Chapter 57
An Xu's words surprised me, he said that I arranged for him to manage that club, what did that mean?
I asked him, "Aren't you the new owner of that club?"
An Xu looked at me as if he were looking at a stranger, and then let out a long sigh.
He said: "Don't think about it so much, take care of your body, faint at every turn, I'm going to be scared to death by you!"
I looked at An Xu and asked him, "An Xu, am I really pregnant?"
An Xu's face changed drastically, and there was an indescribable panic. He looked at me, and he looked anxious at me.
"Anxu, what do you want to say?" I asked him anxiously as I sat up.
An Xu's face softened a lot, and he asked me a little uncomfortably: "Why are you asking me if you are pregnant?"
I asked him, puzzled, "What's so strange about me asking you this question?"
He got up and walked to the window and didn't say anything more, as if trying to adjust his mood.
I looked at his back strangely, and suddenly a thick and strong sense of familiarity slammed into my heart.
Why is An Xu's back so familiar? What is that familiarity that touches the heartstrings?
I said, "Did you take me to this hospital yesterday?"
An Xu said "um", but still turned his back to me.
"Your brother said that he had done an ultrasound for me and that the fetus was very unstable. Is this true? Am I really pregnant?"
I asked, but An Xu stood in front of the window and was silent.
"Anxu, come here!" I said sharply, getting angry.
An Xu turned to look at me, and then walked over. He asked me, "Su Li, why do you repeatedly doubt what my brother said, is it because of those two pregnancy test sticks?"
I was stopped by him, and I didn't know what to say for a while, so I could only look at him in a daze.
An Xu sat down on the side of my hospital bed, and then said, "You have forgotten so many sad things, but you still don't trust my brother. So what's the point of your selective amnesia?"
I was puzzled and asked him, "What is the point of selective amnesia?"
An Xu sighed and said, "Those memories you choose to forget must be unbearable pain in your heart. But even if you forget about those things, you still can't be happy. You say, does such selective amnesia make sense?"
"And you've been suffering from not being able to remember those things, so why would you choose to forget them?"
An Xu's questioning was sharp and mean, but it went straight to the crux of the matter.
That's right, I've been guarding over the pain of amnesia, and I'm tormented by not being able to remember it.
An Xu continued: "You should be able to see that my brother cares about you and loves you very much now, isn't this exactly what you want?"
Then you can just enjoy it, don't you? Why do you have to bother yourself desperately to regain your memory?"
What he said sounded reasonable. But why do I just keep thinking something is wrong?
An Xu shook my hand and continued, "Su Li, don't think too much. You love him and he loves you, so you can enjoy it with peace of mind. ”
"You are already husband and wife, and now that you are pregnant, let go of the things that have been forgotten, the past is meaningless, just live every day in the future. ”
I looked at An Xu holding my hand, and was moved by his words. yes, what's the point of bothering to remember what you've forgotten?
The most important thing is that the present is now, isn't it? Jiang Nan and I are husband and wife now, and we love each other, that's enough, isn't it?
But... But... Why does I always feel that something is wrong in my heart?
Although An Xu's words are reasonable and convincing, I just don't feel pregnant.
But Jiang Nan said that he had already done an ultrasound for me, and if I wasn't pregnant, how could I have done an ultrasound of the fetus?
Unless, Jiangnan is lying to me.
Maybe I'm not pregnant at all, and I haven't done any ultrasounds at all, it's just Jiangnan lying!
But, this is a hospital! How could he lie to me like that in this place?
There was still a period of time before Jiangnan got off work, and I told An Xu that I was going to the bathroom, and insisted on walking over by myself, and refused An Xu's company.
I slipped out of the room only to find that the hallway was deserted, and no one from the medical staff, patients, or family members showed up.
How could the hospital be so deserted?
I was very confused, and at the same time a sense of unwarranted fear came over me.
A bone-chilling cold swept over me, making my whole body shiver involuntarily.
I was afraid of the cold, and the pathos of having nowhere to escape was so bleak that even a thin garment could shelter me from the cold, but I had nothing.
I gritted my teeth and walked to the end of the hallway, finally around the corner.
"What are you doing here?"
A loud shout sounded from behind me, and I was startled, and reflexively turned around, and was hugged into a wide embrace.
What follows is a fresh and charming flavor that is incomparably familiar.
Jiang Nan picked me up, and I looked up to see his angry face.
He carried me back to the ward without saying a word, and An Xu in the ward asked in surprise, "How did you come back with it?"
"When I saw her, she was walking barefoot in the hallway! What the hell did you look at her, what if she had a good birth?"
Jiang Nan angrily questioned An Xu, An Xu was yelled at but accepted all the orders without saying a word.
"I'm going out by myself, don't blame An Xu. But I wasn't barefoot, I put on my shoes...... "I can't bear to let An Xu take the blame, so I'm very brave to confront Jiangnan."
Jiang Nan put me on the hospital bed and asked me angrily, "What about your shoes?"
I looked down at my feet, and I really didn't have shoes on, and I didn't even have socks on.
That's not right! I went out with socks and shoes!
I tried to remember what had just happened, and I was sure that I was out of bed with socks and shoes, but why am I barefoot now?
When I was puzzled, Jiang Nan asked me angrily, "What are you running out for?"
I said, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”
Jiang Nan immediately exploded, "Isn't there a bathroom in this ward?"
An Xu and I were both quiet all of a sudden. Like two children who have done something wrong, they can only remain silent and accept the reprimands of adults.
Jiang Nan reprimanded me sharply: "I just told you that you must lie down and recuperate, and you must not act rashly, how old is it, and you will run out barefoot?"
"When I go out, I'm really wearing socks and shoes!" I muttered to myself, but looking at my bare feet, I couldn't get it out.
I was thinking about why I was wearing socks and shoes, but now I was barefoot, and I didn't listen to Jiangnan's next words at all.