Chapter 6 The so-called change

Lu Dan raised his eyes, took a deep look at the building with mottled colors under the wind and rain, and slowly stretched out his hand and opened the car door.

"You want to cry, don't you?"

Suddenly, a voice came from behind him.

Lu Dan turned around, and when he saw the person standing in front of him, he couldn't help but be stunned.

Woof...... Moe?

This cute dog looked up at herself, her face was full of tears, and these tears were constantly falling in clusters. And her expression was so sad, just like the pain that was gradually rising in his heart.

"Give. ”

She raised her hand and handed Lu Dan a tissue.

She is the one who should wipe her tears, right?

Lu Dan looked at her indifferently and detachedly, then turned around and opened the car door.

"When you want to cry, you must cry out, otherwise sadness will fill your heart, and the sun will no longer shine in......"

The choked voice behind him said.

Lu Dan saw her sad face reflected in the car window, and her eyes with tears were full of concern.

There is no concern he fears the most, the emotion he wants to escape the most.

Lu Dan's brows furrowed together: "Please don't say strange things." ”

His voice was cold, the background was decisive, he didn't even look at Wang Mengmeng, and sat directly in the car.

Lu Dan didn't go to see Wang Mengmeng, he started the car directly.

Wang Mengmeng in the rearview mirror has been standing there, she still maintains the posture of holding up the tissue, and the face with tears, for some reason, makes Lu Dan's heart, which has never felt pain, hurt fiercely.

Isn't it......

Is something really wrong ,—— your own state?

Lu Dan parked the car a few intersections, then closed his eyes and leaned back on the seat.

"When you want to cry, you must cry out, otherwise sadness will fill your heart, and the sun will no longer shine in......"

Wang Mengmeng's words kept ringing in his ears like magic, over and over again.

"Why is your face so bad, and you're crying again?"

Erha, who was playing a game, saw Wang Mengmeng, who walked into the company with red and swollen eyes, and couldn't help but ask with concern.

Wang Mengmeng did not respond to him, but sat down on the sofa.

"I think I'm terrible. She said.

"Huh?"

Wang Mengmeng in front of her and her sunny were like two people, Erha hesitated for a moment, resolutely threw away the phone, and walked over.

"Didn't you go to see Dean Lin? The result didn't go well?" Erha sat on the chair and looked at Wang Mengmeng with his hands on the back of the chair.

knew that Wang Mengmeng would become like this, he should have insisted on accompanying her. But Wang Mengmeng firmly declared that this was her own business and she must face it herself. Erha, who knew Wang Mengmeng's character, saw this, so he didn't insist anymore.

But looking at her now, she looks like a wilted sunflower, completely devoid of the vitality and vitality of the past.

Wang Mengmeng nodded first, then shook her head.

"At least there is a chance to contact the other party, but," Wang Mengmeng paused, and suddenly felt a wave of frustration, "In short, I feel that I am very bad, always dragging innocent people into trouble." ”

In order to save themselves, Wei Anyang and his wife lost their lives, and their son Wei Feng also lost his parents because of this. Thinking that Wei Feng was abandoned by her adoptive family four times, Wang Mengmeng's heart was full of guilt, she wanted to make up for it, but how could she make up for the pain of losing her loved ones?

There is also Lu Dan, Wang Mengmeng doesn't understand why she has telepathy with Lu Dan inexplicably. And the endless output of pain just now must have been absorbed by Lu Dan, in that case, how can he resolve it?

"But you have also solved the troubles of countless people, haven't you?" Erha said, stretched out his hand and put it on Wang Mengmeng's shoulder, "What we are doing now, isn't this the kind of thing?

Wang Mengmeng exhaled softly and nodded. She understands the reason, but there is no way to lift her spirits all at once.

"Don't you always say, 'Do everything you can do well, it's far better than burying your head in frustration', why are you like this today?"

She slowly raised her head and looked at Erha sadly.

These eyes......

It's obvious that I've been looking at my eyes for more than ten years, isn't it?

But today, why does Erha feel that it is brighter, better looking, and more poignant than before?

Erha's heart beat faster inexplicably, and even his breathing became short.

"Erha?"

Erha's appearance scared Wang Mengmeng. She grabbed Erha with her backhand and asked eagerly, "What's wrong with you, why is your face so red?"

Wang Mengmeng is always like this, other people's problems are always more important than her own. But she never knew how important she was to others.

Especially at this time, when she held Erha's hand, Erha's heartbeat was about to kill him.

"It's okay, I'm fine," Erha quickly stepped back, but he tripped over a chair and sat on the ground.

"Are you okay?" Wang Mengmeng stretched out her hand and pulled Erha up.

"It's okay, I'm really fine," "Really, it's okay, Erha" In order to show that he was fine, he solemnly reasoned with Wang Mengmeng, "I'll tell you, Wang Mengmeng, there are many things that we can't fix, but at least we can fix those ...... that can be corrected"

This sentence seemed to be a little wrong, Erha looked embarrassed, but Wang Mengmeng was stunned.

Some things can't be fixed, but at least some...... Yes, it can be corrected......

That's right, how could she never have thought of this?

She couldn't fix the past, but at least she could block the telepathy between her and Lu Dan.

In this way, at least all the sorrow and pain are her alone, Wang Mengmeng has already caused pain to too many people, and she must not drag anyone down anymore.

But when did all this begin?

Wang Mengmeng began to recall that when she met Lu Dan, if the two of them intersected, it must have been under a special opportunity.

The first time I met Lu Dan...... It was when she asked Lu Dan to help her hold the pink balloon, right?

But at that time, apart from Lu Dan looking at himself coldly, they did not intersect.

So, is it the second time?

Wang Mengmeng suddenly remembered the crystal vase at the entrance of Huafeng International Hotel, and the water that spilled, as well as ...... That bouquet of sunflowers.

It must be, vases, water and sunflowers!

"Great, thank you, brother!" Wang Mengmeng grabbed Erha's shoulders hard, shook it, and then walked out of the company.

"Hey, Wang Mengmeng, what are you going to do?" Erha shouted behind him, but Wang Mengmeng had already run out of the door.

Through a glass door, Erha looked at Wang Mengmeng's departing back, and the feeling of palpitations was still strong.

What has changed? He has known Wang Mengmeng for more than ten years, why...... Will it suddenly change at this moment, how he feels about her...... It's all changed.

Change never starts suddenly. It has to be a long process, starting at the very beginning, starting with one second, then two seconds, three seconds, slowly increasing, like boiling a frog in warm water, and by the time you find out, you've gotten used to the change.

Then you will find that you can never go back to the way you used to be.

Lu Dan sat on the office chair and looked at the wall in front of him. Obviously, it is in strict accordance with the golden ratio of the "Huafeng International Hotel" on the wall of the service purpose, for some reason the more you look at it, the more unpleasant it is.

And the face reflected on the monitor on the table that has fallen asleep has somehow become another person.

A girl with a sunny smile.

Wang Mengmeng.

The first person who said to himself, "You must cry when you want to cry, otherwise the sadness will fill your heart and the sun will no longer shine in", the first person to ...... Even if you don't need him to speak, you don't need him to express it, you can completely empathize with the pain in his heart.

But why do you think of this face for no reason?

For no reason, it was like the inexplicable disgust he felt when he first saw her.

"Buzz ......"

The mobile phone suddenly rang a prompt tone, which was Wang Mengmeng who was remarked by him: "cute dog".