Our long-standing thoughts and feelings,

One day it will be broken by a stranger.

—Emerson

It feels like I'm alone, always looking away and looking at you. Where are you looking? My eyes follow you, non-stop, without feeling any tiredness. I've long been accustomed to it, and you can't see me in any corner of your heart. I don't want to have a dispute with you, I don't want to have a trivial quarrel with you, and you won't bother to argue, no matter how angry I am, I will eventually get used to it and not be angry. Layers of accumulated emotions, I just want to ask you can like you? However, the sky is not beautiful, and I don't understand the meaning, and the unpredictable wind and clouds make you and me feel like two sections apart, and the middle layer is a thick and indestructible city wall, so that you and I can hardly understand each other's sincerity.

Gradually become tired, feel more and more lonely, you are not around, can not hear your laughter, I only feel, I am just a person, a person to walk around and stop, see thousands of mountains and rivers, walk all over the world, just want to leave footprints for you, let you finally understand my mind, follow the clues left, slowly follow up, my footsteps.

If I can't love, I can't give my heart, I always say to myself, "I'm very upset, then stop." "Turn your back to where you are, keep walking, keep readapting, keep continuing to live. However, since fate has let us meet, such an unforgettable encounter, because it is you, my heart is still thinking about your good name, and my brain is also urging myself, so that I unconsciously return to the original place. If I come back and pluck up the courage to say that I can like it? Is it too late? But I want you, like rain, like tears, so swift and eager, drenching my parched heart and seeping in.

It's all my fault, it's me who is not good, and I still think I have postponed one thing, which is to love you. Now, can I get closer with a slow step? All this, I really want to know, because it is you, can I muster up the courage to like you? Jiang Chuan.

Along the way, sit in a taxi. Yang Jingjing, who was clear about her mind, wrote this monologue in a memo on her mobile phone. She has the mind of confession, but she doesn't dare to say it clearly, she used to be hard-mouthed, and she spoke bluntly to the eldest sister and second sister, saying that she couldn't like Jiang Chuan in her life, but after all, she slapped her face and failed to escape the arrangement of fate and fate.

As Yan Kong, she did have bad thoughts about Jiang Chuan before. However, one of his tendons made her helpless, so she raised her hands and surrendered decisively. Jiang Chuan, who loves judo and gives up his image, has gradually become an uncle, less youthful and handsome and chic of his contemporary peers, but what, she Yang Jingjing just took a fancy to this type and liked this man.

Standing downstairs in the inpatient department of the hospital, she was full of anticipation for a chance encounter with Jiang Chuan? She was about to walk into the ward and was about to arrive, the moment she pushed the door open, the chance encounter was a chance encounter, but Yang Jingjing was heartbroken again and could not breathe.

"If he can't protect you, I'll snatch you from him. Jiang Chuan spoke very seriously to Song Shiling. The eyes are serious and upright, and there is no characteristic of being a child.

These words hit Yang Jingjing deep in her heart again, and without any worries, the girl was hurt again. Her hand holding the thermos trembled slightly, and her lips moved, as if she wanted to say something, but as if she was blocked by something, making it difficult for her to speak.

She stood quietly at the door, looking at Jiang Chuan and Song Shiling through the crack in the door, at this moment, when Yang Jingjing's gaze swept to Song Shiling and stayed on Song Shiling, for some reason, she lost her mind again to think calmly. She hates Sister Shiling, not so much because she hates it, but because jealousy is at work, making her blind and making her dislike Song Shiling.

With Wu Yu, why do you have to entangle with Jiang Chuan? With Wu Yu, why is my sister's peach blossoms still so overflowing? I'm good, I'm alone, widowed and single, no boy pays attention to me, and no one hooks up with me, thinking that the friendship party is about to start spring, but I didn't expect that the senior was a scumbag, and he was put on a table by Jiang Chuan. Sister Shiling, why do you have happiness, but you still have to continue to exude your shining points.

Song Shiling, who was in shock, quickly came back to her senses, she quickly shook off Jiang Chuan's hand, and said lightly: "No need, I can also take care of myself! "

"Even if I am a friend, I still want to protect you, stand behind you, be your second wall, be your second line of defense, and back. Can... With Wu Yu, don't throw me away?" The man's voice was full of sadness, he was a man, but because his best friend picked out everything, Jiang Chuan was not reconciled.

Since junior high school, he has been in the same class as Song Shiling. Since his year in high school, it just so happened that he was also in the same class as Shiling. Joining the judo club together, participating in competitions together, becoming professional players together, and doing things of interest together, there are too many things, and he has long been more than a good friend to Song Shiling. Sometimes, he really wanted to go head-to-head with Wu Yu and ask why the big star came back suddenly, and why did he enter Shiling's life again?

"Can I like you? Even though you have a boyfriend, don't make me stop liking you, okay?" Jiang Chuan's face flushed, and he mustered up his courage.

Unexpectedly, Yang Huiyuan pushed the door and pulled Yang Jingjing into the ward together, temporarily interrupting the continuation of the matter.

Yang Huiyuan grinned: "Oh, it's good that there is no traffic jam today!

Jiang Chuan's body trembled slightly, and after seeing Yang Jingjing, it caused symptoms, "Sister Huiyuan, why are you here?"

There was a wind passing through the ward, and the scene became silent and embarrassing.

