Chapter 49

I have suddenly lost interest in the story that Yu Zecheng is telling, and I am inexplicably interested.

There was a gap in my heart that I couldn't describe with pain and despair. It was a loss that could not be afforded even more than the loss of life.

That's right, the kids.

I just want to know where the kids are. No matter whose children they were, they had no connection with them like this, and my heart had nowhere to put it.

Yu Zecheng said that he can tell me everything I want to know, but I can't fully believe what he says, and I can't help but have all kinds of questions.

But who else can I turn to but him now?

While An Xu and I were having dinner, Jiang Nan returned. He looked tired, and his listlessness looked extremely tired.

I asked him if he had dinner, and he said he had no appetite and went to take a shower.

An Xu and I looked at each other, feeling very sorry for him, but I felt that I couldn't help him.

Jiang Nan came out of the shower and went directly into the bedroom, An Xu followed and asked about Mr. Zhuzhou's situation, he couldn't wait.

I also silently followed the past to listen, and now the first-hand information I got from Jiangnan is definitely more complete and comprehensive than the news on live TV.

But Jiang Nan was so tired that he fell asleep after saying a few words. Aside from what has already been described on live television, we have heard only one different sentence.

Jiang Nan said: "Wake up is wake up, but the whole person's ideology is confused. ”

Seeing that Jiang Nan had fallen asleep, we had to leave to let him rest.

When he came to the study, An Xu kept pacing, muttering to himself: "What does it mean that the whole person's ideology is confused? Could it be that his intelligence has been affected?"

I ignored him, instead of making all kinds of speculations here, it was better to wait for Jiang Nan to wake up and ask him well.

An Xu was troubled for a while, so he went to the living room and continued to tinker with his computer.

I took the book and flipped through it absentmindedly. With a book in his hand, his eyes were browsing the lines, but he didn't look at it at all.

I didn't know what this book was about.

I took a blanket and lay down on the tatami mat in the bay window and flipped through the books, flipping through them and falling asleep.

I don't know how long it took, but suddenly in a haze, I felt Jiangnan sitting next to me.

He reached out and stroked my hair and said, "I'm sorry for your hard work." Hold on for me a little longer, and I'll always remember all that you've done for me. ”

I could hear him clearly, and the fresh, charming smell of him lingered in my nose.

I was awake, but I was asleep, pretending to be asleep.

Jiang Nan was walking around the study, and I secretly observed him, trying to see what he was doing.

He kept walking around the shelves, taking things and putting them back in. After he left, I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, and then I actually fell asleep.

In my sleep, I came to the cottage again, and this time I saw a scene of clouds and storms.

I didn't go into the hut, but wandered around it.

In the distance, there is a thick fog, is that the Misty Forest? Passing through the Misty Forest, it is a nightmare world.

My dreams have been lingering in the Hideaway, and I haven't really entered the nightmare world. In that world, will there be Jiangnan? What is he doing?

I suddenly wanted to check it out. So I walked involuntarily towards the Misty Forest.

But just as I was about to arrive, Su Gongzi appeared in front of me and blocked me.

"Su Li, what are you going to do?" Su Gongzi stood in the wind and asked me with a solemn face.

I was not surprised by his presence, I said, "Everyone dreams, and the desires in my heart are hidden in the nightmare world, and I want to go there to find the answer!"

Su Gongzi followed my gaze and looked in the direction of the Misty Forest, and asked me in a deep voice, "What answer do you want to find?"

I said, "I want to get my lost memories back." ”

Su Gongzi smiled slightly and said, "I knew now, why bother at the beginning." ”

I was stunned for a moment, but I immediately understood what he meant: Did I take the initiative to forget about that?

Su Gongzi seemed to hear my heart, and he said, "That's right! The ones you forgot are exactly what you want to forget!"

There was a pain in my heart, a heart-rending pain that rusted my heart.

"Master Su, there is a gap in my heart that makes life worse than death. "I was in tears, and I was pouring out my heart in pain.

"What you want, in the end, you find out that it is not fulfillment, but missing. Su Gongzi said affirmatively.

"What are those memories I've lost? What's the gap in my heart? I can't live like this, it's meaningless. I cried.

"Isn't your current life able to make you feel happy?" asked me with a serious expression.

"That's right, I'm not happy, the gap in my heart is bleeding all the time, and the pain is unbearable. ”

I stroked my chest, but I felt the blood gushing out. There was a shocking amount of blood all over my body, hands, and ground.

I looked at Su Gongzi blankly, wanting to beg her to save me, but I couldn't make a sound.

Su Gongzi looked at the direction of the misty forest with a solemn expression, and said: "The love you longed for, the man who loved you well, and the life of worry-free food and clothing, these are all already owned by you, but you can't feel happy." ”

His words hit me in the sore spot and hit the nail on the head.

"So what do you want?

The breeze in Su Gongzi's direction became stronger and stronger, and his figure gradually blurred, and I knew that I was going to wake up.

Slowly waking up, I opened my eyes and looked at the study in front of me in a daze: where is this?

I looked at my clothes, I don't know when I bought this pajamas, and I looked at my eyes.

I sat still, confused, and couldn't figure out for a moment where it was, whether it was reality or a dream.

I walked towards the door in a trance, reaching for the doorknob, but the door was suddenly pushed open and a man walked in.

A tall and handsome man.

Who is he?

I couldn't help but take two steps back, looking at the man in front of me in surprise, a little familiar but unable to remember his identity.

"Who are you?" I asked, trying to keep myself composed.

The man was visibly stunned, staring at me with a deep gaze, the kind of obvious scrutiny.

"Who are you?" I asked, raising my voice, as I kept backing away and picked up the baseball bat next to the bookshelf.

The man looked at the baseball bat in my hand and said calmly: "Su Li, you put the baseball bat down, don't get excited......"

"Who are you, I ask you?" I asked again.

I'm so angry right now that I don't know why the man in front of me didn't answer my question.

He said, "I am your husband, Gangnam!"