Ji Ran lowered her eyes to hide the bitterness in her heart, for four years, her memories were all rainy seasons, the rain drenched Ji Ran's innocence and wantonness, and the nameless flowers that were fragrant in her memory finally ended miserably in the merciless beating of the falling rain.

The innocence that Ji Ran wants to keep, the past that Ji Ran wants to collect, the juvenile years that belong to Ji Ran have been cast a thick shadow, a suicide cured Ji Ran's depression, but life has never wanted to let Ji Ran go.

Ji Ran is not good at showing her scars to others, she is as stubborn as a deer, she is stunned and bruises all over her body in the labyrinth of life and still refuses to admit defeat.

Ji Ran's voice was a little suppressed crying, she didn't want to be so embarrassed in front of Bai Ling, but she had no way to control her tears at all, the more she grew up, the more she could feel powerless, and the quicksand that Ji Ran wanted to grab was scattered all over the ground.

Bai Ling raised his hand and touched Ji Ran's hairy head, distress flashed in his eyes, the little girl in front of him seemed to have never been treated well by life, but she stubbornly grew into her own light, the corners of Bai Ling's lips were dyed with a little smile, "Don't be afraid, there will be me in the future." ”

Bai Ling silently promised that your innocent and immaculate eyes would never be overshadowed from now on, because you had me by your side.

Ji Ran finally couldn't help the grievances in her heart, and the grievances and despair that had been suppressed in her heart for too long were vented out at this time.

In the year she graduated from college, she did not experience the separation of the graduation season, but she suffered the sudden death of her mother, the betrayal of her closest friends, the abandonment of the person she loved the most, the groundless accusations and criticism of her boyfriend's mother, and the despair and helplessness when swallowing sleeping pills.

During that dark time, Ji Ran didn't want to reminisce, but people kept tearing her wounds open, forcing her to face herself who had shrunk in the corner and was helpless.

Fortunately, there was still someone to rely on at this time, at least someone to take her into his arms when he was crying, and he didn't mind that her useless tears soaked his expensive shirt.

"Baby, don't cry. ”

Bai Ling whispered in Ji Ran's ear, with a vague pity, if he had known that his baby would suffer from this, he wanted to meet Ji Ran as soon as possible, protect her well, and let her avoid the ups and downs in life.

At that time, Ji Ran had just experienced the pain of losing his mother, and he saw his friend and boyfriend both betrayed, and his proud throat was destroyed by Lin Xi'an's drugged body, Bai Ling didn't know what kind of despair Ji Ran experienced to swallow the whole bottle of sleeping pills.

Wait?Bai Ling faintly appeared in his mind, a stumbling figure, "Are you the girl on that rainy night?"

"What rainy night?"

There are not many rainy nights in Ji Ran's memory, every rainy night is almost a disaster day for her, Ji Ran's memory of the rainy night cannot be deep, Ji Ran raised her eyes and looked at Bai Ling who was excited in front of her, and between the lightning and flint in her mind, she was dumbfounded, "Is it the rainy night when I bought sleeping pills?"

Ji Ran looked at Bai Ling in front of her, a little surprised, she didn't seem to believe her ears, it turned out that they had already met, "That person is you?"

The slightly vague rainy night in her memory finally became clear at this time, that day Ji Ran walked to the hospital in a daze and took a whole bottle of sleeping pills, her memory was confused at that time, and she couldn't remember many things clearly, but she remembered that she wanted to die, and she wanted to die.

On the way back, someone hit him hard, Ji Ran didn't feel the pain at all, and only looked at the person in front of him in a daze, "Give me the medicine." ”

At this time, the person's face gradually became clearer, and slowly revealed a thin and handsome face, and that person turned out to be Bai Ling.

"How did you ...... at that time" How did you find out that I wanted to die? Ji Ran lowered his head, that memory was the time that Ji Ran was most unwilling to recall, "You are so smart, you must have thought of it all at once." ”

"Actually, I didn't recognize you at that time," Bai Ling shook his head, "I didn't even think that you wanted to go to ......"

The word death, Bai Ling has never been able to say it easily, perhaps because there are people who care, for these words that were not shy in the past, at this time, he subconsciously rose a little awe.

"Later, the more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong," Bai Ling said, "Ordinary doctors would not prescribe such a heavy dose of sleeping pills to their patients, after all, it is a lethal dose, unless it is ......."

"Unless, someone deliberately wants me to die. ”

Ji Ran laughed in a low voice, adding a bit of desolation and helplessness, she has failed very much in the past four years, she knew that Lin Xi'an was jealous of her, but she never thought that Lin Xi'an had long wanted to kill her, and quietly whitewashed her death as suicide, how perfect, she almost followed Lin Xi'an's wishes.

"Later, I asked Su Mo to check your address and secretly let people change your medicine," Bai Ling touched his nose, "I didn't expect it to be such a coincidence." ”

No wonder Su Mo looked a little strange when he went to pick you up, it turned out that he recognized the girl at that time as you.

At this moment, Bai Ling's heart was full of awe, and Bai Ling, who had never believed in cause and effect, was actually a little happy in his heart at this time.

"Then what do you want to do?" Bai Ling helped Ji Ran dry his hair and asked Ji Ran's opinion on the two of them.

Ji Ran shook her head, she pinched her fingers, and seemed to be a little disgusted with her good temper, "I don't know what to do,"

"If you don't mind," Bai Ling stopped the hair dryer and hugged the small lump into his arms, at this time, Bai Ling really felt how petite Ji Ran was, Bai Ling grabbed Ji Ran's hand, "Give them to me." ”

"What you don't want to face, I can handle it for you. Bai Ling said, "What's more, I never seem to have done anything for you, can you give me such a chance." ”

Ji Ran didn't know that Bai Ling wanted to help her take revenge, she nestled in Bai Ling's arms, her wet eyes rubbed Bai Ling's pure white shirt, she seemed to be more and more dependent on the person in front of her.

Ji Ran bit his lower lip and whispered, "Don't do anything to hurt yourself." ”

This can be regarded as a promise, after all, Ji Ran really doesn't know how to face those people, Bai Nen's hands quietly clenched Bai Ling's shirt, she admits that she is very weak, so weak that even if she is bullied like this, she still can't do anything to those people, even if her youth has long been scribbled and absurd, she still wants to keep some beauty, just think of it as an unfinished story and an unfinished comedy.

Bai Ling got Ji Ran's affirmative answer, bowed his head and kissed Ji Ran's hair, he understood why his little wife's weakness came from, he understood the innocence and romance of his little wife, the only remaining youthful spirit, he wanted to protect it.

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