"Sue, Suli......" my mother's trembling voice came, pulling me out of my thoughts.

I came back to my senses and looked at my mom. "Mom, what's wrong with you? What do you want to say?"

My mom still looked terrified, and I was very confused by her inexplicable strong reaction.

She must have a lot of things to hide from me, so she looks like she can't give up! Is it true that my mother knows everything?

"Mom, do you know what's going on? Mom, tell me, who am I? I'm not Su Li, right?"

I took two steps forward, grabbed my mother's hands, and asked urgently. I'm sure my mom knows something, at least something she doesn't know.

"What nonsense are you talking about, you kid!" said my mother, who suddenly became resolute and reprimanded me sharply.

"I'm not talking nonsense!Mom, I had a high fever just now, and I found the medicine box behind the bookshelf without even thinking about it...... "I can't be silent anymore, I have to ask for clarification."

But before I could finish speaking, my mother eagerly interrupted me: "That's because you used to live here and help your sister take care of the children!"

"What about the diaries? Did you take them? Yesterday I saw them in the box at the bottom of the shelf, but ......."

"No! I don't have any diaries! Your sister is gone, and I've burned all her diaries a long time ago! What are you doing with those things?"

My mother's emotions exploded so suddenly, as if she was arguing with me, yelling at me with all her might.

"Mom, I didn't say whose diaries belonged to. "I suddenly calmed down and suddenly realized how my mom could have been so easy to give it all up.

If she knows the truth but deliberately hides it from me, it means that she wants me to become Su Li, whether I am Su Li or not, I have to be Su Li to live.

Why? Why is this happening? If I wasn't Su Li, why did my mom have to make me Su Li?

Jiang Nan should also know, right? Needless to say, Yu Zecheng knows it very thoroughly!

They all know it!

Yu Zecheng said that he would let me know who I really was, but I forgot to ask him when it was.

Don't expect to get any truth from my mother's mouth, if you don't get it, you will be angry with her, and what if you are angry with your body?

What can I do for her?

She is already a handful of years, and she has already experienced the grief and despair of the white-haired man sending the black-haired person once, should I make worse of her?

No matter who I am, I'm the only flesh and blood she's left with. Whatever her purpose of hiding it from me, it must be for my own good.

From her point of view, the kind she thinks is good.

But I may not be able to accept that kind of goodness with all my heart. If I were Su Mo and I left my two young children behind, would I be able to live happily?

In that case, what am I? I am not worthy of being a mother, I am not worthy of being a human being!

The existence of the children is a responsibility that I cannot ignore or shirk, and I have to figure out what is going on.

Now I should bow my head to my mother first, so as not to anger her and break my body.

I hurriedly said, "Mom, I was wrong! I've been in a bad state lately, and I'm always thinking involuntarily, maybe it's the sequelae of the car accident!"

I didn't even know that I was so good at subduing and breaking the deadlock, and my mom immediately softened her attitude.

"You've just been through a car accident that big and haven't fully recovered," she said. Maybe you provoked something bad, I'll take you to your Uncle Feng's tomorrow......"

If it weren't for my mother suddenly mentioning it, I probably wouldn't have remembered such a person.

That's right, he was there in that long dream of mine. In real life, if he is as elegant as in my dreams, I am afraid that it will be in vain.

But I said, "Okay, I'll go tomorrow, I'll go tomorrow......"

"Where are you going tomorrow?" asked Sister Wang, who finished washing her hands and walked out of the bathroom.

"Oh, that's right, Su Li has a distant cousin who will predict Zhou Yi, proficient in divination, good luck and avoiding evil...... my mother eagerly explained to Sister Wang.

But Sister Wang just said two sentences, which made my mother speechless. She said, "Isn't that superstitious fortune-telling? What age is it, eldest sister, do you still believe in that thing?"

My mother glanced at them, stopped talking, turned and walked towards the children's bedrooms.

"Teacher Su, do you want to go with your mother?"

"Believe it!" I don't know if I believe it or not.

What are the things I just saw in the bathroom mirror? Are they hallucinations? If so, why is my face so weirdly obscured?

"What happened to my face just now? Why did you rub my face with salt?

"Salt rubbing and pulling out poison! I see that you have a big patch on your face, and you are so scared that you cry again, I am also in a hurry......

Lao Wang's eldest sister is smiling and not smiling, it looks like she is really looking for a reason, which is too embarrassing.

"You're not in a hurry, you're a dead horse as a live horse doctor, right?" I looked at her and asked, "You just said that my face is different, why is it different?"

"I knew you were going to ask me, so I brought this for you!" Sister Wang smiled stiffly, and then stretched out a small mirror in front of me.

I was really taken aback, by the small mirror that suddenly appeared in front of me, and I was shocked by the small mirror that reflected me.

Is the person in the mirror me?

I couldn't help but get closer to take a closer look, the person in the mirror was exactly the same as me, there was no heroic spirit between the eyebrows, but the skin of the whole face was very delicate and white.

I don't remember when I had such a good skin.

"Is your salt rubbing and pulling out poison so magical? is it the kind of refined salt used in the kitchen for stir-frying?" I asked Sister Wang strangely.

If the salt used for stir-frying is so magical and easy to use, and rubbing it on the face can make the skin blow and break, then will the global cosmetics industry have to be paralyzed?

"How is that possible? How can it be so magical?" said the elder sister Wang glanced at me, as if she disdained to look at a fool who was talking nonsense.

I touched my face, it was too smooth and delicate, it felt so good, right?"So what's going on? My face has never been so good?"

"How do I know, you don't know your own face......" Sister Wang yawned, "It's not dawn yet, I want to sleep again......"

"Go to sleep, you haven't slept well this night, sit on the couch in the middle of the night and chat with me, it's no wonder you're not sleepy!" I said.

Sister Wang's eyes widened and she asked me, "I've been sleeping, when did I sit up and talk to you?"