All nights in the world will have the arrival of dawn. The closer to the wee hours of the morning, the more I always miss you, I thought that the next day would be spent and I would be in good spirits, but tears did not allow me to remain calm. Those days that were all erased, now only the memories are left for me, and now they always come back to me, and I am reminded of you again. Shaoyang, I want to live up to your love forever, but the reality proves that it makes me have to leave your side, during this time, I am in a state of insomnia every night, how are you? How are you doing? You once gave me a small gift, which is still in my suitcase, yes, I have always cherished it, and I cherish it well, because you gave it, so I cherish it extraordinarily, and it is not the vicious person she said, what to lose. Because you are Shaoyang, my warm sun, shining on my heart, so that I have a clear faith in the past ten years, since I can't discard it, I have to secretly put it in a dark corner, pretending not to see, as long as in a dream, dreaming of you, and in life, about a similar tone and behavior to you, bit by bit, only quickly wake up, no longer let yourself be addicted, can only sigh for the regret we have left. Don't miss or miss, I don't want to see you again, sometimes I always fantasize, when can I walk on the road and meet you? When will you find me for the first time and quickly embrace me into your arms? If I can't say anything to you, if I can't listen to it, I want to say it again solemnly, and I want to listen to you again with all my heart. Don't blame me, I do admit that I am too stupid, every day, just like this, without your company, I can still take care of myself alone, and occasionally I will miss you with all my heart.

I know that I am a single-minded, maverick person, indulging myself in arbitrary behavior, never caring about anyone's thoughts, since I have brushed my sleeves away, it is I who do whatever I want recklessly, even if it is against my sincerity, I ask myself, I always ask myself, who is this decision for? I know, I made Shaoyang sad, it was I who was too permissive, indulgent, hurt myself, hurt my beloved, and as a result, what did I get in the end? I have nothing, Shaoyang's daily search, daily text and phone bombardment. At night, when I was talking about my thoughts, I was alone, surrounded only by four white walls, without friends to accompany me, without friends to listen to my past experiences, only endless tears, accompanied by my hesitation and vulnerability. Bearing the pain of being alone and exhausted, from the moment I left, my vulnerability was hidden deep in my heart, and I didn't want to be sentimental, I didn't want to be loved anymore, and I didn't want to be understood by others. Deep in my heart, I couldn't control it, pretending to be stupid, but I was covered in bruises, and my tears had already burst the embankment.

I couldn't say anything, I just walked with my head down, without my confidence, I could only watch myself go away. Even if you leave like this, even if you and I cry countless times, please forget me, despite the deep love, it was only once. My eyes and expressions spoke of parting, and I cried despite the merciless turn. I think I can still contact you once in a while, but you have great powers, and it won't be long before you can find me, and if you decide to leave, then decide not to see you again, and our parallel line will begin.

I sat silently outside the court for a long time, and my heart could never go to the place where I used to be, Shaoyang's name touched my heartstrings, and I looked at your photo like a fascination, so you became a fetter in my memory. Where the cold air flows, the thoughts are spreading little by little, and each other's footsteps are getting farther and farther away, flickering between the waves, Wu Shaoyang, I know you are crying. At this time, I know very well that you are tired in my world, and my thoughts are spreading little by little, and my thoughts have become thousands of thoughts only because of you.

The orange lights on the windowsill of the nursing home were lit on time, and the happy laughter of the old people in the ears around them came, all making good wishes. Memories sting, the sadness of leaving you has not faded until now, the agreement under the park tree, I still remember, as long as I think of your breath in my free time, even if I force myself to forget it now, I still can't forget it. Long-awaited lover, I can't help but think of you again, and think of you again.

The redundant thoughts make Song Shiling seem preoccupied, she is editing the text messages, the long paragraph of the text is full of sadness and longing, the recipient is Wu Shaoyang, a man she hasn't seen for many days, since parting, she is the same as him, absent-minded, as if she has no soul. She was struggling with whether to send him a text message, but as she said in the text message, Shaoyang has great powers, and it won't take long to find herself. But fortunately, Dean Xiao brought her back to reality in time, "Child, what are you doing?"

Song Shiling, who came back to her senses, realized that she was receiving water in front of the water dispenser, because of a momentary miss, the water had already overflowed the water cup and flowed to the table. She was pouring water for her grandmother, and her grandmother at that time was telling her to pour water for herself and wanted to drink water, but who knows, Wu Shaoyang was flying all over the sky, and he was still out of his mind after all.

"I'm sorry Dean, I'll clean it up for you. She hurriedly apologized, and then took out a number of tissues to wipe the table, looking at the child's panicked look, the dean naturally did not blame her, seeing that Shiling was only in her early twenties, at this age, it is indeed a difficult time to test and work hard, but how can the child want to come here to volunteer?

His eyes were staring at the screen in a daze, the phone was temporarily unconnected, and the text message WeChat was not replied to. Song Shiling, who was so unfamiliar, gave Wu Yu a bad premonition, edited several text messages and sent them over, but there was still no news, really annoying, so anxious, why did Shiling even have to hide herself? said that she would not run away, no matter what happened, she promised him that she would tide over the difficulties together, but in the end, he was sticking to this agreement, and the girl disappeared, disappearing in front of his eyes in an instant, as if the world had evaporated.

