Chapter 4 I don't want to face the pain of loss
This cute dog is really stupid enough.
Lu Dan lowered his eyes and looked at Wang Mengmeng, then stretched out his hand and handed her a tissue: "Wipe." ”
Ay?
Wang Mengmeng was puzzled.
Lu Dan stretched out his hand and pointed quickly at the side of his face, Wang Mengmeng took out his mobile phone and took a photo, only to find the red lip prints on his face, and couldn't help laughing.
Does that make you laugh too?
If it were me, maybe it would be rigid in an instant......
Lu Dan remembered the first family he had adopted, and that family had a little girl in addition to himself. That little girl, who seems to be only three years old, especially likes to stick to Lu Dan. As long as he sees Lu Dan, he will giggle and run over to hug and kiss.
But Lu Dan never hugged her once, and never kissed her. But that little thing never seems to stay away because of Lu Dan's indifference, in order to speed up the cultivation of feelings, Lu Dan was "requested" by his adoptive parents to watch TV in the living room together in the living room during cartoon time every night.
Since the death of his parents, Lu Dan no longer likes cartoons, but now he doesn't seem to have the right to say "no".
When he sat down on the sofa, the little girl happily pounced and kissed Lu Dan on the face.
Lu Dan was so ossified.
He doesn't move, he doesn't laugh, he doesn't react. He didn't even know that the little girl fell from his body to the ground because of too much force, and it wasn't until the sound of wawa crying sounded that Lu Dan came back to his senses.
But because of this fall, the little girl's teeth bit her lips, and her mouth was full of blood.
Lu Dan was sent back to the children's welfare home, and the lady who smiled kindly at him when she adopted him called him a "monster".
Monsters without feelings.
"It's not that the kid doesn't have feelings, he just doesn't know how to express them. When someone has intimate contact with him, his body will close itself off because he doesn't know how to react. ”
This is what the psychological counseling expert invited by Dean Lin of the "Sprout" Children's Welfare Institute for Lu Dan said.
"All the joys, sorrows, and sorrows are a burden to him. This may have something to do with his childhood experience, so the best way is to give him time to slowly resolve the sadness in his heart and slowly learn to express his emotions. ”
Perhaps because of this trauma, Dean Lin gave Lu Dan more attention and warmth, and his own excellence also made him have the attention of the adopted family than other children.
There are many people who come in the spirit of being able to warm his heart, but they all leave disappointed......
A hand suddenly grabbed Lu Dan's sleeve, and then pulled it tightly.
Lu Dan, who suddenly came back to his senses, saw a concerned face.
It was the "cute dog", she looked at herself with her bright eyes, full of sadness, and asked, "Are you okay?"
Lu Dan's eyebrows furrowed slightly.
"Is there anything that makes you unhappy?" Wang Mengmeng asked.
The originally relaxed heart suddenly shrouded in a layer of faint sadness, and this feeling made her want to cry.
After this period of time, Wang Mengmeng has been able to distinguish which emotion is her own and which is Lu Dan's.
It's just that she doesn't understand why Lu Dan suddenly became so sad. Are there any unpleasant memories that come to mind?
Lu Dan looked at Wang Mengmeng quietly, and slowly, withdrew his arm.
"Are you all okay?" the uncle just now walked over with a smile on his face and asked, "You're not scared, are you?"
Lu Dan nodded slightly to the uncle and called "Dean Gao".
It turns out that this smiling uncle is the director of the nursing home, no wonder he has such a way!
Dean Gao nodded first, and then asked the social worker aunt to organize the old people to return to the recreation room first and wait for the start of the activity for a while.
The old people reluctantly left, and one of the grandmothers wearing glasses still held Wang Mengmeng's hand and said vigorously, "You must show us a whirlwind leg in a while!"
Wang Mengmeng simply agreed, and the old grandmother left with a happy smile.
