Chapter 35: Love
Is she not awake yet, or is she dreaming? Why do you apologize to her? Is he confused?
She just slept for a while, how did she feel that the world was turned upside down after that, and everything became so strange and strange.
Or did she travel to another parallel dimension?
There are too many doubts in my heart that cannot be answered.
Qin Yiyang's abnormal reaction made Su Xiaowan want to escape, for fear that he would be fine one second ago, and change his sex the next second, and do something terrifying.
His fickleness made her panic.
Qin Yiyang stepped forward and put Su Xiaowan on the shoulder, his eyes were blazing, and he was sincere: "My brother's matter has been investigated clearly, I misunderstood you three years ago, and I know that you didn't do anything to be sorry for me." ”
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have shifted all the blame to you back then, I shouldn't have been angry with you because of anger, and I did so many things to hurt you and hurt the Su family. ”
"I ask you to give me a chance to change, and I promise that I will never make the same mistakes again. ”
His head was buzzing, and his nose was even more sour.
The truth of what happened back then was finally true, but it all came too late, why did he come to tell her when she was covered in bruises and full of disappointment, I misunderstood you.
Su Xiaowan measured her face and turned her back to Qin Yiyang, not wanting him to see her crying.
Qin Yiyang slowly withdrew his hand and silently stepped aside, his words full of self-blame and remorse: "I know that I shouldn't ask for your forgiveness, who made me so brute and hurt you so much." ”
"But I'm still very selfish, I hope you give me a chance, I really love you, I hope you can see me change again for the sake of our relationship over the years. ”
The lips were pursed together, and Su Xiaowan covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.
It all came so suddenly, she wasn't ready.
"You go out first, I want to be alone for a while. ”
Qin Yiyang opened his mouth, he wanted to speak and stopped, when he walked to the door, he reluctantly glanced at Su Xiaowan who was sitting in the ward, and said uneasily: "I'm just outside the door, what is there to call me." ”
What responded to Qin Yiyang was indifference.
He stood at the door of the corridor, leaning against the wall, feeling terrified in his heart, what should he do if Su Xiaowan refused to forgive him?
Whether to let her go, or to force her to stay by his side, he did so many things to hurt her, he really couldn't bear to force her.
But if he let her go, he was very reluctant.
Inside the hospital room.
Su Xiaowan was reminiscing about the past for a while, beautiful, not good, all the past events are vivid, and his heart is a five-flavor grain that has become with his memories.
The hand caressed the lower abdomen, and the gaze gradually became gentle.
She blamed Qin Yiyang and hated him.
She was bent on escaping from him, but when she heard that the truth of the past was self-defeating, she was distraught.
She didn't know if she would resolutely choose to leave as before, or stay and forgive him.
She could do as she pleased, but now that she had their child, if she left, the child would be born without a father and would grow up in a broken family.
In the future, I will be ridiculed for this, which is the most intolerable thing as a mother.
can easily forgive Qin Yiyang like this, but it is difficult for her to cross this hurdle in her heart no matter what.
Although the doctor said that Su Xiaowan was only weak, pay more attention to rest and recuperation, and there was no major problem.
But Qin Yiyang really couldn't rest assured, because she still had a child in her belly, and he was very attentive and vigilant to her, for fear that he would hurt her and the child if he was not careful.
Compared to his enthusiasm, Su Xiaowan was relatively indifferent.
Although a week has passed, and Qin Yiyang's attitude towards her has changed drastically, Su Xiaowan still can't really forgive him.
But he didn't choose to leave because of his children.
In fact, in Su Xiaowan's heart, there is still a glimmer of hope for Qin Yiyang, after all, after so many years of relationship, he has also loved deeply, if he really lets it go, it is naturally impossible.
Today, Qin Yiyang, as usual, came to accompany Su Xiaowan after finishing the company's affairs, and brought her favorite snacks.
Because her appetite was not very good, Su Xiaowan only ate two bites.
Her emaciated and spineless appearance made Qin Yiyang feel very distressed, as long as he saw Su Xiaowan, he would think of the sins he had committed, and he couldn't wait to give her the best in the world as compensation.
Qin Yiyang picked up an orange for Su Xiaowan, but she didn't eat it, and let him find an excuse to chat with her, she was just perfunctory, or pretended not to hear.
Liu Dan saw this scene when he came, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, people are destined to be unable to escape the law of true fragrance.
At this moment, Qin Yiyang looked a little pitiful, but when he thought of his former methods, Liu Dan felt that he deserved it, and the way he looked now could be regarded as retribution.
Seeing Liu Dan coming, Su Xiaowan, who had been frowning for many days, rarely smiled, although it was not for him, but Qin Yiyang was already very happy.
He is very knowledgeable, and after Liu Dan appeared, he told him to leave with two words, so as not to disturb the two girlfriends to catch up.
Looking at the figure that disappeared at the door, Liu Dan couldn't help laughing: "It's really interesting, I didn't expect Qin Yiyang to have today." ”
Su Xiaowan sighed: "I didn't expect that he would let go of his resentment against me one day, I thought that in this life, he would live in resentment towards me." ”
Su Xiaowan suddenly thought of something, and asked curiously, "By the way, why are you here?"
"It was Qin Yiyang who called me to accompany you, otherwise I wouldn't know that you were in the hospital. Liu Dan glared at Su Xiaowan complainingly: "You are really, do you treat me as a friend?" ”
"If you didn't tell me about such a big thing as being hospitalized, if it weren't for Qin Yiyang's notification, I'm afraid I would still be kept in the dark. ”
Su Xiaowan pulled her head: "I don't want you to worry." ”
"But the way you look, I'm even more worried. ”
Liu Dan took Su Xiaowan's hand and asked wistfully, "Do you think about what to do next?" Do you plan to forgive Qin Yiyang, or continue to resent him?"
Su Xiaowan shook her head: "I don't know what to do, I'm very confused now." ”
Liu Dan patted Su Xiaowan's hand, she could understand her current mood: "Qin Yiyang called me to persuade you, as a friend, I shouldn't have helped someone who hurt you, but for the sake of the child, I still want to persuade you." ”
"What did he tell you?" Su Xiaowan smiled bitterly, in order to get forgiveness, Qin Yiyang really took great pains.
Liu Dan nodded: "Everything that should be said has been said, the reason why I came to persuade you is not because of him." ”
"Of course I knew, if it weren't for the sake of the child's face, I would have run away a long time ago. "It was this kid who saved this dying relationship.
Liu Dan opened her mouth, and stopped talking, after all, this is Su Xiaowan's business, even if they are good girlfriends, she is not good at interjecting in this kind of thing.
Although Qin Yiyang's attitude towards Su Xiaowan has changed now, no one knows what he will be like in the future, whether he will always take good care of her and pamper her like he has done in the past few days.