105. Although love is there, love is gone
Feng An'an listened to Gu Zifeng's past events, the corners of her eyes gradually moistened, she raised her hand to wipe the corners of her eyes, took a deep breath, and said: "Zifeng, what's the use of talking about these things now? We can't go back! We don't have a chance to go back. I met, knew you, fell in love, and finally married you despite the opposition of my family, but how did you treat me? When I needed you the most, you disappeared. When I finally adjusted my mood and was ready to start a new life, you appeared in front of me inexplicably, and kept telling me about your love, so you tell me, what is real love?"
In the past, Feng An'an had a hatred for Gu Zifeng, but now she still has a grudge against him in her heart! Because love has not disappeared, how can hatred and resentment be eliminated! It's just that now she has a Tang Ning, no matter what the truth about Gu Zifeng's separation from her is, she can't go back to his side.
Feng An'an will not do anything to hurt Tang Ning, nor will he be a rabbit that eats back grass. No matter what the reason is, Gu Zifeng hurt her! Even if he had a car accident and was recuperating in the hospital, he couldn't even make a phone call! Well, even if he was very serious, he could always make a call when he woke up, but why didn't he run over to tell him about these things until now. True or false, she decided to let go of the relationship between her Feng An'an and Gu Zifeng.
Gu Zifeng couldn't answer, because he didn't know what the definition of true love was in Feng An'an's heart! And he didn't figure out what true love was! Rather than answering without knowing the answer, it was better to stare at her quietly.
Feng An'an met Gu Zifeng's gaze, but only for a moment, she was defeated. The powerful lethality contained in Gu Zifeng's gaze was clear to only those who had looked at him. What's more, at this moment, his eyes are still full of desolation, and his face is full of sadness! That one is full of love and has three points of desolation, how can Feng An'an be undefeated!
Feng Anan lowered his eyelashes, took a sip of the coffee beside him, and then raised his arm to greet the waiter standing in the distance, and said, "Please change me to a cup of Nescafe black coffee!"
Gu Zifeng listened to Feng An'an's name of coffee, pursed his lips lightly, and said sourly: "Why is the old love gone, and even the taste of coffee has changed?"
Feng An'an smiled and said, "Young Master Gu said with a smile, my taste has always been Nestle black coffee, but you have never understood it, and now it is reasonable to have this question." Downing doesn't, he knows every one of my preferences, even if I forget it, he won't forget it. This is true love!"
Gu Zifeng sneered and said, "If the true love you want in your heart is the small means that those men use to make girls, then your so-called true love is too superficial!"
Feng An'an listened to Gu Zifeng's two unkind words, and was not annoyed, but smiled lightly, and then slowly raised his hand to brush the hair on his forehead, and continued to take a small sip of happiness and taste her newly delivered cup of Nestle black coffee. The happy expression on his face was self-evident, and the satisfaction in his eyes was also sprinkled, in Gu Zifeng's eyes, it was really a slow spike!
These actions made by Feng An'an were not seen by Tang Ning on the other side. He is angry at Feng An'an's silent non-defense! All this he did was out of true love, not a superficial trick to hook his sister. Why didn't she fight for herself, but let Gu Zifeng be so humiliated! He couldn't listen to it anymore, the reason why he parked the car outside the community, and only came with him, was because he received a call from his subordinates, saying that Gu Zifeng would go to his door every day to guard for an hour or two. He was afraid that Gu Zifeng's intention was to rush at Feng An'an, he was afraid that Feng An'an would not be able to resist Gu Zifeng's sweet words and fall for him again.
It's not that he is not confident in himself, but he knows that Feng An'an still has no feelings for Gu Zifeng, so it is difficult to resist the offensive of Gu Zifeng's sugar-coated cannonballs. Now he doesn't need to listen to it anymore, no matter whether Feng An'an can resist it in the end, the battle between him and Gu Zifeng is inevitable.
Since there is already a beginning, then someone has to put an end to it!
Downing got up and walked out the back door, he had more important things to do than to listen to them in the corner here.
The expression on Gu Zifeng's face stiffened for a moment, then he broke out of the cocoon into a butterfly again, and said with a light smile: "An An, can we go to the movies after drinking coffee in a while?"
Feng An'an didn't reply, just took a small sip of coffee gently, and after a long time, she sighed and said: "Zifeng, the past is long, although love is there, there is no love." What's the point of talking about the past? We can't go back, we just can't go back! You say that no matter how much the past has, we can't go back again. ”
Gu Zifeng seemed to know that Tang Ning was eavesdropping on their conversation before, and seemed to know that he was leaving now, so he said: "An An, for me, those are not the past, but the good memories of our true feelings. Now that you're determined to leave me, can't you even leave me more memories like this?"
