Chapter 27: What is loneliness?

"Nope. ”

Shu Xiaoman's head shook firmly, affirmatively and categorically, like a sharp blade cutting off the glimmer of hope that Yang Zhen had just ignited.

"Why don't you go home and ask your elders?"

Yang Zhen had no choice but to shut up, he also wanted to ask about this, but the "old man" used his life to perfectly interpret the seven words of the dragon seeing the head but not the end - he can't be contacted until now, and he lives like the classic parents in the novel who give the protagonist a good hatred and retire. Yang Zhen was helpless and depressed about this, and he couldn't shake out the affairs of the system.

It seems that we can only wait for the auction, but the auction will take another month, what should we do with this month's time? Who can guarantee that the Zhang family will not make a sudden move? Yang Zhen knew that he was able to slash Zhang Jiahao with one knife last time, and luck accounted for a large component, and if it was proportionally divided, Zhang Jiahao's cultivation was high, but he was not a real master, and this factor accounted for 20%; it was 30% if he was surprised by the system; and the remaining 50% was all due to luck -- who told Zhang Jiahao to die so well that he had to merge with the mountain ghosts, and his Ghost Pill Guogang had a damage bonus to all evil creatures.

But luck is not available every day, in case Kang is in a bad mood one day and comes to an invincible Hot Wheels, he can only wait for death.

"Ann~ I'll cover you. Shu Xiaoman patted his chest and promised.

"You've only refined your qi, right?" Yang Zhen was not angry, he didn't understand why this girl liked to be a royal sister so much.

"Heaven must not be divulged. Shu Xiaoman looked mysterious, "Anyway, don't worry about this, you have to listen carefully in class in the future, do you hear!"

Listen well......

Yang Zhen couldn't laugh or cry, he remembered the admission letter sent by the Massachusetts Institute of Technology at home. If it weren't for tracking down drug lords, he would have been in Massachusetts by now......

Yang Zhen noticed the girl's expression, not like a joke, he suddenly reacted:

"You...... You came to me for dinner today, shouldn't it be for this?"

"yes. Shu Xiaoman took it for granted, "I'm a member of the study committee~ I have to take care of the stamina in the class." ”

"Why am I staminated?"

"Isn't it time to sleep in class all day?"

"This ......," Yang Zhen was full of black lines, "I won't mention it for the time being." Don't you think that as a cultivator, it's really weak to be entangled in language, mathematics, mathematics, physics and chemistry all day long?"

In fact, Yang Zhen wanted to say this sentence a long time ago, Shu Xiaoman is different from him, he is very attentive in every class, and his homework is completed well, and he is a member of the study committee in the class...... In short, it is a standard three-good student, and the standard is like a female student, not like a cultivator.

Even if you don't wear gold armor and step on auspicious clouds to sweep across the sky, you should still be holding a Malaysia Airlines passenger plane to fall from the sky in the eyes of everyone, and you are still worried about the test results.

Shu Xiaoman was silent for a while:

"Because of loneliness. ”

When she said this, her eyes always reflected the crowded college cafeteria.

Yang Zhen was stunned.

"Don't you feel this way?" Shu Xiaoman asked rhetorically, "Do you think you're different?"

From the day he embarked on the path of cultivating truth, he had this feeling: he felt that he had cultivated the truth, it was different, he didn't care about the world's vision at all, and he looked at those ordinary classmates, and it felt like God was looking at mortals. It's just that he doesn't particularly think about this aspect of the problem, but now Shu Xiaoman has uncovered the window paper that has always been there.

"Actually, I'm the same," Shu Xiaoman whispered, "This is loneliness~ Even if you are in the crowd, even if you are in the downtown area, you will also feel empty." ”

"The emptiness that weighs you down. The girl bowed her head, "the shops on the street, the loud stereos, the towering buildings, the huge advertisements, the pedestrians walking through the traffic lights, and the gentle smile of the proprietress when passing the flower shop...... But you don't feel any of this, as if they were all people hidden in a frame, centuries away from you. ”

The girl quietly weaved the words, weaved a spear of words, and threw it into the softest place in Yang Zhen's heart.

