CHAPTER XIX

I mourn for myself. Would such a nonsensical and arrogant man give me such a refreshing and gentle hug?

It's a dream!

Alas! Yes, that's a dream! They say that dreams are diametrically opposed to reality, but it's really like this!

I have known him for so many years, just don't worry about him, and I really never argue with him when I talk to him.

But this time I didn't want to let him go.

I said, "Then tell me, why do you say I'm a fool?"

He sent a look of disdain, and then sent something like this: Are you asking me to explain to the fool why the fool is a fool?

I swear if he were right in front of me right now, I'd give him that slap in the face.

He asked me, "Are you trying to beat me up now?" I said you're stupid, think about what you've forgotten. Can't you remember it at all?

I was speechless, this man's eloquence is really not false.

I said: Okay, I'm a fool. Even if I haven't seen your picture or seen you in person, I can recognize you at a glance.

He was silent for a long time, and said, "I don't believe you've forgotten everything." Do you know why I didn't send you my picture of me, and I only blocked my circle of friends from you?

I was speechless again, and only now did I feel the boredom of this person. But in the past eight years, I remember that he has never been so boring!

Isn't he the one who is talking to me now?

So I asked: Are you yourself?

He immediately sent a small expression wearing sunglasses, followed by a disdainful one. That's right, it's him!

These two little expressions he sent back and forth are our code.

I always thought that he was a man with a wife and children, so we came up with such a way.

If I take the initiative to talk to him, I will send these two small expressions one after another, and he will reply me with a red heart, and the code will be correct.

This prevents it from arousing the suspicion of the wife he fabricated.

Now, this way of saying the code has become his way of proving to me that it is him. I silently replied to him with a red heart.

I asked him, "Have you been drinking?" and why do you talk differently than before?

He laughed: Why do you keep asking me if I'm drinking? Do you want to see my picture?

I said, "No."

He asked: Why not?

I said, "I won't meet you because there's no need."

At this point, he didn't reply, and I didn't say anything.

Today's chat is different than it has been for more than eight years. He seemed to be able to let go, but I was still stubbornly in my state.

I knew he wanted to take a step closer, but I just wanted to stay put, even a step backwards.

Do I really just want to stay put? Well, I don't dare to move, I don't dare to take even half a step forward.

We've had a friendship for more than eight years, but that doesn't make me come closer to him and love him, even though I've long liked him.

Perhaps, as long as I meet him, I will be very tempted, or it may be the kind of love at first sight that has been in love for thousands of years.

But can I?

Although I was an older leftover woman and unmarried when I got married on the Internet, I am a divorced woman with two daughters!

Moreover, in reality, he is not two years older than me, but I am six years older than him!

I told myself, don't be cranky! It's pure friendship, even if it can't last forever, it must not be changed.

A lot of times I feel stupid, and the things I've said and done are so stupid that I can't be more stupid.

But try not to do it knowingly, and don't do it if you know it's wrong! It's not the same thing as finding out later that you're stupid.

I tried to calm myself down as much as I could, trying to click on the writer's assistant and trying to write something. However, my mind could not be calmed, and I could not write anything at all.

So I put down my phone and went to do the housework and cleaned as seriously as I could. Then play with the children and make omelets for them.

Lao Wang came back from work and bought two bags of rice balls. Dabao clamored for food, so I boiled a bag.

I was going to start a diet today, but when I was in a bad mood, I wanted to eat more, so I ate four rice balls.

Black sesame seeds are very high in calories, and the weight loss plan is going to be postponed until tomorrow.

I sat in the living room with the kids watching cartoons, and the crayon Xiaoxin was recklessly mischievous on TV.

I used to think this bear child was very cute when I watched it, but today I don't know what's wrong with the old feeling. This Japanese kid is simply too underwhelmed.

I picked up my phone and opened the writer's assistant, only to find that the writer's consultation had sent a message again, which was the signing process.

I didn't think much about it and seriously completed the signing process, and the system prompted me to wait for review.

I took a screenshot and posted it to a circle of friends, saying that I received an olive branch. Now that the holidays are also idle, let's go again.

After signing the contract, I will guarantee 60,000 words of updates every month in the future. The starting point of the female frequency contract requires a starting point of 300,000, so I signed 300,000 to 500,000 words.

Although no one knows if it will be a long time to come, but the trivial life still has to go on bravely, and there are too many things to write about.

Thanks to the editors, I'll try to get it done. Try to live up to this olive branch.

Since you have posted it to Moments, your friends in WeChat will see it. In the future, in addition to going to work, I will also be busy writing books, so I have no time to waste.

I just wanted one person to see it, and sure enough, he came to me again:

Are you crazy? Sign up again! Are you trying to exhaust yourself? What if you get sick again?

Yu Zecheng! is still the guy who can't talk well but always cares about me.

Whether I think I'm 40 years old, or actually 32 years old, he's the one who can't talk well!