CHAPTER XLIV

When I was panicked and confused, Yu Zecheng finally sent a WeChat message.

He said: Su Li, please tell you something. You give me ideas, how to chase girls to make her tempted by me.

Sure enough, Yu Zecheng's chat with me was going on according to the content of the hallucination just now.

I'm now horrified and confused, is this a coincidence or a repetition of damn hallucinations?

I can't panic! I can't panic! Panic won't solve anything! I have to figure out what's going on!

I stood up and walked around the room, taking deep breaths.

Now I don't want to pinch myself because that won't solve the problem.

I also don't have anyone to turn to, and I can't turn to anyone.

I can't talk about it when I'm not sure what I'm going on, I can't let people mistake me for being insane.

I know myself very well, I'm not crazy, I take care of my kids every day, I write novels, I have a quick mind and a healthy mind, and I don't have any mental problems!

I just have a terrible memory, and a lot of things are easy to forget or confuse. A lot of people are like this, it's not a big deal!

I kept building up my mind, and Yu Zecheng seemed to be waiting for me to reply.

I was finally able to stabilize my emotions and send a text reply to him. I'm going to start confirming it now.

I clicked on Yu Zecheng's chat box.

My mobile phone has a large 7.1-inch screen, which is very convenient for writing or texting, and I can read clearly even if I am separated from some distances.

I asked Yu Zecheng: Why haven't you caught up with your beloved girl?

I nervously awaited his reply. I replied according to the hallucination plot that just happened, and only then can I confirm it.

Yu Zecheng replied immediately.

He said, "Aren't you talking nonsense, and if I've already caught it, do I need to run to you for advice?"

For some reason, my memory is very clear. I'm sure the two sentences he replied to me now are exactly the same as what just happened!

I took my phone away a bit, and the large screen allowed me to still read the text clearly without being too glaring.

I asked him again: Do you really think I can help you? I can't do that.

He said: Let's talk about it, just take this opportunity for you to take a break, don't keep muttering about the broken novels that can't be written in a hundred lifetimes!

I'm pretty sure now that the words he sent me were a copy-and-paste repetition! All of a sudden, my consciousness became very clear.

The next episode is that I will tell him that I can't do it in love, that I can't help him, and that he will ask me if I've never been in love.

I had to follow the script and go on.

I said: Yu Zecheng, I may not be able to help you, I can't do this.

Sure enough, he asked me, "Why can't you do it?" Didn't you fall in love when you were young?

The plot really went exactly the same, completely consistent, which made me feel confident and quickly calmed down.

I went on to say, "I can't remember, and you know I don't have a good memory."

I'm unusually calm now, and I remember very well the hallucinations that had just happened.

What is happening now is just repeating itself, which makes me feel at ease.

Sure enough, he asked me: Can't you remember anything?

I said, "Yes, I don't remember exactly."

Then he would question me, how I couldn't even remember that I had been married.

Sure enough, he said: Su Li, you are a married woman, don't you remember this? Don't you remember who your husband is?

I'm going to jump up and cheer! yes!

If this continues, I will be able to figure out why the transfer on WeChat disappears out of thin air?

I threw my head up and let out a long sigh of relief and laughed at the ceiling. After regulating my emotions a bit, I continued with this chat.

I said: I don't have a husband, I'm divorced.

But this time, Yu Zecheng did not reply, and he did not speak for a long time.

What's wrong? Why didn't he speak? Did he deliberately ignore me?

I'm now level-headed, clear-headed, and have a surprisingly good memory.

Next, Yu Zecheng should ask me to help him find a way, let me assume that I am being pursued, what kind of pursuit can move me.

I waited for Yu Zecheng's reply, waiting for him to repeat the script I remembered.

But I waited for a long time and he didn't reply, he just walked away and didn't look at his phone, or the phone was out of battery and turned off.

I was confident just now, and gradually became a little confused: Yu Zecheng, what's wrong, why didn't he speak?

What's going on now? Why is it going so well, and all of a sudden, it's stuck?

This made my inner confusion unmistakable, and it quickly turned into panic.

Just when I was at a loss, Yu Zecheng sent a WeChat message. He said, "It's late, you must be tired, so rest quickly."

What? That's it?

I have a feeling that someone has seen through me, and I always feel as if Yu Zecheng can see my every move.

If he had seen the smugness I had just had, he would have stopped the conversation abruptly.

I became unusually suspicious and stood up and looked around. As for what I'm looking at and what I'm looking for, I don't know very well.

I looked through the walls, ceilings, and cabinets in the room, slowly but carefully searching the carpet.

When my eyes finally looked at the big bed, I suddenly found that Dabao was sitting upright on the bed, staring at me with an extraordinary gaze.

I was startled and shivered involuntarily. Why is this child's gaze so profound?

That deep gaze is so familiar, too ripe to be more ripe.

I didn't have time to think about what that familiarity was all about, so I hurriedly walked to the edge of the bed and sat down next to Dabao.

I asked worriedly, "Baby, why are you awake?" Did your mother make a noise to you?

I stroked her soft hair and gently hugged her tiny body.

Dabao fell asleep in my arms again, and I was relieved: this child must have fallen asleep, and I am afraid that he was still dreaming when he sat and looked at me just now.

The only ones who can let me down in an instant are the children.

Listening to Dabao's sleeping breathing, my whole person slowly calmed down, and soon I completely forgot everything just now.

I lay down casually between the two children, curled up naturally. Before I fell asleep every night, I got used to hugging myself.

A bone-chilling coldness emanated from the depths of my heart, slowly sweeping over me as I gradually fell asleep.

At some point, a warm embrace was approaching me behind me.

The fresh, charming smell also lingered between my breaths.