Chapter 168: Confession
Lin Xi'an was proud, and he would never allow himself to bow his head and apologize to the people he once despised him, not to mention, he was still so embarrassed at this time.
Lin Xi'an closed his eyes, extremely jealous in his heart Why Ji Ran was able to turn the tables in the headwind situation, obviously all the advantages were on his side, but Ji Ran still surpassed himself and became a more dazzling existence, the hatred in Lin Xi'an's heart seemed to be about to overflow.
The rain outside the window kept falling, the winter rain was wrapped in a frightening chill, Ander walked in the rain, only felt cold all over his body, he never realized that Lin Xi'an was so terrible, a scene appeared in Ander's mind, no, in fact, he had already realized the terrible thing about Lin Xian, but at that time, he liked the person in front of him, and he would not be afraid at all.
Ander thought like this, his heart was full of chagrin, if he could have noticed Lin Xi'an's jealousy at that time, maybe the three of them would not have been like this, Ander took out his mobile phone, looked at the once extremely familiar name on the mobile phone screen, and hesitated, not knowing whether he should dial the phone.
Ander glanced back at Lin Xi'an, Lin Xi's heart hated Ji Ran a lot more than he had thought, Ander finally made up his mind, he wanted to see Ji Ran, even if it was for Lin Xi'an.
Ander finally pressed the dial button, Ander's heart became more and more restless, he was afraid that Ji Ran was unwilling to answer the call from him, after all, the damage he brought to Ji Ran was unforgettable and unforgettable.
The arrogant girl was crying so sadly at that time, Ande thought, only felt a throbbing heart, at this time he couldn't let go of Ji Ran, maybe this is his fate, someone who doesn't deserve to be happy.
Ji Ran answered Ender's phone, she looked at the familiar and unfamiliar phone number, and a sadness swelled up inexplicably in her heart, fortunately, everything had come to an end, and she finally had to withdraw from this dirty past, "Hey, hello, may I ask you what's the matter?"
Ander coughed a few times in a low voice to hide the panic in his heart, it turns out that no matter when, when he heard Ji Ran's voice, he would always feel a little excited, Ander bit his lower lip, and the pain made Ander sober up, "That, Ji Ran, hello, I'm Ander, I want to meet you, can I?"
Ji Ran hesitated for a moment, but still nodded, she thought that it was finally time to draw an end, "Okay, at one o'clock in the afternoon, we will meet at the coffee shop we frequent." ”
Those unknown pasts, those pasts that forced her into despair, those dark and dirty pasts where she couldn't see the light at all, at this moment she was finally going to end completely, thinking of this, the corners of Ji Ran's mouth hooked up a shallow smile, and she smiled brightly.
At one o'clock in the afternoon, Ji Ran arrived at the coffee shop fully armed, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Ande, this is where they often come, when they were in love before, they would always come here to spend time, oh, by the way, there is one more person, that is Lin Xi'an.
Ji Ran sat in front of Ender, she looked at the person in front of her, obviously not much time had passed, but Ji Ran felt that the person in front of her was very unfamiliar, so strange that she couldn't imagine that she had been his girlfriend, "Say, what do you want to talk to me?"
"I just learned that my mother actually looked for you," Ender said, looking at the person in front of him, "I'm sorry, Ji Ran, I ......"
Ji Ran waved his hand, unwilling to accept Ender's belated apology at all, "These are all in the past, and even if you apologize, I won't forgive." ”
Those scars are not something that can be erased at will with a light word of sorry, in those dark times, Ji Ran once spent the rainy season alone for three months, and the rain in his memory was so cold and menacing, it seemed that he wanted to bury the person in front of him in the dark forever.
Even if Ji Ran was in the light at this time, she still couldn't forgive the person who had hurt her, and she would never be able to forgive.
Ji Ran closed her eyes, the despair and discomfort that others couldn't understand at all, she survived alone, why forgive? Why wronged herself? She couldn't be so great.
“…… I'm sorry," Ender apologized again, "I don't ask for your forgiveness, I want to apologize to you for coming here." ”
Ander used to think that he had done nothing wrong, just a relationship, if he didn't love it, he didn't love it, and if he changed his mind, he changed his mind, and there was no way to blame it, until today, Ander heard the past from Lincian's mouth that he didn't know.
Maybe he apologized just to give himself a psychological comfort, nothing more.
Ji Ran was noncommittal about this, it was someone's business that people were willing to apologize, could she still cover Ande's mouth and prevent Ande from apologizing? This is obviously impossible.
Ji Ran lowered his head and took a sip of coffee, and then said slowly, "If you deliberately came out to apologize to me, I think I can leave." ”
"Ji Ran, there is something about the previous matter, I want to give you an explanation......"
Ander whispered Ji Ran's name, and then he opened his mouth to talk about those things about Lin Xi'an, if it weren't for the people in front of him who sincerely told him what Lin Xi'an had done, Ji Ran really couldn't believe it, after all, the person he used to be closest to him was thinking about how to destroy himself all the time.
The matter of lip-syncing alone is enough for Ji Ran to know what kind of vicious heart Lin Xi'an is, but Ji Ran doesn't know that behind the scenes, Lin Xi'an has done so many things.
The original self collapsed to the point of being close to suicide, but it was also deliberately done by Lin Xi'an, Lin Xi'an had long wanted to completely solve himself, and on that ordinary rainy night, when no one knew, he quietly destroyed himself.
If it weren't for the problem with that bottle of sleeping pills, maybe she would have been dead a long time ago, and perhaps, this was all Lin Xi'an wanted to get.
"Do you know about sleeping pills?" Ji Ran looked at Ander in front of him and asked in a low voice, "Are you ......?"
Ji Ran didn't know what kind of mood she was feeling at this time, did she still want to get a positive answer? She looked at the boy in front of her, after chasing her for two years, Ji Ran finally let go of her mouth and was with the person in front of her, and now it seems that she saw the wrong person at that time.
She thought she was a lifelong beloved, but she didn't expect it to be a demon who coveted her beauty.
Ji Ran only felt a chill in her back, but fortunately, she was finally sober at this time, looking back on the past four years, there was nothing worth recalling, it was a real failure to think about it.
"I know. Ender nodded, "And I didn't stand in the way." ”
Ander lowered his head, he was silent, as if he was waiting for Ji Ran's sentence, he couldn't bear the torture in his heart, maybe he should have chosen to confess all this a long time ago. Take a hundred plating "I said that I am the Shadow Queen Claw Book House" The latest chapter is free to read for the first time.