"Thank you young people for your hard work," Dean Gao looked at the young people in front of him who were "like stars", and sighed sincerely, "There are not many young people who want to visit the old people now." I look at these old people every day, and all I think is that they are so lonely. ”
Speaking of this, Dean Gao sighed: "You probably don't know, people come to the nursing home when they are old, and there is no difference between children going to kindergarten, and they look forward to their children coming to pick them up every day." Once, our Grandma Li chased after her son's car, and while running, she asked, 'When can you come to see me?' and 'Don't forget to take me back'...... We listened to it, and our hearts were very sour. ”
Wang Mengmeng listened to Dean Gao's words, and looked at the old people sitting together and laughing in the entertainment room in the hall, and felt very sad.
It is said that when people are old, they will be happier when they come to the nursing home and have many elderly people as companions, but in fact, in their hearts, what they miss the most is their home and their family......
"That'...... That Grandma Lin, what's going on? Why are you going to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with all the people?" Mi Ke said, flicking his arm that was hurt by the crutches in displeasure, "and beating people." ”
"I'm sorry, little girl, you must not be like Grandma Lin. Dean Gao solemnly apologized to Mi Ke, and then led everyone to sit down on the sofa in the reception room, "Speaking of which, this Grandma Lin and her lover Grandpa Zheng are still a pair of legends. When the two of them were in love, Grandpa Zheng was beaten to the right P. Everyone, including Grandma Lin's family, forced her to draw a line with Grandpa Zheng, but she refused. I heard that she came together with Grandpa Zheng by overcoming all difficulties and risking being locked up in the cowshed. At that time, you young people didn't understand, and although I was still young at that time, I did see some human suffering. They have endured far more hardships than we imagined. ”
"So, Grandma Lin just mistook everyone for the bad guy who wanted to break up her and Grandpa Zheng?" asked Wang Mengmeng.
Zhen Grandpa Zheng Lu Dan glanced at Wang Mengmeng coldly.
Dean Gao couldn't help laughing: "However, it is this kind of suffering that makes their love exceptionally strong." After all the hardships, Grandpa Zheng was rehabilitated and became a professor at a university, and the two of them lived happily. ”
"This kind of love is so beautiful. Mi Ke sighed sincerely, and she suddenly forgave Grandma Lin for what she had just done to her.
"Yes. Dean Gao nodded.
"So, is Grandpa Zheng also in the nursing home?" or ......," Erha asked.
"Grandpa Zheng......" Dean Gao muttered, "his health is not very good, and he has been hospitalized." As for Grandma Lin, she has Alzheimer's disease, and there are many things that she has forgotten. The children are busy, and she often runs out of the house, in order to take care of her, the children hired nannies, but each nanny will be driven away by Grandma Lin. Later, Grandpa Zheng and Grandma Lin came to our Jingxin Nursing Home. Luckily, she still likes it and is happy to live here...... But later, Grandpa Zheng's health became worse and worse, and a few days ago, he was admitted to the intensive care unit. Their children wanted to take Grandma Lin to see Grandpa Zheng, but Grandma Lin said that she would not leave the nursing home......"
"Why do people who love each other so much forget each other in the end?"
"Maybe it's because I'm afraid of facing the pain of loss......," Wang Mengmeng sighed softly.
Lu Dan looked at her deeply.
This cute dog always seems to empathize with other people's pain.
Is this a special feature?
Similar to Batman......
What the hell was I thinking?!
Lu Dan couldn't help but want to touch his forehead.
It's like going back to the feeling I had when I was a kid.,There's a hint of inexplicable reverie about everything.
Could it be that not only did he begin to experience the joys, sorrows, and sorrows that he hadn't had in the past ten years, but even the childish fantasies that he had long since abandoned came out of his mind?
When did "Pandora's Box" start to open......
"Dean Gao!"
Suddenly, the social worker aunt hurriedly ran over and said to Dean Gao with an anxious face: "Oh no, Grandma Lin injured one of our social workers and ran out of the nursing home!"