Feng An'an was stunned, she really couldn't do it! Because if she was with him to do those things again, she was afraid that she would really rekindle her old feelings for him, and if that happened, she would be too sorry for Tang Ning. What's more, now that he and Tang Ning are in an incompatible situation, as Tang Ning's fiancée, she shouldn't have seen Gu Zifeng alone again.
"I'm sorry Zifeng, for me, those old things are unbearable. Downing is still waiting for me to cook for him, I have to go! Feng Anan said as she took out a hundred-yuan bill from her bag and put it on the table, then picked up the small bag Tang Ying gave her, slowly got up and walked out.
Gu Zifeng looked at the hundred-yuan bill on the table, and a wordless pain flashed in his eyes! Two people who used to love each other so much, even if they came to the end of the road, was it really necessary to distinguish so clearly? Could it be that he couldn't even invite her to a cup of coffee?
Before Feng An'an could leave the café, he received a call from Tang Ning, who asked her where she was and told her that he would be able to go back in an hour.
Feng An'an just whispered twice, neither saying that she was outside, nor that she was at home, just two shallow ohs. Tang Ning listened to Feng An'an's voice and smiled bitterly! He thought that Feng An'an was still with Gu Zifeng, so it was inconvenient to reply to any of his words.
Feng An'an stretched out her hand to hail a taxi, and it only took five minutes to return to the high-end residential community in Downing, and after she paid the fare, she walked to the small supermarket in the community, and bought a few eggs, a few tomatoes, and Downing's favorite pork ribs and sea bass. After going back, Feng An'an rolled up his sleeves and began to wash vegetables, cook rice, and stew pork ribs.
When Tang Ning opened the door and came back, Feng An'an just took the stewed pork ribs out of the pot. Hearing the door open, she poked her head out of the kitchen and said with a smile, "You're back, hurry up and wash your hands and get ready to eat." ”
Downing didn't say anything, then changed his slippers and walked to the bathroom. He was so hungry that he hadn't eaten properly since noon, and his stomach was almost empty except for the little he had eaten in the morning.
Feng An'an was actually very hungry, she didn't eat much in the morning, and even less at noon. Yuan Wei was lying in the operating room, who was still in the mood to eat! followed Tang Ning all the way back to the city, but before he could enter the house, he was taken away by Gu Zifeng.
Feng An'an put the food on the table the same way, and after Tang Ning finished washing, he sat down at the table. Feng An'an looked at Tang Ning gobbling up, and while putting the vegetables into his bowl, he said, "Eat slowly, swallow carefully, be careful to burn." ”
Tang Ning didn't raise his head or open his eyes, just said, eat you, I'm not a child! Feng An'an was stunned, picked up the bowl and ate two bites of rice, then put the chopsticks and the bowl on the table, looked straight at Tang Ning, and said: "Tang Ning, eat after you have something to say, otherwise you won't be able to swallow, even if you eat reluctantly, you will have indigestion." ”
Tang Ning took a moment to pick up the rice in his mouth, and then he swallowed the food in his mouth, put the bowl and chopsticks on the table and said, "It's really like that, so do you say it first or I say it first?"
Feng An'an furrowed his eyebrows, and asked puzzledly: "What did I say?" I have nothing to say, you say!"
Tang Ning pursed his lips and said, "You have nothing to say, so let me remind you, where did you go an hour ago?"
Feng An An was stunned, and then understood. He knew about her going out to drink coffee with Gu Zifeng, and he kept silent with a dark face from the moment he entered the door, so that's it! Why is his heart so small, he has told him eight hundred times, she and Gu Zifeng are already in the past, and she can't turn back. Why did he refuse to believe it!
Feng Anan gritted his teeth and looked at Tang Ning, and said, "Tang Ning, look into my eyes and answer me, are you not confident in yourself, or can't you trust me?"
Tang Ning looked at Feng An'an's eyes for a long time, and said, "No, I just want to know if the coffee invited by Gu Zifeng is particularly delicious?"
Feng An'an pursed his lips and replied, "Before I was with you, it didn't taste good! I don't know now because I haven't drunk it again. ”
Tang Ning really didn't want to laugh, but he still couldn't hold back his laughter, he raised Feng An'an's chin, and said word by word: "Who were those two people in the Blue Mountain Coffee Shop that hour ago? You must not say that the man is not Gu Zifeng, and the woman is not you! Because the manager of that store happens to be my person." ”