Just when Wu Yu frowned slightly and fell into contemplation, Xiao Su beside him suddenly pulled him to the side, making him confused, only to see that the assistant was angry, "Ancestor, I beg you! This announcement is very important, you can't mess around! "

Wu Yu's expression was complicated, he looked at Xiao Su twice, and said as if resigned to his fate: "You don't treat me as a human being at all, just as a money-making tool." "

Xiao Su didn't have the heart to joke with a man, and warned with a serious face: "Don't misinterpret what I mean, but the most important thing at the moment is to distinguish between public and private, and you can't bring emotional chaos into the work atmosphere." "The chairman of the board of directors gave an ultimatum, if Wu Yu does whatever he wants again, he will definitely hide this shining star. Now Xiao Su doesn't care about his job, as Wu Yu's brother, he has to be responsible for the little ancestor to the end, for fear that the chairman of the board of directors will come forward in person and dismiss Wu Yu in anger. After all, the popularity of big stars is hot, and a sudden upset will have an impact on Wu Yu's reputation.

It's really troublesome, Wu Yu just looked back at Xiao Su quietly, "Work doesn't mean anything to me anymore." Every word of his was like a thin needle, piercing all corners of Xiao Su's heart, his eyes were calm and detached, and his tone revealed a lot of hopelessness, as if he had not grasped the life-saving straw and could not carry his load.

"If you don't have any money, how can you find Xiaoling?"

It's really troublesome, Wu Yu turned his face away again, the back of his head was pressed against the office chair, and he closed his eyes and said: "Except for artists, can't I do other work?" The man didn't open his eyes again, sighed lowly, and begged Xiao Su not to disturb his rest anymore, but the assistant obviously had a lot to say, but when he saw Wu Yu's face full of sadness, he had to shut up obediently.

The atmosphere was a little cold, and Wu Yu suddenly sighed deeply, "What if I quit the entertainment industry?" "

When the words fell, Xiao Su looked at him in shock, and for a few seconds, he suddenly felt panicked. Wu Yu's voice sounded extremely calm and low and magnetic, but the tone was different from usual, but it was full of affirmation and remorse.

He regretted entering the entertainment industry, he didn't have a prominent identity and popularity, he could also find Song Shiling, but he was young and ignorant, and casually agreed to have today. If he got rid of the entertainment industry, maybe Song Jie wouldn't have so many helpers to frame her, maybe he wouldn't take care of his image, fall in love with Song Shiling freely, and do what he wants every day without constraints.

Xiao Su's heart was a little anxious, it seemed that Wu Yu had made a decision after careful consideration, but the chairman, the company would not let him go so easily, quitting the circle was not a joke, it was not a child's play, the seriousness of the matter was extremely serious. If you can't think about it because of Song Shiling's departure, somehow, Xiao Su is helpless and can't calm Wu Yu down. Xiao Su was silent for a long time, and did not immediately answer the suggestion, at this time, he had to quickly find a way to cheer up Wu Yu and calm himself.

At this time, Xiao Su, who thought of a way, slowly lay down and said in Wu Yu's ear: "As long as you work hard, I will help you find Xiaoling back." "Song Shiling is the only antidote, and only when she is found back, Wu Yu will be obedient.

The man paused slightly, suppressed a little joy in his heart, looked at the man in front of him, and immediately asked Xiao Su Is it true or fake? Xiao Su, who found it effective, nodded affirmatively, and in the next second, Wu Yu finally cheered up and smiled.

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In the nursing home, Dean Xiao promised Song Shiling to volunteer here, and the staff director here introduced Song Shiling one by one and sat down at the same time. Under the careful guidance of the dean and the careful care of Song Shiling, he was deeply liked by colleagues and the elderly. It's only been two days together here, and she feels very comfortable, as if she has regained her happiness.

When she woke up in the middle of the night, Song Shiling lost sleep again. moved a stool and planned to sit outside the courtyard for a while, but unexpectedly, Dean Xiao sat in the living room and watched TV, showing no tiredness. After standing in the dark for a long time, and also silent for a long time, the dean's tone was full of sincere concern, "Child, why are you standing still?"

The silence was broken, Song Shiling was stunned for a moment, realized for a moment, and hurriedly walked over, respectfully waiting for the dean's orders.

Seeing Song Shiling's confused face, Dean Xiao smiled, patted the empty seat next to her and motioned for the girl to sit down, Song Shiling hesitated for a while, and finally sat down. Sitting on the sofa in the hall, at first, no one spoke.

At this time, Dean Xiao rubbed Song Shiling's hair and asked gently, "Do you feel hard after work?"

Song Shiling smiled slightly: "I'm not tired at all, it's much better than my previous career." "Because she is here, she is her pillar.

The dean nodded with satisfaction, feeling that Shiling had great potential, and then the woman thought for a long time, and then got straight to the point, "There are so many nursing homes, why only like this one?"

A little embarrassed, a strange light flashed in Song Shiling's eyes, and after a pause, she suddenly whispered: "The last time you saw the old man I took care of, she was my grandmother." "

As soon as these words came out, the dean saw that Song Shiling's face became so pale at that moment. Speaking of "grandma", Song Shiling could not control her emotions, her voice was full of choked, in fact, she didn't know how to tell the dean about her family changes, now she rarely complains about life, since the family changes, she has become much more sensible than in the past. The two inadvertently glanced at each other, and the girl's face was covered with tears.

endured and endured, but the tears still fell uncontrollably. The dean hurriedly reached over and grabbed Song Shiling's shoulders, and she leaned on the dean's arms and was hugged.

"The bad things will pass. The dean comforted, stretched out his hand and touched Song Shiling's head.

The loving smile is like a deceased mother, and there is a sense of nostalgia on the dean's body, which makes all Song Shiling's sadness calm, and there is an illusion of going back in time in an instant.

Song Shiling leaned on the dean's shoulder and didn't speak, her eyes were shining, it was really difficult at the moment, but it was just a hurdle, and it would always pass, wouldn't it?