Chapter 37: Will You Be Like You Are Now?
With red eyes, Wang Ziwen clasped her hands tightly and said nervously: "It's my uncle who asked me to take care of you." ”
"I said, no, this is the last time I remind you that you are not allowed to step into my house again without my permission. ”
If it weren't for the unpleasant quarrel with Su Xiaowan before, he would not have agreed to his family's request, and he had nothing to do with Wang Ziwen.
Tears of bean size slipped down his eyes, and the petite and pitiful appearance made people who watched it unbearable.
Even women are reluctant to hurt her.
Su Xiaowan looked at Qin Yiyang with a smile on her face, a little curious about his next reaction.
She wants to see if Qin Yiyang, who has always been indifferent and ruthless, will know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade.
However, after all, Su Xiaowan was not disappointed, Qin Yiyang turned a blind eye to Wang Ziwen's pity, and was as cold as at the beginning: "Get out." ”
Wang Ziwen was so frightened that she looked at her in fear, seeing that Qin Yiyang was really angry, she didn't dare to be presumptuous and coquettish.
No matter how aggrieved and angry he was, he didn't dare to say anything in front of Qin Yiyang.
She glared at Su Xiaowan viciously, and all of them vented their anger on her.
Su Xiaowan was very innocent in her heart, she provoked someone to provoke whom, she was inexplicably hated by others, why was she so unlucky, she knew that she should have gone upstairs to avoid it just now, she shouldn't be curious.
Qin Yiyang hugged Su Xiaowan, and all the indifference gradually turned into tenderness when he looked at her again: "I'm sorry for what happened just now." ”
Su Xiaowan glanced at the hands on her shoulders and was silent.
Qin Yiyang was afraid that Su Xiaowan would misunderstand, so he was angry, and explained: "It's all forced by my father, I really have no choice but to perfunctory." ”
"But who knows that woman is like a dog's skin plaster, and she can't shake it off, but don't worry, she won't bother you from now on. ”
Su Xiaowan sat on the sofa and picked up an orange, but before she could pick it up, Qin Yiyang took it first.
Neatly picked it up and stuffed it back into her hand.
Su Xiaowan stiffened, looked at the orange in her hand and was stunned for a few seconds, and said, "Actually, you don't have to explain it to me, it's your business, and it has nothing to do with me." ”
The heart is sour and astringent.
It's been almost a month, and Su Xiaowan still hasn't forgiven him.
He had been trying to impress her, but to no avail, she was still so cold.
He leaned back on the couch, rubbing his hands into his brows.
Everything that should be done has been done, Qin Yiyang doesn't know what to do to really get Su Xiaowan's forgiveness.
No matter how difficult the problems he encounters at work, he can easily resolve them, but in the face of emotional matters, he can never solve them properly.
Sensing that Qin Yiyang was depressed on the side, Su Xiaowan was inexplicably a little gambling in her heart.
"You are not young anymore, uncle is worried about your future happiness, the person he found for you will definitely not be bad, the two of you are the right person, you look like a golden boy and a girl, if you can be together, it will definitely be enviable. ”
"Then are you envious?" Qin Yiyang asked rhetorically, paying attention to Su Xiaowan's eyes before speaking, not wanting to miss any trace of emotion in her eyes.
His face froze, and Su Xiaowan didn't know how to respond for a while.
Envy?
She asked herself, if the two of them were really together, it would be more sour and jealous.
Qin Yiyang held Su Xiaowan's hand: "The misunderstanding has been resolved, from now on, there will only be you and a woman by my side." ”
Before the change, Su Xiaowan would definitely be moved, but now, there are more doubts than being moved.
After going through so many things, she no longer has such confidence and expectations for her feelings.
When all the dreams are shattered, all that's left is bad news.
Even if this dream continues, there will be lingering palpitations, and you don't have the initial expectation and trust.
Qin Yiyang knew that it would take a long time for Su Xiaowan to see that his sincerity was not overnight.
Su Xiaowan didn't refuse his touch, he was already very happy, and this was a good start for him.
I don't know what's going on at night these days, and whenever I lie down and just fall asleep, I wake up from a nightmare.
When I woke up, I was sweating profusely, and it was difficult to fall asleep.
Hearing the shouting from the bedroom, Qin Yiyang hurriedly ran from the study and looked at her nervously: "Have a nightmare again?"
Su Xiaowan stared at Qin Yiyang for a while, then nodded, "I dreamed of my father." ”
Qin Yiyang stepped forward with heavy steps and hugged Su Xiaowan in his arms, feeling very guilty: "I'm sorry." ”
The lips were clenched together, although she wanted to blame and scold Qin Yiyang a few words, but when she thought that even if she published it, it would not solve the problem, it would only make each other miserable, and she suppressed the resentment in her heart.
"Tomorrow I want to see him. ”
Qin Yiyang was silent for a few seconds and said, "I'll accompany you tomorrow morning." ”
Su Xiaowan did not refuse.
Since he decided to stay, sooner or later he would have to choose to forgive Qin Yiyang.
Sooner or later, he will also have to make amends to Su's father.
Early the next morning, Qin Yiyang sent someone to prepare flowers, and when Su Xiaowan woke up, the two rushed to the cemetery together.
This is the first time Qin Yiyang has come after Su's father's death.
In fact, there were several times when he wanted to come over to visit Su's father, but because of the misunderstanding back then, he couldn't let go of the mustard.
Su Xiaowan stood in front of the tombstone, looking at the photo full of kindness hanging on it, her eyes were sour.
She was half-kneeling on the ground, stretching out her trembling hand to caress the photo, leaning her whole body against the tombstone.
"I often dream of you these days, I know, you must miss me, today I will bring you and your grandson to see you. ”
Mu Ziyin stroked her lower abdomen and smiled gently: "If you are still here, you will be very happy!"
Qin Yiyang put Su Xiaowan on the shoulder: "Don't be too sad, from now on, I will take good care of you instead of Uncle Su." ”
Su Xiaowan shook off Qin Yiyang's hand and distanced herself from him: "If it weren't for you, my dad wouldn't have committed suicide by jumping off the building." ”
Qin Yiyang staggered back two steps, although he did not kill Su's father, he was also an indirect murderer.
If he hadn't laid out the manipulation behind his back, the tragedy wouldn't have happened.
He knelt on the ground and kowtowed to Father Su three times: "I will do my best to make up for the mistakes I made at the beginning." ”
"Uncle Luo understands the righteousness, I think you will be able to forgive me, today I, Qin Yiyang, swear here, I will take care of Su Xiaowan and the child in her belly in this life, if I break my oath, I will personally apologize to Uncle Su. ”
Su Xiaowan froze in place, looking at Qin Yiyang in shock.
I categorically didn't expect him to kneel and kowtow, and the softness in my heart was touched by it.
She wanted to go up and help, but she never had the courage to take a step.
Qin Yiyang got up, walked to Su Xiaowan and helped her up: "The doctor said that you are weak and the ground is cold, don't sit for too long." ”
Su Xiaowan stared at Qin Yiyang for a long time, choking up: "Do you really want to make up for it, or is it because of guilt?"
These two sentences seem to be indistinguishable, but in fact the difference is significant.
Qin Yiyang stroked Su Xiaowan's windswept hair: "Even if it's because of guilt, I want to treat you well from the bottom of my heart." ”
"I turned into hate because of love, and I turned into love because of hate, and my affection for you has remained the same for these three years, and it has never changed. ”
"If you didn't have this child, would you still be the same as you are now?"
"Yes. Qin Yiyang replied decisively.