Chapter 21: The Stars
"Well, I've got it all in order, let's go. ”
"I declare that the RED team has won again! The BLU team will be punished at the bonfire!"
"Yay! we need to see the seniors dancing!!"
The teammates shouted together, and Su Meng looked in the direction of Song Qingzhi, and then lowered his eyes.
Su Meng once had a dream in which she dreamed of herself when she was a child.
At that time, there had just been an accident at home, and she always pestered her grandmother to ask where her parents had gone.
Grandma didn't say anything, just took her downstairs to look at the stars.
"They will become stars in the sky to accompany you, Meng Meng has to grow up well. ”
"Then why don't they come to my side and stay with me? Grandma, will you always be with me?"
"There will be someone who will always be with you in the future. ”
Su Meng has always felt that there is a German word that is very romantic.
"Waldeinsamkeit", which means walking alone in the forest. Then that night, at the end of the dream, there was a dark night sky.
Su Meng walked alone in the forest that could not be seen at a glance.
She looked up and saw a sky full of stars.
She thought of many things, of her parents' vague faces, of the person she wanted to spend her life with.
It's just that she didn't have the courage at that time, and she didn't have it in her dreams.
So she could only go forward alone.
"Waldeinsamkeit," she said silently in her mind.
There seemed to be a beam of light in the endless forest, and Su Meng raised her hand to cover her eyes.
She wasn't really a pretentious person, and words like "redemption" were always too expansive, and she felt that the word really couldn't be used for herself.
But it was still "redemption", and Song Qingzhi stood there quietly.
Standing in Su Meng's heart.
She wanted to lean on him, to hug him, to pluck the moon to him.
She wanted to kiss him, to touch him, to give herself to him.
She wanted to take his hand and look at the stars.
She wanted to go with him and didn't want to be alone anymore.
When I woke up from the dream, as far as I could see, was Song Qingzhi's side face.
Su Meng was completely sleepy.
That night she was alone and quietly thinking for a long time.
She wanted to ask, she wanted to ask too much, and she wanted to say so much to him.
She wanted to tell Song Qingzhi: "Hey, in fact, after so many years, I'm still so scared alone." ”
She wanted to ask Song Qingzhi: "Hey, the road is still so long, do you want to walk with me?"
She was about to blurt out even the next second.
But she still didn't say anything, just got into Song Qingzhi's arms and hugged him tighter.
The answer I want to hear is "You love me too".
But I'm afraid to hear "You don't love me".
Then don't ask.
That's it.
"Sister Meng, it's time to eat! We're going to see the seniors dancing at the bonfire party in a while!
The words of his teammates brought Su Meng back to reality.
It was dark and the temperature had cooled, Su Meng sat on the stool, shrunk her shoulders, and quietly looked at the bonfire burning under the tree on the side.
The firelight was reflected in the eyes, and there was light in Su Meng's eyes.
Song Qingzhi stood there, also looking at her quietly.
Su Meng's eyes suddenly became wet.
She blamed her sensuality as she lowered her head in a panic.
But I still wanted to look up at him.
Su Meng buried her head in her knees, and then plucked up the courage to raise her head.
But Song Qingzhi was no longer there.
She smiled, then wiped the corners of her eyes slightly.
"Sister Meng, what's wrong with you?"
No, the light was so bright that it stabbed my eyes.
After a few mouthfuls of food, Su Meng lowered the corners of her mouth.
Today, one day, he disguised his emotions and disguised himself so tired.
Song Qingzhi stood up to a round of applause and went to dance around the campfire.
Everyone sat in a circle, surrounded him from a distance.
Su Meng was the one who sat furthest away.
The music sounded, and Song Qingzhi danced vigorously to the beat.
Su Meng found that she didn't dare to look at him anymore.
Endless sadness welled up in her heart after that kiss, and Su Meng didn't know why, and she didn't want to know why.
The firelight stabbed her eyes.
She secretly walked to the program group.
"Director, what's our next arrangement?"
"Feel free to wander around, I've heard there are fireflies here! If you find it, the camera will record it, and if you don't, you won't record it. ”
The director said.
So Su Meng returned to his position, but fortunately, Song Qingzhi had already finished jumping.
Song Qingzhi had already seen that Su Meng was gone, and after the director announced the next activities, he walked in the direction of Su Meng.
"Sister Meng, shall we go see fireflies?"
"Okay, let's split up and look for it, and then meet when we find it. ”
"Okay. ”
Then Su Meng took a flashlight and walked towards the forest alone.
It turned out that in the end, she was still alone, walking alone in the forest.
"Waldeinsamkeit," he said silently in his heart.
"Su Meng. ”
Song Qingzhi's voice came from his ears.
Two lines of tears fell without warning.
"Song Qingzhi, you let me go alone, okay?"
Su Meng said with his back to him.
Song Qingzhi also seemed to be choked up.
He pretended to stand beside Su Meng relaxedly, and then smiled at her.
"Su Meng, I'll go with you, okay?"
The flashlight is turned off, and the world is plunged into darkness.
When her eyes adjusted to the black, Su Meng raised her head to see the starlight above her head.
"Song Qingzhi, I never thought of looking at the stars with you. ”
Su Meng said.
"Why?"
Su Meng seemed to smile.
"Not much, I just don't dare to think about it. ”
Song Qing came over to hug her, and she pushed her away.
Pull her over with all her might, and she pushes her away again.
The two of them stood in place and pulled, both using a little strength in their hands.
In the end, Su Meng got tired first, and she let someone hold him in her arms.
"Don't make trouble, okay. ”
Song Qingzhi hugged her tightly.
"We're fine. ”
Su Meng didn't make a sound, she tried her best to hold back the sourness coming from the tip of her nose.
"Me and the heroine of that crew, there really is nothing. ”
Song Qingzhi opened his mouth, and Su Meng struggled hard in his arms, he could only hold him tighter.
"She knocked on my door in the middle of the night and was rejected by me, and her agent was there. And then they said that. ”
"After the rumors came out, they didn't spread too much, and our drama needs to be hot immediately, so the company has not clarified. ”
Su Meng in his arms gradually quieted down, and then there was a low sob.
"We're married, how could I have anyone else. ”
Song Qingzhi cupped his face and kissed it lightly little by little.
"I miss you, and it's only you. ”
Su Meng hiccuped from crying, and then laughed again.
"Song Qingzhi, I'm not very coaxing, because as long as you say it, I believe it. ”
"I would never lie to you. ”
Song Qingzhi reached out to wipe her tears, his eyes full of distress.
Song Qingzhi looked up at the stars. ”
Su Meng reached out to hold Song Qingzhi's face and made him raise his head.
"As long as you like, whatever it is, I will be with you for the rest of your life. ”