Chapter 42 Good Gathering and Good Dispersion
When Si Qingyu's words came out, Luo Yi's eyes gradually turned red, but he was unwilling, he had done something wrong, but he was not guilty of death. He loves Si Qingyu, how could he be willing to part with her.
Si Qingyu finally broke free from his embrace, and she took a few steps back gently. Luo Yi tried to get close to her, his hand reached forward, and Si Qingyu gently avoided his hand.
Luo Yi's face changed, and he said in a deep voice: "Qingyu, can you forgive me, okay? I will never do that again, I really know that I was wrong." I've never betrayed you, you trust me, Light Feather I just want you. ”
Si Qingyu always flashed the picture of him and the girl standing together in front of him, and Luo's mother said that the girl's father was a famous business tycoon, and he couldn't help Luo Yi's future career for many years.
Si Qingyu, who had been keeping his head down, suddenly muttered, "Your whole family has already emigrated, right?
Luo Yi's heart was shocked, he didn't know how to tell her all along, but she looked at him sadly at the moment, and whispered: "Why did you never tell me, what am I to you?
Her eyes made him dare not look directly, and he stayed aside, despair rising in his heart. He didn't want to lose her, but she seemed to have made up her mind to part with him.
Si Qingyu stood there, leaning on the back of the sofa, his long hair hanging down on the side of his face, beautiful like a painting. She said quietly: "Luo Yi, you won't go back to China, and I will never come over, and there will be other girls around you, so do we still have to continue? We have no future at all, do we?"
He smiled dismally at her, no matter how gentle his expression was, he couldn't hide the pain in the slightest, and he said: "I can't help my parents' immigration, they hope that I can take over their career." I really can't help it, I can't disobey them, I'm their only son. Qingyu, on the one hand, it is the wish of my parents, and on the other hand, I can't leave you. What do you think I'm going to do?"
"They won't allow you to be with me, will they, because not only will I not be able to help you in your future career at all, but I will also hold you back and be a burden to you. ”
"No, Qingyu, you are the person I love with my heart, how can it be a burden to me? Baby, we won't break up, I will try to convince my parents to transfer the company's business to China, I don't want to leave you. ”
Si Qingyu shook his head, she could forgive him for his absurdity abroad, but she couldn't make him give up the career that his parents worked hard for him for her.
Since he is not ruthless enough, then let her be happy, so that he will not feel guilty about her.
Si Qingyu walked up to him, stretched out his hand and stroked his face, and looked at him fixedly, as dark as ink and as deep as the sea, "Luo Yi, you shouldn't lie to me, let me wait for you stupidly in the country." Let it go, it's good for you and me. ”
"I don't want it, I don't want to break up. Luo Yi pulled her over and hugged her tightly in his arms, "You are not allowed to let go! I don't want you to let go! You are mine, I will not promise you"
Si Qingyu took a long breath, motionless in his arms, stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around his waist, and she said word by word: "Luo Yi, let's get together and disperse." ”
She looked up at him, this was the first time she loved the man with her heart, and this man would not be hers in the future.
"Luo Yi, if we meet in the future, please treat me as a stranger. She smiled suddenly, "Presumably we won't see each other again." ”
……
Because of the late hour, she didn't have time to book a ticket, so she had to wait until the next day to leave.
Si Qingyu was in the room, and Luo Yi was outside the door. He disagreed with the breakup, sat on the floor outside the door, and whispered her name.
Hearing his voice, Si Qingyu finally covered her face and cried bitterly, why is this happening? She is a poor person with no power and no power, doesn't she deserve love?
They all stayed awake all night, Si Qingyu came out of the bedroom early in the morning, Luo Yi got up from the floor, he was even worse than her. His beard was unkempt, his T-shirt was crumpled, and his face was haggard as if he hadn't rested for days.
"Light Feather ......" Luo Yi called her in a hoarse voice, and went to hold her hand.
Si Qingyu's face was calm, she gently broke free of Luo Yi's hand, and smiled faintly at him, "Luo Yi, I may have to trouble you to give me a ride to the airport, you know that my English is not very good, and I am a road idiot, I am afraid that I will accidentally get lost." ”
There's no way for them anymore, isn't it? Mother Luo has said this over and over again, and she has also tried her best for her son, and Si Qingyu can't completely turn a blind eye.
"Light Feather, I want to know, did you break up because I broke up with another woman ambiguously, or didn't tell you to break up because I immigrated?
Si Qingyu lowered his head and thought about it, and said, "Yes, every single one of these things is brought out, and I can't continue to be with you." ”
Luo Yi looked at her, then smiled at her, wanting to touch her face, but she didn't have the courage at all.
"I'm going to make breakfast, and we're going to eat one last time, so let's go our separate ways. Si Qingyu walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took out the bread slices inside, fried two eggs and ham, and made two sandwiches.
As they ate, they looked at each other and lowered their heads at the same time. What a simple four words. And because of these four words, they have never seen the end of the world again.
