In the years since I saw An Xu hugging other women affectionately, I have been in a state of extreme depression and need to vent my anger.

So I kept participating in all kinds of fighting matches, just to find someone to beat me, and I beat people.

Only in the ring can you fight bravely and fiercely, beating people and being beaten.

The two young men who came to greet me admired my bravery and ferocity in the ring.

I really didn't know until now that a fight match could have so many fans!

"Sister Su Li, can we take a photo with you?" one of the young men asked me excitedly.

But I refused. I don't want to expose myself too much, it's not a good thing to fight bravely, and I don't want to have a bad influence on young people.

So I said, "The arena is different from real life, you don't usually want to fight!"

"Sister Su Li, have you ever fought in your daily life? If you fight with others, no one will be able to beat you!"

"I haven't been in a fight, and if I win the game, I will have a criminal record, and I will not be able to participate in any tournaments in the future. And I don't necessarily win the battle, so if I lose, it will be humiliating. ”

I'm telling the truth, I probably haven't been out for a long time to breathe and see the scenery, and I'm in a good mood now.

And it's really enjoyable to chat with young people and feel their vitality.

"Sister Su Li, will you still be able to play in the future?"

"Of course you can fight! Sister Su Li, you must heal your injuries as soon as possible and return to the ring as soon as possible!"

The two young men spoke excitedly and smiled brightly.

"She's not a professional player, why do she have a serious job and always play games?" said Lao Wang's eldest sister suddenly.

They obviously felt the unfriendly attitude of Sister Wang, and hurriedly waved goodbye to me.

"What's wrong with you, so angry?" I looked at her with a smile, and felt that the eldest sister's mind was sometimes really incomprehensible.

She nudged me without saying a word, and quickly shoved me to the gym equipment in the park.

I tentatively stood up on my own, slowly walked to the side of the horizontal bar, and did a few pull-ups with my right hand hanging, and then I was weak.

"If I don't step up my workout, my physical fitness may be wasted. "I really felt a sense of crisis, and I was overwhelmed by a few pull-ups with one hand.

Those simple exercises done at home can only mobilize the recovery of various muscle groups in the body, and cannot strengthen the muscles to return to their former physical strength.

I was walking and exercising carefully, and Sister Wang stayed quietly aside. I glanced at her and saw that the big sister was fiddling with her phone.

Mobile phones are a really good thing, and now everyone has one for both men and women, young and old, even the taciturn caregivers.

My legs are enough to walk on my own, but I can't overexert myself. When I sat back in the wheelchair, Sister Wang hurriedly came over and pushed me.

"Let's go. She said.

How concise and to the point. To be honest, I like her more during the day, and she cherishes words like gold.

She pushed me to walk around the park, and I received a WeChat message from Yu Zecheng. I opened my phone to check it, and it was a short video.

I opened the short video only to find out that it was me who was secretly filmed. It was the scene of Sister Wang pushing me to the park, and after the camera zoomed in, it looked desolate.

Next, Yu Zecheng sent me another screenshot, which turned out to be the original text posted by someone else on Moments.

The original text says: The former female devil in the ring, who was down-and-out like this, ran out and walked on the road, what a commendable courage!

The avatar of the person who posted this short video to the circle of friends on that screenshot turned out to be one of the two young men who greeted me when I opened it up.

I suddenly felt like I was really stupid. I actually believed that they were my fans, but I didn't expect them to just have the mentality of watching jokes.

It's strange to say, isn't it? Now that I think back to what they asked me at the time, I thought they were adoring me, and when I think about it again, I realize that it was naked ridicule!

It's really unpredictable! Such a sunny big boy has such a different mentality.

I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, in the eyes of others, I was not down, they didn't know that my heart had always been broken and depressed.

I replied to Yu Zecheng with eight words: "The words of others, the breeze in my ears." ”

Yu Zecheng replied to me: "You are free, you don't care about everything, right?"

I replied, "You just said something wrong. I've got nothing to love, so what else is there to worry about?"

He asked me, "Why is there no love in life?"

Do I need to explain to him? He cared so much and helped me that an explanation was nothing.

So I said, "My heart is dead." ”

Yu Zecheng didn't reply, and Sister Wang had already pushed me into a sea of flowers. As far as the eye can see, a large field of bright yellow daisies is blooming.

I suddenly flashed my mind, this is An Xu's favorite daisy! I looked at the bright sea of flowers in front of me, and tears unconsciously slipped down.

Seeing things and thinking about people is the most cruel. The people are not there, but the flowers are still blooming.

I never knew that in a garden so close to my house, there was a really large patch of young yellow daisies.

Just when I was distracted, Yu Zecheng sent WeChat again. He asked me, "Why does a person who has long been dead still think about things and people, and cry when he sees flowers?"

This question was like hot lava, burning my heart violently. I put my phone down and looked around.

At the end of this sea of flowers, there stood a familiar figure, who was looking at me from afar.

It was so far away that I couldn't see his face clearly. Who is he and why is his long figure so familiar?

"Sister, push me over!" I hurriedly said to Sister Wang, but the wheelchair was motionless.

What about Sister Wang? I realized that she was gone.

I hurriedly looked again for the figure, but he was gone. I stood up in a hurry, and hurried in the direction he had just stood.

I staggered on my feet, and I felt weak and weak in my legs after walking a short distance, and I had to stop.

"Teacher Su, what are you doing?" Old Sister Wang's voice sounded from behind me, calling me anxiously.

I looked back and saw that she was running towards me in her wheelchair.

I looked around, thousands of miles away, but I didn't see the familiar figure again.

"Teacher Su, sit down!" Sister Wang ran over panting and ordered me unceremoniously.

"Where have you been?" I asked her weakly as I sat in my wheelchair.

"I went to buy a bottle of water, why did you run so far by yourself?" she scolded me loudly, but I grabbed her arm.

"Eldest sister, you tell the truth, is Yu Zecheng Li Anxu or not?"