I think I'll have to reduce contact with Yu Zecheng for a while. Talking to him every day like this only made me lose myself more and more.

I need to calm down. Give yourself a period of time not to contact him, and use it to adjust your mentality.

He and I must remain pure friends, and there must be no other development, because I need a friendship that can last forever.

A long-lasting friendship is more precious to me than love. What I need is a longer friendship.

What's more, it's impossible for the two of us to be boyfriend and girlfriend. It's been more than eight years, and there will never be that possibility again.

So, I told Yu Zecheng: The book I am writing has been signed, and I need to save as many manuscripts as possible.

He said, "I see, you can concentrate on writing, I won't bother you casually."

I got the answer I wanted, but I suddenly felt a little too much for him. He didn't do anything wrong, and if he had to say that he was wrong, it would be to blame me for not grasping the balance and messing up.

However, I don't know at all now which of my thoughts about Yu Zecheng can be regarded as crossing the line.

I had hallucinated and lost my ability to judge. So, I had to make up my mind that I wouldn't talk to him for a while.

Looking out of the window, the sun is shining brightly and gently. The kids have been at home for many days, and now I'm going to take them out to breathe and play for a while.

Hearing my decision, both children were very happy and jumped up and down with excitement.

When I brought the children downstairs, I found that the community was full of people who came out to breathe and bask in the sun.

At this time, the weather is sunny, breezy and smoky, and it is very comfortable to be bathed in the warm sunshine.

But is it really okay for people to gather in groups?

Although the only confirmed case found in our city has been cured and discharged, does this alone prove that we are a pure land?

I can't control anyone else, not to mention that I also take my kids out to play. It's just that I try not to get close to the crowd with the children, maybe that's what everyone who went out today thinks.

Some downstairs are handling the pass for the community, and I saw that there were many people everywhere and did not go to handle it.

To apply for a pass to enter and exit the community, I personally think it is more practical and reliable to seriously plug the gaps in the fence of the community.

Every day, the various news media vigorously promote not to go out, not to gather together. But haven't we all done it?

I took the kids to my house to pick up their little bikes and took them to a sunny corner of the neighborhood with no pedestrians.

The children are having a lot of fun, and staying at home these days and not going out really makes them stuffy.

We all wore masks, and it was very boring to play, but the children were very sensible and didn't take them off all the time.

They were happily riding their bikes, and I was standing on the sidelines and enjoying the sun. This is a good life!

I really hope that this epidemic will pass as soon as possible, and everyone will return to normal life as soon as possible, so that they can all get together and bask in the sun without wearing masks.

Now that spring is about to bloom, the cold winter has passed, and I hope that the epidemic will pass as soon as possible.

I turned on my phone and wrote a few sentences of fiction, and suddenly I thought of Yu Zecheng again. Where is he now, and what is he doing?......

If I hadn't spoken to him, he wouldn't have spoken to me, I'm sure.

But now I really want to talk to him, is this an Internet addiction? Or is it a chat addiction?

I do not know. All I knew was that I had to resist the urge to talk to him all the time, and I had to calm down.

I looked up and closed my eyes to feel the light of the sun.

What exactly is fate?

The sunlight shining on my face now is the light that came from the sun 8 minutes and 19 seconds ago, and they are shining on my face at this moment through the distance from the sun to the earth.

There are hundreds of millions of rays of light, and only these few shine on my face and body, is it a very special fate?

And I can only quietly enjoy the sun at this moment, and there is no other way to keep them.

These rays of light belong to me only at this moment.

I just know that I am very happy at this moment.

Thinking about the fate with the sun as much as he wants, he naturally thought of Yu Zecheng again.

Why can't I be greedy for short-term pleasures, and why should I pursue long-term friendships?

But immediately I criticized myself and shook my head vigorously, what was wrong with me! Evil thoughts are poisonous, and the poisoning is too deep!

I guess I'm really under the devil!

I looked out at the road outside the community and watched the cars come and go.

At this time, there were more pedestrians, most of whom came out in a hurry to shop, carrying large bags and small bags of things in their hands.

After playing for a while, I took the kids home.

When I got home, I found the WeChat message sent by Fantuan Wenyou. He said he had been offered to sign and asked me something about signing.

So, I talked to him about the relevant matters. I then looked through the circle of friends and saw that Xiaojie and the beautiful woman were promoting her husband's rice balls.

This is a model couple, every time I listen to Xiaojie tell interesting stories about her and Fantuan, my colleagues and I are very envious of the couple's affection.

When I put my new book on the shelves and received an invitation to sign a contract, I posted it on Moments twice. But I quickly deleted it, and I haven't promoted my book since.

I don't want people around me to come to read my book, I don't expect much from my life circle, and I don't want my things to be known too much by acquaintances.

If I promote myself in the circle of friends, there will definitely be people who have nothing to do to take a look at it, which can more or less increase the number of clicks on my book.

However, people who don't know how to appreciate the scenery will only pose for photos even if they are there.

The so-called don't know the true face of Lushan, only because he is in this mountain.

There are few people who can devote themselves physically and mentally to the beauty in front of them, to have a visual and spiritual baptism.

If there are 10 people in my circle of friends who come to read my book, five of them will read a few sentences and leave, and those five will not even read a single sentence.

Life circles are different, and people are willing to pay attention to different things, and I know that there are few people in my circle who love to read.

Therefore, it is better to go with the flow and not force it.

There's really nothing to show off about writing online novels.,On the contrary, it's going to be randomly matched by acquaintances who don't like to read.,Forget about the kind of things that seem to understand or not.。

I think Yu Zecheng will definitely go to see it every day, as long as he doesn't come to ridicule me, it's that he thinks it's okay to do something like that.

Just let everything take its course: life takes its course, writing takes its course, and friendship takes its course.

This is actually a kind of resignation, and besides, my memory is so bad, what can I do if I don't go with the flow?