Chapter 54
I touched Dabao's head and said, "When I see you, my mother has woken up!" This is not a dream, and my mother will always be with you.
You'll still be leaving. Dabao still stared at me with deep eyes and said very seriously.
I won't, I'll never leave you!
I looked at Dabao and hugged her and Erbao.
The child's gaze frightened me, because she reminded me of my dream husband, Jiangnan.
I was scared because my memories of my dreams were becoming more and more complete and clear. Sometimes I even can't help but get confused, as if dreams are gradually taking over my mind.
I don't want that.
Because there are no children in the dream! The more I remember the dream, the longer I spend in the dream.
In other words, I spend more and more time without children.
This is something that I absolutely cannot accept and tolerate.
Although the children and Jiangnan exist in two time and space, my time is limited, so I can only take care of one and lose the other.
I was obsessed with the perfect husband in my dreams, who fulfilled all my expectations and fantasies about marriage, my partner, and the opposite sex, but what I needed more was children.
If I had to choose, I wouldn't have to think about it at all, my answer would have to be children.
When I realized this, I began to try to control myself from sleeping less. As long as I sleep less, I won't go into dreams, and I can spend more time with my children.
The kids go to bed at 9 o'clock every night, and I struggle to sleep.
So I watched the movie.
I saw the introduction of the Korean drama "The Witch" in Douyin, so I tried my best to search for this Korean movie.
So, it took 125 minutes to watch the movie.
It's already past eleven o'clock after reading it, but I still don't dare to go to bed so early. So he sat up and stared at the sleeping children on his left and right.
I really love them from the bottom of my heart! those little hands, feet and bodies are so cute, if I don't love them, how helpless and sad they must be.
That's something I couldn't even think of.
No matter how tired and hard I am, I don't dare to die or leave. As long as they can keep me with them, they can pay whatever it takes.
When my mother's love was overflowing, kissing the left and hugging the right, Yu Zecheng sent a WeChat.
He asked me: Why don't you sleep?
I was startled and asked him, "How do you know I'm not sleeping?"
I looked around suspiciously, as if this man could see me.
He said, "Do you have anything I don't know?"
Here we go again, this self-righteous and arrogant fellow.
I didn't bother to talk to him about such a thing, so I replied to him: I'm going to sleep now!
He said: You should sleep, it's not good to stay up late.
I said, "I'm going to sleep now."
He said, "Since you can't sleep, let's talk for a while, and then sleep when you're really sleepy."
I suddenly remembered what Jiang Nan had said in my dream, and he asked me to fall in love with Yu Zecheng.
What a ridiculous Jiangnan and what a ridiculous suggestion!
I asked Yu Zecheng: Did you catch up with your beloved girl?
He said: It's not that easy.
I laughed and replied to him: Is it that difficult? How did you chase it, you haven't won it for so long?
He said: Do you think this is a purchase, but if you say that you will take it, you will take it? If you don't really love each other, you can't be together.
I asked: Why not, tell me!
He asked me rhetorically: If you don't really love each other and stay together, what is the difference between you and animals? If you can't give a happy and complete home to a small life, then it's pure sin.
I was immediately shocked, the ideological realm of this product is too high, it is simply shining, too dazzling.
This should be the realm of finding a soul mate!
I really sighed to myself at this point.
I'm divorced and my kids are only six years old. I should belong to the kind of evil that Yu Zecheng said, right?
I say from the bottom of my heart: Friend, I admire you!
He replied in seconds: Save it, I haven't returned to the West yet! This line will be used after 118 years!
I asked, "Why wait until 118 years from now?" I think it's going to be available in 50 years.
Yu Zecheng said: No! I will definitely live to be 150 years old! I could have lived to be 250 years old, but in order to pursue the girl I love, I exhausted my life span of 100 years.
That's what I'm going to have to hahaha.
However, my heart suddenly shuddered, how could I be so familiar with this situation?
Could have lived to be 250 years old? After 100 years of chasing women, only 150 years old remained?
How could this line be so familiar? Who was it? Who told me that, where did you say it...... It seems to be ...... What did you say when you put your arms around me?
Suddenly, I remembered. This passage was once said by my husband Jiang Nan in my dream!
Lightning and thunder thought about it, but immediately threw himself into doubt.
Why is this passage said by Yu Zecheng exactly the same as what Jiang Nan said in the dream?
Will Yu Zecheng be the husband Jiangnan in my dreams?
The thought slammed my head and face, and I was shocked beyond measure. How could I never have thought of this possibility?
The more I think about it, the more incredible it becomes!
Jiangnan in dreams is also a student I have taught, and I have seen Jiangnan in real life several times.
If Yu Zecheng is the husband Jiangnan of my dreams, that is to say, is Yu Zecheng Jiangnan the student I taught?
Is Yu Zecheng Jiangnan?
Or is Jiangnan Yu Zecheng?
I was completely stupefied by the idea that popped up with me!
At this time, Yu Zecheng sent another WeChat message and asked me: What about people? Why don't you speak?
Looking at Yu Zecheng's chat box, my brain was still thinking quickly.
That's right, both of them are 32 years old. The most important thing is that I haven't seen Yu Zecheng at all! I haven't even seen a photo!
What a ridiculous thing! I have been chatting with him for more than eight years, but I don't know anything about him.
I don't know what he looks like, I don't know where he lives, I don't know what he does, and I don't even have any other contact information except WeChat.
My mind suddenly became hot, and I quickly sent Yu Zecheng a text. I said: what is your real name, where do you live, what is your job?
After a while, Yu Zecheng replied to me with a lot of question marks.
Uh~ What do these question marks mean?
Then he sent another WeChat message, and he asked me: Isn't your memory much better? Why can't you even remember such a basic situation as mine?
He questioned me, but I didn't remember him at all!
In my opinion, when he questioned me like this, he was evading the topic again. This time, I won't let him succeed.
I said, "I'm sorry I forgot, but tell me a little bit more about yourself."
But he said, "I have known you for more than eight years, and now you want me to introduce myself to you again?"