After a long time, the eldest sister couldn't help but laugh, "What? Can't I come to see my sister? Look at how you talk, could Xiaoling be your person?"

What should I do, I do have an idea, I want Shiling to be my person. Jiang Chuan couldn't help but have this thought, and for some reason, he only dared to do anything in his brain, but he didn't dare to say it in front of Yang Jingjing.

The girl's gaze was still staring at the man, and her intent-stuck-looking appearance really made Jiang Chuan feel a little uncomfortable, he quickly looked away, pretending to be calm and casual, but unfortunately, Song Shiling issued an eviction order in time to let Jiang Chuan leave quickly.

"Why? Xiaoling, you can't do this to me. "

"Why don't you want to be involved in the chat between sisters?"

"But I want to stay..."

"Hurry up! If you want me to be well, then be obedient!"

......

As soon as I raised my eyes, I saw Yang Jingjing standing by the door looking at herself, looking indifferent and emotionless. Jiang Chuan's departure, she deliberately turned sideways sharply to give the man more space to go out, he already felt her anger, but he didn't say it, pretended not to know, didn't understand the situation, and left quickly.

Yang Huiyuan, who was at a loss, no longer paid attention to this bloody emotional story, she happily walked up to Song Shiling and handed the food to her sister, "The millet porridge that my sister made for you, drink it while it's hot." "

Song Shiling naturally took the thermos bucket in her sister's hand, and couldn't wait to open it to see that the millet porridge was fragrant, making the woman sitting on the hospital bed salivate.

Seeing Song Shiling's bright smile, Yang Jingjing suddenly felt an inexplicable nest fire. Jingjing was still stunned outside the door, "Sister." Song Shiling beckoned to Yang Jingjing to come over, she hadn't seen her old sister for a long time, but when she saw the bruises on her little sister's forehead and the corners of her mouth, she couldn't help frowning and worried, "What's wrong with you?"

Yang Jingjing laughed twice and replied hastily: "It's okay, I accidentally fell." "

For some reason, the person sitting on the hospital bed faintly felt that Jingjing in front of him was deliberately keeping a distance from him. I don't think so, is someone sending a thug to beat her sister again? The terrible thought hit her head, and she began to feel a pain again.

It was unbearable that she covered her head in pain, as if thousands of ants were gnawing at her skull, making her feel pain and despair. Yang Huiyuan sat aside and noticed that something was wrong, and hurriedly sat next to Song Shiling to let her sister stop thinking about it, at this moment, Shiling has not been treated, and now she has a brain injury, she needs more rest than stimulating the brain and overworking the brain.

Sister, why do you care so much about me like this? Seeing Song Shiling's uncomfortable state, Yang Jingjing turned her head and sucked her sour nose, although she didn't have any expression, her heart seemed to be cut off little by little by a knife, making her heart bleed.

Seeing that Yang Jingjing was still standing by the door and didn't come over, her indifferent appearance completely annoyed Yang Huiyuan, who was anxious at the moment, "Yang Jingjing, are you going to rebel! Second sister is worried about what has become of you, and you can't come yet!"

It's not high school anymore, and there is no longer a rebellious mentality, and Yang Huiyuan's words completely made her feel uncomfortable in an instant. She knows Song Shiling's current situation very well, and she is also very sad, but why should she blame herself?

Ruthlessly, Yang Jingjing said bluntly, regardless of the consequences: "I don't want to go, I just don't want to go! I didn't want to come to the hospital, why do I have to be persecuted! I am guilty of being in a bad mood? Why do you want me to participate in everything?"

"Sister Shiling is your second sister!" Yang Huiyuan roared angrily, finding that her little sister's mentality was simply hopelessly collapsed. Could it be that the love of submission is better than the most stable and unshakable family affection? Yang Huiyuan didn't think it through.

"She's nothing!" Yang Jingjing decisively gave up her calm, rushed forward like an arrow off the string, and said in a daze.

The words have been spoken, like water that has been spilled and cannot be recovered. Yang Huiyuan's eyes were full of puzzlement, and she said vigilantly: "Do you know, what are you talking about?"

Yang Jingjing didn't speak, her tears had blurred her vision, her palms were sweating, it was cold, as if she had been in an ice cave for a long time, her breathing was a little suffocating, stuffy, and there was a little dull pain. Without waiting for Yang Huiyuan to say a word, Yang Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief, and then walked out of the ward.

The eldest sister doesn't care how sad Song Shiling suddenly is, now, it's better to let the younger sister come back and apologize as soon as possible.

"Yang Jingjing!" The next second, Yang Huiyuan stopped her from behind, "Where are you going?"

The girl was annoyed by Hui Yuan's control, and threw down the next sentence without looking back: "Go home!"

Walking around the corner of the hospital, Yang Jingjing heard her familiar male voice in the corner, with a beautiful timbre, low magnetism, and a lot of affection. She had already sketched the outline of the man in her mind, and she really wanted to see it.

He took a deep breath and quietly leaned over to take a look.

With smooth shoulders and arms, a unique temperament and outstanding demeanor, you don't need to look at it much, it is the man she admires day and night, Jiang Chuan.

He was preparing for a confession, bold and careful.

"Can I like you?"

"Xiaoling, I like you, can you be my girlfriend?"

The man who does not give up wants to continue to pursue Song Shiling. Yang Jingjing endured the pain and remained silent, decisively took out her mobile phone, and blocked all Jiang Chuan's contact information.