When she was at the airport, Luo Yi hugged her and said, "Qingyu, you wait for me, I will definitely go back to find you." Baby, I love you. ”
After Si Qingyu went back, Si Lan couldn't understand why she only went for a day and came back. She simply told Si Lan in horror, and Si Lan scolded angrily for a long time.
In the future, Si Qingyu never mentioned Luo Yi again, and no one else was allowed to mention it. She felt that only in this way did her heart not hurt so much.
And now, Luo Yi has come back inexplicably. It's weird, he used to say he would come to her. She had a vague expectation, and then he called again and said that he had decided to stay abroad and never come back.
She was sad for a while, but then she felt that there was no hope between them, so she gradually died.
Last year, she also heard from others that he was abroad, with the help of his parents, he was thriving, and he also had a girlfriend who was like a flower. So what is he going to do when he comes back now? What is he going to do when he comes to her?
Si Lan kept asking in her ear, "What did he call you for? You are not allowed to go out to see him, do you know? I will not allow you to do this." You are so sorry for Jiang Xiuyuan, he is so good to you. You are now a married woman, don't ruin your reputation. ”
Si Qingyu was a little upset, so he had to say, "Mom, I know the measure, don't say it again." ”
She got up to take the bag on the sofa, Si Lan saw that something was wrong, and immediately pulled her and said, "What are you doing?"
"Luo Yi said that he had something to say to me, I'll take a look. ”
"No, you are married now, how can you go to meet other men? Don't mess around, if Jiang Xiuyuan knows, can he not be angry with you? If others know, you have to poke your backbone, and you won't be able to go out to meet people in the future. ”
Si Qingyu smiled faintly and said, "I'll just say a few words to him, I won't mess around." What can we do in broad daylight?"
"But ......" Si Lan hesitated, "Xiao Yu, tell me, do you still like Luo Yi?"
Si Qingyu was stunned for a moment, she shook her head and said, "Mom, don't ask, I don't know." ”
"Xiao Yu, don't be sorry for Jiang Xiuyuan, he is much more reliable than Luo Yi. You can't like him anymore, you know?"
Si Qingyu was silent for a long time, and finally hummed.
Luo Yi was waiting downstairs at her house, he was no longer the same person he used to be. Dressed in suits and leather shoes, dressed as elites. It's not like he used to be, always looking like a young student with sneakers, jeans, and a young man.
"Light Feather, I'm back. He said.
Si Qingyu didn't have any special expression, she said lightly: "Oh, do you have something to do with me?"
Her attitude made Luo Yi feel a little uncomfortable, and he smiled: "We haven't seen each other for a few years, and I want to chat with you and catch up with the past." ”
Si Qingyu stroked the hair in his ears and whispered: "What is there to catch up with between us, I remember I told you that if we meet again, we will treat them as strangers." ”
"Light Feather, don't be like this. Even if we are separated, we have been together for so long, and there is always some affection. Luo Yi felt bad in his heart, and her tone was so indifferent that he panicked, "How have you been doing in the past few years? ”
Si Qingyu suddenly chuckled, she looked at the unknown distance, and said in a fluttering tone: "Luo Yi, I am already married." ”
Luo Yi felt a pain in his heart, like countless needle. He knew she wouldn't wait for him, but he still didn't expect her to get married so soon.
He took over his father's business as quickly as possible, giving himself the right to speak, and he could finally come back, but she was someone else's.
"I know, I saw your mother, she told me. Luo Yi said infinitely in frustration, "Is that person good to you, do you love him?"
"Luo Yi, who I marry, whether he is good to me or not, whether I love him or not, it has nothing to do with you. Please don't come to me in the future, my husband will be upset to find out. ”
"Qingyu, don't treat me like this, don't treat me as a stranger. ”
"Luo Yi, since we broke up, you should understand that we are completely finished. I don't want to see you again in the future, so let's get together and disperse, so don't be entangled anymore. ”
……
Luo Yi sat at the bar counter of the bar, he was already drunk, but he still wanted to continue drinking. He wanted to forget everything, forget Si Qingyu's indifferent eyes on him, and forget what she said. They don't have a relationship anymore, she said.
How could he have thrown her away, and how could he be sure that if he came back, she would still be there?
He did not hesitate to sacrifice his soul in order to come back soon.
And now she's married, she's married to another man. She would share the bed with that person, kiss and hug, and do the most intimate thing in the world. They also have children and spend their entire lives together.
He was madly jealous of that person, was that person better looking than him, richer than him, or did he love her more than him? If all this was not there, then how could that person get her?
He wanted her, wanted to get her at all costs.
He held the wine glass tightly in his hand, his eyes were red, and he gritted his teeth and muttered: "You can get divorced if you get married, as long as you get divorced, I still have a chance." Si Qingyu, I'm going to condemn you in this life, don't you want to escape me. ”
He didn't want to be concerned about any ethics and morality, it was all for others to see. He is coming back now, and the big reason is that he came to Si Qingyu. Without her, what was the point of him working so hard to do this. So the person who got her, don't blame him for being polite, I'm afraid he will do whatever it takes.
Whatever the cost, he wants her to come back to him.