"How's it going?"

Ye Lan lowered her head and just looked at her legs.

"I've been so tired lately. ”

It's really tiring to pretend to be a normal person.

"Why are you tired?"

Ye Lan hesitated, but still didn't tell her psychiatrist about Zheng Xiuyan, just shook her head vaguely.

"Because I don't want my friends to find out that it's not normal. ”

"Friends?"

The doctor muttered the friend Ye Lan said, but didn't say anything, just took out a pen and paper and looked directly into Ye Lan's eyes.

"Let's put it to the test. ”

"Okay. . . ”

。。。。。。

Ye Lan clenched the plastic bag in her hand, and the black plastic bag contained her test report. and therapeutic drugs.

Taking too much medication to treat mental illness can lead to dependence.

After all, it is a drug that paralyzes the nerves.

But now Ye Lan is indeed a little inseparable from the feeling of physical and mental peace after taking medicine.

The words on the report sheet are not very daring to read.

She knew how serious she was now.

If Zheng Xiuyan didn't come, she would only be inexplicably lost occasionally.

And now, it's more about fear.

Afraid of Zheng Xiuyan's strange and disgusted eyes after knowing about this.

Although reason told her that Zheng Xiuyan was not that kind of person.

It is more likely that Zheng Xiuyan will help her with treatment.

But, what if?

Even if there was only a 1 in 1,000 probability, Ye Lan was unwilling to gamble.

The girl dragged her tired body back to her little house.

In the living room, corn is lying in the corner of the sofa with the best lighting.

The little one only looked up at her when he saw her, and then continued to bask in the sun lazily.

Ye Lan touched the little guy's round little head, sat on the sofa and looked up at the snow-white ceiling.

"Escape. ”

The girl muttered to herself.

Psychiatrists are not omnipotent, after all.

Ye Lan's biggest problem now is because of the natural disaster at the end of 12 years.

The slander and insults that almost broke her.

can make Ye Lan, who has experienced the Black Sea, feel frightened, and you can see how great the pressure of public opinion on Ye Lan was that year.

So much so that Ye Lan now has a shadow on the media.

And the girls' unsupport and abandonment made Ye Lan doubt her hard work for more than ten years.

is still there, and the appearance of Wang Mengjie's family even fished her out of the backwater.

If there was no Wang Mengjie, or "Ye Lan" appeared earlier, I am afraid that Ye Lan would really do something stupid.

Now, Ye Lan has a lover.

The misunderstanding with my sisters is gradually being eliminated.

What was she afraid of?

Ye Lan couldn't get an answer herself.

The girl once communicated with "Ye Lan" in the sea of consciousness.

She wondered what had happened that night in '97.

It's just that whenever she mentions this, "Ye Lan" is always reluctant to tell her.

More just looking at her with a look of fear.

This puzzled her.

It's like that memory. She can't know the same.

With doubts in her heart, Ye Lan leaned back on the sofa and closed her eyes.

I'm going to talk to "Ye Lan" again.

Only this time, no matter how she called.

The sea of consciousness was always empty.

The girl was a little flustered.

。。。。。。

"Hah... ”

Violent gasps rang out in the quiet living room.

Ye Lan touched her face, but it was wet.

Just now...

What happened?

Is the sea of consciousness really empty?

Or is it... Her memory, erased again?

But if nothing really happened, why would she cry?

The girl took out a tissue and wiped her face, sat on the sofa and hugged her legs, and quickly turned on the TV.

She misses Jung so-yeon.

。。。。。

"Hello?"

"Xiuyan... ”

Zheng Xiuyan looked at the girl with a smile on the phone screen, and the corners of her mouth were also curved.

Fixing the phone at a suitable angle, Zheng Xiuyan held her chin and squeezed her eyes at the phone.

"Still working?"

"Well, there are some things to deal with, why don't you sleep yet?"

Ye Lan didn't answer Zheng Xiuyan's question, just quietly looked at the girl's face.

Because of her busy work, even though Zheng Xiuyan tried her best to pretend to be safe, Ye Lan could still tell from the girl's somewhat gloomy dark circles that Zheng Xiuyan was not in a good state.

Ye Lan glanced at the time directly above the phone.

"Is there anything I can do to help. ”

"No, I don't. ”

"What's the company's problem?"

“。。 It's nothing, Ernie don't think too much, I'm fine, you go to sleep. ”

Zheng Xiuyan shook her head and looked at Ye Lan with pretended anger.

What time has it been, and this Ernie is still so energetic.

Obviously, Zheng Xiuyan forgot that she was still staying up late in the company at this time.

Ye Lan also looked at Zheng Xiuyan with disdain.

"Got it, you. . . Go to bed early. ”

After hesitating for a moment, Ye Lan still didn't ask when Zheng Xiuyan would come back, but just told the girl to have a good rest.

After a few simple greetings, Ye Lan hung up the phone and looked at the dark bedroom with her eyes open.

After a while, the girl gradually lost consciousness.

Instead, there is the familiar face of "Ye Lan".

Ye Lan looked at her expressionless face and breathed a sigh of relief, she thought that "Ye Lan" had disappeared.

"Where have you been!"

Ye Lan shook his head and didn't answer anything.

"What do you want me to do. ”

"Uhhhh I still want to ask, when I was ten years old. ”

"I don't know, don't ask me. ”

"Ye Lan" directly rejected Ye Lan's inquiry.

"But... ”

"No, but!"

It was the first time Ye Lan had seen this self-inflammatory.

"Oh. . . ”

Ye Lan nodded weakly and closed her mouth.

"Ye Lan" can be safe and sound, which has made her very satisfied.

Since she didn't want to say it, then she didn't ask.

"Is there anything else?"

"It's gone. ”

"If it's gone, go to bed quickly, do you like Zheng Xiuyan to scold you?"

Ye Lan shook her head, with a smile on her face.

"Su-yeon won't scold me. ”

“。。。 Climb!"

。。。。。

In such a confused and uncertain future, Ye Lan spent a whole week by herself.

Although this week, she will talk to Zheng Xiuyan on the phone for a long time every day.

But as the tiredness on Zheng Xiuyan's face deepened.

Ye Lan is also sensible, and no longer goes to the other party so often, but simply tells the girl's routine.

Ye Lan gradually regained the rhythm of her life.

Boring is a little boring.

But Ye Lan is quite fulfilling.

It's just that as time goes by, Ye Lan's miss for Zheng Xiuyan gets stronger and stronger.

Finally.

Ye Lan couldn't help it.

"Auntie, I'll go for a few days, and the corn will trouble you in the next few days~"

"Okay, no problem, you go out quickly, you're fat when you lie at home every day!"

Ye Lan smiled cutely, reached out and hugged the old woman, looking down at the little corn sitting on the ground and tilting her head to look at her.

"Then I'll go~"

"Slow down. ”

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