An Xu was beaten by me and wailed, but he didn't resist or dodge.

I stopped and sat beside him and looked at him with a smile.

An Xu covered his head and said pitifully: "Naked Hongmen banquet! I take back my previous words!"

I asked him curiously, "What do you say?" ”

He said angrily: "That's it! Say you're different from before! I'll take it back!"

I looked at the clock on the wall, smiled at him and said, "It's almost 11 o'clock, tell me about it." ”

An Xu said angrily: "I have taken back that sentence, so I don't need to say it anymore!"

I said, "That's not going to work! ”

An Xu looked at the watch on his wrist, thought for a while and said, "Okay, I'll do a good deed and help you find memories." ”

"But I haven't told anyone about it, so you'd better not tell my brother. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and blurted out to him, "So mysterious, could it be that I have done something unseemly?"

An Xu glanced at me and said, "It's almost, anyway, it's very bad." Do you still want to hear it?"

He looked at me a little strangely, the indescribable complexity and a little sad.

Of course I want to know, though I don't understand how necessary it would be to get back my lost memories.

So I nodded resolutely and said, "Tell me, I want to know." ”

An Xu looked at me, as if hesitating. Later, he seemed to have made up his mind and took the initiative to lean over next to me.

I was stunned by his gesture and asked him, "Why are you so close to me?"

An Xu whispered: "The thing I'm about to talk about is very bad, I'm afraid of being heard by a third person." ”

I agreed with him, because for some reason I always felt like I was being watched by someone at all times.

So, An Xu was next to me and said to me in a very low voice: "Do you know that you once tempted me in a heinous way. ”

When he said this, my eyes widened with fright. I glared at him, but he looked miserable.

He continued to say to me in a very low voice: "When I was 17 years old, one day you asked me if I wanted to try my sister-brother relationship, and you could give me a sparring partner. ”

I looked at An Xu and was so shocked by what he said that I couldn't keep my mouth shut. Have I ever done such a thing? Why?

I suddenly understood now why he was talking to me at such a low volume.

I was a little speechless from surprise. If what he said was true, I wouldn't believe I was saying such a ridiculous thing because I loved him.

I was already 30 years old when he was 17 years old, and at the age of 30, I would never fall in love with a 17-year-old little hairy child.

He said that I grew up watching him, and he and Jiangnan are cousins, which means that Jiangnan and I have known each other since childhood.

Since there is 24-year-old Jiang Nan, how could I have that kind of affection for 17-year-old An Xu?

But I can't remember anything, and there is no way to verify whether what An Xu said is true or not, because if such a thing is true, only me and him will know.

If Jiang Nan also knew, how could he still let him come and live at home with me?

My mind was racing rapidly, and I didn't even notice An Xu's eyes.

Until he said, "You're still so quick-witted, you're still like a cheetah." ”

I was shocked and asked him, "Am I... At that time... Did you eat it all and wipe it clean?"

This sentence came out of excessive nervousness and worry, and I even forgot to be quiet.

An Xu's face changed suddenly, and he said hatefully in a very low and low voice: "How is it possible! You were just fooling me at that time!"

I looked at him and quickly caught the odd in his eyes.

I hurriedly got up and went into the bathroom, in fact, I was at a loss for what to do.

I hurriedly washed my face again, and the cold water calmed me down a lot.

Then I walked out casually and said to An Xu, "I'm going to read in the study." ”

An Xu let out an "oh", and was busy on the laptop without raising his head.

When I pushed open the study door and entered, I looked back at An Xu.

I noticed that he was gnawing on his left thumb and seemed a little nervous.

I sat down in front of the computer and clicked on my book "Pigs Are Everything", but I didn't focus on reading it.

What An Xu said to me just now now occupies my entire mind, constantly hovering and lingering.

I have to admit that I didn't believe him right away at first, I was just shocked.

But when I saw An Xu nervously gnawing his fingers, I was completely convinced.

Sitting quietly in front of the computer at this moment, I asked myself in my heart: why did I do such a ridiculous and shameful act back then?

Now I don't have any memories related to An Xu in my mind, but the action of his fingers, I know very well that it means that he is very nervous.

Perhaps that incident had already left a shadow in his heart.

At this moment, I am very sad. I don't understand and I can't remember.

But my heart was suffering from self-condemnation and scourging for knowing this.

I didn't even dare to ask what happened because it was too stupid and terrible.

It became a burden and weighed firmly on my heart.

What kind of person was I before? Now, I desperately want to regain my lost memories.

In the past, would I really be as bad and bad as An Xu said?

He said that I had almost lost my conscience, what had I done to get such an evaluation?

Something must have happened back then, and I even think that there must have been a lot of unbearable things now, so I will choose to forget about them, right?

What kind of unbearable past happened?

I sat down in front of the bay window again and looked down, and it was quiet outside the window, and there were not many people moving outside.

Even if you can see someone, they are all in a hurry.

The epidemic has not passed, and now it has become a global plague, when will this catastrophe pass?

I suddenly thought of taking a shower in Jiangnan, maybe it was a kind of protection, after all, I was pregnant, and as a doctor, he must be more careful.

I sat in front of the window and looked out at the scenery for a long time.

The mind went from chaotic cranky thoughts, and slowly to a simple daze where the brain was blank.

Suddenly a long whistle rang on my phone, and it was my WeChat prompt tone.

I came back to my senses, turned to look at my phone on my desk, and was stunned for several minutes.

It wasn't until the WeChat prompt sounded again that I got up to get my phone.

I clicked on it and saw that it was sent by Yu Zecheng.

He asked me, "What are you doing?"

The second is: "Why don't you speak?"

It seems that this netizen is used to chatting with typing, and every time every message is in the form of text.

I then typed back, and I said, "I didn't do anything, I was just in a daze." ”

He asked me, "Are you bored?" I'll tell you a story, would you like to hear it?"

I said, "Yes! Thank you!"

He also said, "The written form is helpful for your memory, so I'll type it to you, and don't interrupt me in the middle." ”

I said, "Okay, I got it." ”

It felt so familiar, but I couldn't remember it.