Could it be that I'm hallucinating again?

I sat on the ground and my body trembled involuntarily. I pulled myself together and comforted the children who were worried about me.

I said, "Well, mom is fine, mom is just numb legs, just sit for a while."

Mom, your legs are numb, and we'll just give you a rub, don't worry.

The children's immature voices were delicate, and one on the left and one began to massage my legs, kneading my little hands very hard.

My heart melted at once, and a warm current filled my heart. I caressed the soft hair of my two little daughters with great affection.

For me, this is the greatest happiness! Every day, with the children by my side, chattering non-stop, this is called life, and this is called life.

After Lao Wang came back from work and had dinner, he told me that he could make money watching videos on his mobile phone. I was a little uncomfortable with him suddenly talking to me.

He should go back to his room after eating, or play with his phone or go to sleep, whatever he wants.

But after eating, he sat next to me and the children with a smile and didn't leave, and took the initiative to talk to me.

Although I was uncomfortable with such an exchange, I couldn't show any obvious disgust.

I said, "Is it possible to make money watching videos?" That's good.

He said: I recommend this app to you, and I can still earn some referral fees.

I said, "Okay, then you can recommend it to me."

So he took my mobile phone, tinkered with it for a long time, sent it back to me and said: After downloading, you can swipe the videos in this app in the future, and you can earn some pocket money.

How can I have so much free time to watch videos? I've spent all the time I have available on writing novels, and I don't think it's enough.

But I can't talk to him about such a small matter, because I don't want to talk to him too much.

That's it, and I want him to go back to his room as soon as possible.

When he saw that I was not in love, he went back to his room with great interest. Since my phone page is still stuck on that app, I swiped a few videos.

After flipping through it like this, I happened to turn to a person who taught night aerobics. Dabao next to me was attracted by the sound of music and immediately fell in love with this video.

Watching Dabao follow the video to do aerobics, my heart that loves her is instantly full of happiness.

Erbao also ran over and danced along, and in this way, my phone was occupied, and I happily sat aside and applauded.

I didn't expect the children to love dancing so much, I should have sent them to learn to dance.

But my bathing job, the work hours are too long, where can I have time to pick up the children to learn to dance?

And I've been stretched thin, and I've always been in a state of financial constraints. As a poor mother, she has no money to train her children to learn talents.

When I think of this, I feel very sad, and the feeling of sadness that no one can understand and has nowhere to confide in, lingers.

The children were so tired from playing today that they went to bed at a little after nine o'clock. I was a little uncomfortable, I had a headache and was confused, so I didn't stay up late to write a novel, and I went to bed early.

The next day, after getting up early for dinner, Erbao said that something had been left at my house. They said they were afraid of germs outside and didn't want to go out today.

The little ones have a strong sense of precaution, how cute they are!

So I went downstairs by myself and went home to get Erbao's things for her.

I didn't even understand what she was talking about, she just told me where it seemed to be, and I had to wait until I got home and look for it as she said.

I was a little worried that I would meet An Xu.

I ran into him the night before, and although I accidentally pulled his coat very close, I didn't pay much attention to his height and appearance.

So, I'm even more unsure who is who is going to be him, and he knows me.

Young people nowadays are terrible. They have taken their youth to the extreme, and their concept of love is too outrageous.

I'm really worried that I'll run into him again, and if he makes a bold move, I'll be in a storm in an instant.

So I deliberately took a detour home.

Our city is a coastal development zone, and everything is brand new. The biggest feature is that there are many streets, which can be said to be criss-crossed, and all of them are spacious and bright.

Even in the community, it is also accessible in all directions. So there is more than one way home.

I said there are so many people in this area who know me. It's no surprise to meet anyone.

But I didn't meet An Xu by chance, I met his cousin Jiang Nan this time.

An Xu said that his cousin Jiang Nan was a student I taught, but I didn't take it to heart.

Jiang Nan passed me by, walked out a few steps away, and then stopped me loudly. He said, "Is it Mr. Su?"

I stopped and turned to look at him. He just stood there, staring at me with deep eyes.

After a while, he slowly approached me, stood two steps away, saluted slightly, and said, "Teacher Su, it's really you!"

I was stunned because I couldn't remember his name, but the trance-like feeling was familiar.

He called me Mr. Su, and it was probably a student I taught. Looking at the age of the early thirties, it should be the first class of students I have taught.

He stared at me intently, his eyes deep and not like a student meeting a teacher, but more like an adult looking at a child who had made a mistake.

This gaze made me uncomfortable, and I involuntarily took a step back. I asked him: Who are you?

Seeing that I took a step back, he hurriedly changed his smile and said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Su, I forgot to introduce myself to you, I'm Jiangnan, do you remember me?"

Gangnam?Gangnam?

I kept muttering the name in my heart, but I couldn't remember it all at once, it just felt familiar.

He smiled and said, "Teacher Su, you have taught too many students, and it is normal not to remember them." It's all my fault, I don't usually come to visit......

When he said that, I was a little embarrassed. I said: Ah, it's Jiangnan, my memory is not very good, don't be surprised......

Where is it, Mr. Su, you are too polite. Are you going home? I just heard that you and my cousin are neighbors in the same building......

At that moment, my mind suddenly improved, and I thought of the word that gave me a headache, and remembered what he had said.

Last night he said that his cousin was my student, but he didn't expect to meet him by chance today.

The world is sometimes so small, and you can meet a lot of people you know when you turn around: acquaintances you often meet, and old acquaintances you may not see for a long time......

That little gossip is your cousin? I blurted out this sentence, and it was too late to regret it. This is not a WeChat chat, which can be withdrawn in seconds.

Jiang Nan smiled: An Xu is not good at talking! He is an introvert who has few words, Mr. Su, you must be mistaken.

Not good at talking, introverted and less talkative, no matter how I imagine it, I can't associate it with An Xu.

If Jiang Nan hadn't said An Xu's name, I would have thought that his cousin was someone else, and it wouldn't be the little neurotic who threatened to pursue me.

I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to answer. Because he was too embarrassed, he didn't think much about Jiang Nan, who was looking down on me in front of him, why his gaze was so deep.