Chapter 70: Thoughts Like a Tide (I)

It's like a flying bird, which I can't touch, like a small fish playing in the water, which makes me look away. Your little by little color dyes my heart, like an indelible fragrance, which makes me obsessed. As long as I think of your embrace, I will smile, and you who are immersed in my world are like flowers blooming in my home, beautiful and fragrant, and want to give you everything I have.

The winter wind is not as slow as the summer wind, its strength is irresistible, as if a powerful hurricane is unstoppable, so that I am a lone ranger at a loss, I can only hide under the tree and pray for all safety. Looking at the sunset that came early, looking at the amusement park with no one in the distance, I want to experience it with you, I want to be by your side. Memories are buried at every step. If you are willing to return, the wishes I have made that I want to fulfill with you one by one will definitely be fulfilled immediately. I would like to be your strong backing, so that you can understand that you are not alone in the difficulty.

Since we didn't see each other, some unfinished business has disappeared with it, and the lonely figure has become a true portrayal of me today, without exaggerating or embellishing my sadness. I often think of you, like a choppy tide, and in your absence, will you be like me? I miss the good old days we had, and in these lonely days, I have no choice but to remember you. If I didn't have the shackles of an artist, I would have continued to look for you everywhere, and I always believed that you were by my side and close to me. The days passed tediously, but I never forgot you, I thought about you all the time, I couldn't help but worry about your safety, I never heard it, I didn't hear anything, my heart was gradually falling to the bottom.

I love you so much that I can't measure this love with flowery words. My heart is full of passion for you, different from others, overflowing from the left mouth of my heart, I don't know when, I just know that I will love you every minute and every second, and my breathing will not stop for a moment, love is closely connected, and I can't try to count my love for you. Every time I think you will have the courage to take the phone, but you can't receive it, there are tens of thousands of missed calls, all telling me that I really miss you, I don't know what to do, what to do before you can understand, in order to believe in my sincerity.

How are you? Are there any strange things in the quiet days? You know what? Your departure is like a painful dream I have had, in the unknown time, I want to have you by my side. Like an unbreakable thread, I endured day after day, and I don't know if I should wait for this moment now? Even if darkness falls, even if I spend a cold night alone, do you understand my mixed thoughts?

This season without you, loneliness continues to creep in, walking on empty streets, collars up, aimlessly, and with heavy steps. In the cold winter, my heart is like a fallen leaf being trampled on the feet of passers-by, painful, the road still has to continue to move forward, when carefully taking steps, I can't help but burst into tears, it is estimated that it is a sad winter, let me recall the past, like the withered leaves, let me can't help it. I'm still alone, waiting for you, waiting, as the long time passes, I hope you don't be late again, and you must tell me the news of your return.

The night was dark, and the surroundings of the nursing home were quiet, with the occasional cat meow. Because of the arrival of winter, people who like to go out for a walk after dinner end up at home watching TV programs, and only the street lamps accompany the lonely night, with orange lights, bringing the only warmth to the whole winter.

In the room where his grandmother lived, the old man sang a children's song to the night sky, the vague lyrics were vague, but it was the longing for Song Shiling, and the desolate and hoarse voice floated in the air, and it reached the girl's ears for a while. Song Shiling was eating dinner, heard the singing, and then briefly raised the corners of her mouth, it was her favorite lullaby when she was a child, every time she couldn't sleep, she and her sister would make a fuss, clamoring for her sleeping grandmother to sing to them. Dean Xiao sat across the dining table, saw this, smiled, and said gently: "After eating, go and coax grandma to sleep, it's not early." I'll tell you about my grandmother later. "

After dinner, walked into the old man's room to feed his grandmother medicine, and coaxed the old man to sleep, Song Shiling sat beside the dean obediently and listened to what happened to her grandmother in previous years.

No one has paid attention to the vicissitudes of the old man, only Dean Xiao has paid attention. That year's grandmother was suffering from dementia, most of the memories were unconsciously discarded by her own hands, and she walked on the street in a daze, the dean at that time was preparing a plan for the activities of the nursing home, and was buying clothes suitable for the elderly in the shopping mall, hearing the loud reprimands of the security guards, and sternly driving away, the dean did not hesitate to take the old man away.

She recognized her grandmother, who had been living in a nursing home for some time, and because he had lost too many relatives and became insane and sick, the old man quickly became the special object of the director's attention.

"Mother-in-law, why aren't you obediently at home?"

"I... I want to take Shiling home. "

From that time on, the dean began to look for all the news about Song Shiling, but unfortunately, there was no result. At first, the dean thought that it would be because she was killed by gangsters, and Shiling also passed away, but fate was destined to meet, and today, ten years later, Song Shiling appeared in front of her alive.

"Mother-in-law, why don't you wait at home?"

"Shiling couldn't find her way every time, and only when I waited outside the house could my child find his way home. "

"When does your child usually come back?"

"Week... Six days to go. "

Dean Xiao turned on his mobile phone and looked at the date, today is indeed in the weekend period, from that day, Dean Xiao remembered his grandmother's actions, as long as it is a weekend, she will strictly guard the elderly, not let the old people run around at will, although they always get sick and go crazy everywhere because of the obstruction, but life safety is so important, and the delirious old people are not allowed to mess around.

