounds......

I had closed my eyes and stopped talking, and the room was quiet.

Su Li?...... Su Li ?......, "Jiang Nan called me in a low voice, but I lay quietly with my eyes closed and didn't respond to him."

Actually, I hadn't fallen asleep yet, and although I was already drowsy from physical and mental exhaustion, I could barely hold on.

I want to see if Jiang Nan will stay here with me or leave soon.

He must have thought I was asleep, and he took out his phone and fiddled with it, as if he was tinkering with WeChat.

He was looking at his phone so intently that he couldn't even notice that I was looking at him with half-open eyes.

He sat right in front of me, looking down and fiddling with his phone. I was able to see his phone page very easily, and sure enough, it was a chat box.

I couldn't read the text on the screen, or the avatar of the person he was chatting with.

Soon Jiang Nan got up and left, without even looking at me again. My heart, which had just come alive, suddenly fell to the freezing point again.

Is this what he said? He didn't look at me before leaving, and I was just his responsibility!

Why did he leave in such a hurry? Although he felt sorry for me and wept bitterly for me, I could not become his whole life.

His life has been going on in an orderly manner, and he has never been disturbed by my absence, which is why I should be happy.

It has always been my greatest wish that he can live well and become a great man.

How long can I accompany him like this? If fate is not enough, resentment is also a luxury.

With sadness, exhausted, I finally fell asleep......

This time, maybe it's real sleep! There are no more weird and scary dreams, and I don't think I'm even dreaming.

My body finally gained peace and I felt comfortable.

Just when I was half-asleep and half-awake, that incomparably familiar fresh and charming smell suddenly appeared in my sense of smell!