That's a resonance.

All living beings are ants...... The power beyond ordinary people, while you enjoy the invisible power, also puts the shackles of loneliness on you.

"Because we're different from others......" Yang Zhen said softly, as if talking to himself.

Shu Xiaoman smiled calmly, with a glimmer in his eyes:

"Angels have wings, we don't, so we are not angels. The devil has magic powers, and we don't, so we're not the devil either. We only have solitude—loneliness soaked in the depths of our souls. At least I ...... That's what I think. ”

"Hmm~"

"Although we are all the same as them from the outside, you know in your heart that you are different from them, because you are a cultivator, only one in a thousand, the only one who can feel the aura of heaven and earth—you see, before you know it, I have started to call 'them' again. Shu Xiaoman smiled bitterly as if he was self-deprecating.

Yang Zhen didn't laugh.

"But we're still human after all~" Shu Xiaoman said, "I don't want to...... Lonely~"

The girl's voice gradually lowered, and Yang Zhen felt that she could understand her.

Trying to do every ordinary thing well, and trying hard to do every ordinary person's expression, she is using this way to prove that she is still a "person" and that she is not lonely. This is also why Shu Xiaoman has to find him to teach him and ask him to listen to the class carefully - she is trying to be a study committee member.

"Okay~ my female school committee. ”

Yang Zhen sighed, and at this moment he made a decision: "I promise you to listen to the class well, at least don't doze off during class, it's always okay, right?"

However, although he said such words, Yang Zhen was lamenting in his heart......

The threat is hidden in the shadows, and there is no telling when a deadly shot will be fired, and it is impossible to sleep well at night, and if you are deprived of even a little rest time in class......

If the course is interesting, it would be fine, but for him, the high school course is like chewing wax, how can he spend his life?

But what can be done? Who let everyone live and die together? Who let this girl rush for him regardless of life and death? Who let Shu Xiaoman be his..................

What about friends?

Shu Xiaoman didn't answer, just looked at Yang Zhen intently, seeing that Yang Zhen almost thought that there was something strange on his face, and then the girl turned her head away.

"It seems like a reluctant one. She said, then turned her face and looked at Yang Zhen...... No, I glared at him.

"Please, you just want to be the model of the whole school, and that's not how the king is ......."

"Uh~" Yang Zhen was speechless, "Yes~ my fault, my fault...... The school committee taught me a lesson. ”

"Huh~"

Shu Xiaoman gave him a roll of his eyes.

"I'm also good for you~ Our school rules are strict, don't make any punishment when the time comes, are you ashamed?"

"Don't be afraid. Yang Zhen smiled.

"Don't take what I said seriously~!" Shu Xiaoman straightened his expression and said in a low voice, "There are a lot of people in the school who want to get rid of you now, just waiting to pull your pigtails~ Don't think that everything will be fine with the principal covered, and the principal can't protect you if they come up with regulations." Especially the Terminator, you have to be careful with his lessons. ”

"Terminator?" Yang Zhen was stunned.

The Terminator is the nickname of their class history teacher, named for his unsmiling and stern personality, and legend has it that no one dares to look at him for more than three seconds, because you will feel like you are staring at the tip of a knife up close.

So most of the students are very afraid of him.

He also has a trick up his sleeve: having you stand in front of the classroom with your bag on for an entire class — if you violate his classroom discipline.

But what Yang Zhen doesn't understand is Shu Xiaoman's statement, it sounds like the "Terminator" is now holding on to himself, but how did he offend others?

"What, you don't know?" Shu Xiaoman couldn't believe it, and when he saw Yang Zhen shaking his head blankly, he lowered his voice and explained:

"The Terminator is Wei Yuanzhi's uncle. ”

Now Yang really understood.

"Got it. ”

Yang Zhen decided to pay more attention and try not to leave any handle for the other party - Shu Xiaoman's face can't be left unavoided, he doesn't want to cause trouble.