After listening to everything narrated by the dean, Song Shiling understood everything. She is grateful to the director for her care and is determined to adjust her mindset and take care of every elderly person in the nursing home.

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The next day, the weather was not good, the light rain turned cloudy, the night rain did not evaporate quickly, and the ground was still wet early in the morning. Wu Yu, who got up the next day, had a hot forehead, a blocked nose, poor breathing, and a sore throat, and finally got out of bed with weak limbs.

It's the first time I've had such a bad cold. He didn't tell anyone, he just wanted to carry it himself, there was a program filmed outdoors today, and as a resident guest, he had to be absent from the first filming this morning. After rummaging in the cabinet for a long time, he finally found out the cold, put aside two grains and swallowed them in one bite, and planned to go back to the room to make up for sleep, but Xiao Su opened the door very uncomfortably and asked him to wash up and prepare quickly.

He was lying on the railing of the staircase aisle and refused to move, Xiao Su looked for himself for a long time, and finally waited for the elevator to open, but Wu Yu didn't plan to move, just wanted to lie on the cold railing to cool down.

The endless stream of vehicles on the roadway is congested, the engine continues to whisper, the car is still shaking slightly, and in his spare time, Wu Yu is lying weakly in the commercial car, his heart is full of sadness. He didn't want to believe it, the girl who was still holding his hand and looking forward to the future with him one second, disappeared the next second, he was so tired that he didn't have any strength to sit in the co-pilot, he lowered all the windows, let the cold wind baptize himself, and completely ignored the little Su Se in the driver's seat.

"Dude, how hot are you!" Xiao Su was crazy cold, and quickly raised all the windows of the car, and then locked them.

The congested section of the road began to unobstructed, and as soon as the car drove a few meters away, the man did not answer, but looked at Xiao Su and asked questioningly: "Let you investigate where Shiling is, is there any news?"

Suddenly, Xiao Su was dumbfounded when he asked this question, as if he was choked by an invisible hand. I was too busy to forget about it, but I didn't dare to explain it frankly, after all, Song Shiling is very important in Wu Yu's heart at the moment, and when it's over, the little ancestor will definitely be mad, how to answer to reassure him?

"What are you thinking?" Wu Yu frowned, and his face gradually sank.

Xiao Su glanced at Wu Yu and threw out a vague sentence: "I'm still investigating, and it may be a few days before I get a reply." "

Suddenly, the man sighed in his heart that it was so dangerous, and it seemed that he had to speed up and find Shiling quickly. Otherwise, Wu Yu knew that he had been deceived, and he would definitely not be able to eat and walk around.

Wu Yu smiled bitterly: "What is this girl thinking about all day long?

He has not been comforted for a long time, his brows are loose, the corners of his mouth are provoked with a trace of arc, his indifferent expression is full of self-deprecation, his expression seems to have everything expected, Song Shiling is really hard-hearted and impersonal.

After a long time, Xiao Su whispered, "Don't worry, we will find her, and she will come back." "

Wu Yu looked out the window and responded indifferently: "I hope." "

Glancing at the little ancestor, Xiao Su pressed the painful temple, re-hung the forward gear, and walked away.

When he reached the end of the line, because motor vehicles were not allowed to enter or leave, Xiao Su had no choice but to stop the car, still holding the steering wheel in his hand, and turned his head to ask the people around him what they would like to eat? Before he opened his mouth, he saw Wu Yu get out of the car while pushing the car door, leaving a sentence: "Just buy bread for me." "

This is the tacit understanding that has been cultivated, and there is no need to wait for him to ask, Wu Yu naturally understands.

Just as he was about to turn around and walk into the set, suddenly Wu Yu's head was dizzy, making him instantly unable to kneel.

Xiao Su hurriedly jumped out of the car in a panic, hurriedly helped Wu Yu up, and asked worriedly, "Is there anything wrong?"

Because of the cold, Wu Yu broke out in a cold sweat but refused to tell Xiao Su that he was sick, the reason was really stupid, because he had to make an announcement, as long as the show did well and was affirmed by the chairman, Xiao Su could have the motivation to help him find Song Shiling quickly.

He pretended to be calm and shook his head, but Xiao Su felt that the man in front of him was not good, and just as he was about to speak, the voice of the staff urging came from the set.

was really forced to do so, Xiao Su could only turn his head awkwardly and smile and say that he would be there soon, and then pushed Wu Yu into the shooting scene.

The director first said hello to Wu Yu, and then handed him the script and said, "There are female guests doing a show with you today?"

Female guest, why didn't Xiao Su tell me? Wu Yu turned his face sharply and stared at Xiao Su behind him, Xiao Su looked back, his eyes were full of helplessness, obviously the assistant was also deceived.

What should Shi Ling do when she sees this? Wu Yu couldn't help but panic in his heart, and his hand holding the script was trembling slightly.

At this time, a woman walked over slowly and asked curiously, "Director, who is with me as a guest?" After finishing speaking, the three big men raised their eyes and looked at each other, and their throats instantly became astringent.