55. We can't go back!
Tang Ning and Gu Zifeng glanced at each other, and both frowned and walked out. I have been chewing on Feng An'an's sentence repeatedly in my heart that it is not you, what exactly does it mean when it happened!
Feng Anan covered her face with her hands and lay on the quilt and sobbed silently, she always thought that the person who Xiang Duoduo that night was Gu Zifeng, and by mistake he actually became Tang Ning. No wonder Gu Zifeng has become yin and yang since he had a relationship with him, but it turns out that the problem is here!
"Haha......" His own women are piled up in a pile, but he can't tolerate his accidental loss! Is it true that only the governor is allowed to set fires, and the people are not allowed to light lamps! Feng An'an was sad and sad, and began to lament the many injustices in this world. Finally, she raised her head, her eyes were calm and abnormal, and after stabilizing her mind, she took the phone and dialed Tang Ning's number.
"Tang Ning, you go back first! Remember to come over early tomorrow morning, oh, remember to go to Lu's to buy me breakfast, I want clam gnocchi soup." Feng An'an's tone was very indifferent, as if nothing had happened just now, and he hung up the phone after a few words.
Downing opened his mouth, the words he wanted to say were still in his throat, and he heard the beep of a disconnected line on the other side of the phone. He was stunned for a moment, then stood up and walked out. Because he suddenly figured out something, he felt that this might be another hint from An An, even if he couldn't have further intimacy with him, a small friendship could always be maintained.
After Feng Anan hung up Tang Ning's phone, he quickly dialed Gu Zifeng's phone again, and said, "Come on!" After speaking, he hung up the phone, and also did not give Gu Zifeng the slightest time to react.
Gu Zifeng was stunned with the phone in his hand, and it took him a moment before he came back to his senses and ran to Feng An'an's ward. A light smile rose at the corner of his mouth, and the corners of his eyes and eyebrows also overflowed with three points of spring breeze, as if he could remarry An An into the Gu family if he went.
"An An, I'm here, ...... you" Gu Zifeng opened the door of the ward, and raised his hand to greet Feng An An with a smile on the corner of his mouth. It feels like a greeting between an old husband and wife, and a bit of romance between couples on a date.
"Sit down, I have something to say to you!" Feng An'an glanced at Gu Zifeng, and then instantly lowered her eyelids, she was afraid that looking at his smiling face, she would not be able to say the following words. After all, the separation between her and Gu Zifeng was not because her love was gone!
Gu Zifeng looked at Feng An'an's solemn face, and his flying heart instantly fell from mid-air, and his intuition told him that what she was going to say next would not be anything good. But he didn't have a choice, he had to listen! Because he was Gu Zifeng, Gu Zifeng who broke his bones and still had tendons.
"An An...... Uh, you say, I'll listen!" Although Gu Zifeng was apprehensive and uneasy, he still sat down in front of her bed elegantly. With one hand on his cheek, he looked at Feng An'an with blazing eyes.
Looking at Gu Zifeng's serious face, Feng An'an snorted. After a while, she swallowed a mouthful of saliva, coughed well, and then said, "Zifeng, we can't go back!"
Gu Zifeng's face was anxious, and just as he was about to say something, he was stopped by Feng An'an raising his hand, she continued: "Zifeng, we just can't go back, not because our love for each other is gone, but precisely because our love is still there!"
Gu Zifeng frowned and said, "As long as our love is still there, we won't be able to go back......"
Feng An'an smiled bitterly, "Zifeng, tell me frankly, would you not mind if I gave Tang Ning the first time, would you not mind that Tang Ning would continue to appear in our lives in the future?"
Gu Zifeng was stunned, and his eyes flashed with hesitation and unwillingness.
Feng Anan looked directly at Gu Zifeng's eyes, sighed lightly, and secretly congratulated himself that the decision he made was right, he really minded. Then the only way to do this is to keep the status quo!
"Zifeng, our marriage is over, although our love is still there, it must also end. Because you can't help but mind Downing, and I can't ignore that. When Feng An'an said this, Gu Zifeng's lips just moved, and she stopped her again, and said: "Don't say you don't care, all you care about in your heart is me, if you really don't care, there won't be so much unhappiness before, and our marriage won't end in the honeymoon, so it's really over!"
Gu Zifeng suddenly stood up, put his hands on Feng An'an's shoulders, and said, "An An, I don't care if it's the first time when you give it to me, I only care how deep and heavy your love for me is." When Gu Zifeng said this, he paused slightly, and just as Feng Anan was about to say something, he directly reached out and covered her red lips. continued: "I admit that the first time you gave Tang Ning, I am indeed very uncomfortable in my heart, and I admit that every time I see him, the discomfort will turn into resentment, but this does not affect my love for you!"
Feng An'an shook her head vigorously, took Gu Zifeng's hand on her lips, and said, "Zifeng, don't deceive yourself anymore! Love with suspicion and hurt is destined to not go far, just like our short marriage. ”
Gu Zifeng was silent! He didn't mind that Feng An'an didn't give it to him the first time, but he didn't mind that the person was Tang Ning, and he minded it very much.
Feng An'an was silent, she was silently licking the bleeding wound in her heart, using the silent time to heal it little by little.
"An An, no matter what, I won't give up on you, you are my Gu Zifeng's wife who married back, it was, it is, and it will always be in the future!" Gu Zifeng raised his head and said that in a very affirmative tone.
Feng An'an opened her mouth wide in surprise, but she slowly raised her hand and closed her silent open mouth. Although he didn't speak, he silently replied in his heart, "It used to be, it wasn't now, and it won't be in the future!"
"An An, do you remember that we made a wish together in front of the ancient tree? Do you know what the wish I made at that time was? I said at the time, 'If the ancient tree is really so spiritual, please bless me Gu Zifeng and Feng An An to form a hundred-year marriage alliance, even if someone will die at the age of ninety-nine, they will have to wait for each other on the Nai He Bridge for a year. When Gu Zifeng said these words, his eyes were cloudy. Seeing Feng An'an's eyes, they also turned red!
Feng An'an sniffed and said, "Zifeng, we can't continue to walk, there is another reason. That's Downing, and he's been by my side since I was in middle school. You also know that I am very stupid and naïve when I am confused, and I have always treated him as a child, but I only learned a few days ago that he has a different feeling for me, so he will stay by my side for so many years without regrets, no matter when and where, as long as I call him, he will appear in front of me rain or shine. This affection, this affection that he gambled with his life, how can I bear to live up to it. Especially when I left the Gu family, if it weren't for him, I would be a wisp of geisms floating in the air now. and his dedication to the popularity......" Feng An'an said intermittently, but Gu Zifeng finally listened to it, and also grasped the key point she wanted to express between her words.