CHAPTER XLVI

This is Jiangnan's voice, and I have entered the dream again.

Slowly, little by little, everything in the dream came back to my mind.

This man is Gangnam, he is a student I taught, and in my dreams he is my husband.

But I'm still very tired, and I can't open my eyes from exhaustion. But I could feel his company, and there was a magic that I couldn't resist when he caressed my big hands.

Under his reassurance, I gradually became at peace. I said, "Thank you, Gangnam."

Little fool, what do you thank me? Jiangnan's voice was still full of deep doting.

I know he loves me, and in this dream world, he loves me with all his heart.

In this dream, I remember him, I remember his affection for me.

Thank you for loving me so much, I don't deserve it. I said in a very small voice.

But he heard it clearly, because the phrase I don't deserve it made him angry at once.

Don't talk nonsense, you're humiliating me by belittling yourself like this, I'm angry. There was anger in his tone, and I could hear it though it was suppressed.

I laughed, how nice it would be if this was not a dream but a reality! Such a baby husband, ten or eight is not too much!

Jiangnan asked me: What kind of beautiful thing do you want, where you are stealing fun?

I said, "I'm thinking about this dream!"

He stroked my big hand and increased his strength: "Go to sleep!

I said, "Jiangnan, this is a dream!" You still let me sleep, do you need to sleep in a dream?

Jiang Nan doted and said: Yes, you can just get drunk and dream of death! Little villain! I can't open my eyes, and I don't close my mouth to sleep!

I was so sleepy that my eyelids looked like I weighed a thousand pounds. Whatever, go to sleep, it's nice to have a dream within a dream......

How long have I been asleep? I tried to open my eyes to see the time, but I was touched by that big hand and fell asleep again.

I kept sleeping and sleeping, and when I finally woke up, my whole body was much better.

When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was his favorite wife, Mad Jiangnan, who stared at me with a smile, but his eyes were still so deep.

I asked him: You keep looking at me like this?

He smiled and nodded.

I smiled and asked him: You are stupid, I have slept for most of the day, why don't you go and take a rest?

He rubbed the top of my head vigorously and said jokingly: Are you going to the world to cross the catastrophe? More than half an hour is said to be most of the day!

I was stunned: Did I only sleep for more than half an hour?

He said, "Yes, I only slept for more than half an hour, or you should sleep again!"

I said, "How do I feel like I've been asleep for most of the day?" It's only been half an hour.

Oh! I suddenly understood, now it's a dream! I'm sleeping in a dream, I must have jet lag!

He asked me: You look like you suddenly realized, did you think of something? You have been getting better and better lately, and you are even suddenly enlightened!

I said, "I can still sleep and rest in my dreams, and I can do anything in my dreams."

Jiangnan's gaze is even deeper. There was a scrutiny in his gaze as he stared at me.

He said: Su Li, this is not a dream, this is reality!

I was stunned for a moment, then laughed. I said, "Of course it's a dream!" I feel like I've been dreaming this same dream all my life, like acting in a drama.

Jiang Nan stared at me and said categorically: Su Li, this is not a dream, this is reality! You are Su Li, you are my wife.

I smiled and nodded: Fool, of course I am Su Li, I have another name!

I looked at him with a smile, I didn't expect Jiangnan in this dream to be so cute. But Jiang Nan's gaze on me became deeper and deeper.

He asked me, "Oh? Do you have another name?"

I laughed, I patted him on the shoulder and said, "Fool, don't you even know that your daughter-in-law has two names?" Su Li is just my own name, and my real name is Su Mo.

Jiang Nan didn't contradict me, he got up and went to get a photo, but he didn't hand it to me immediately.

His gaze was complicated, and his expression was very serious, as if he was making a lot of determination.

I suddenly got playful and asked him with a straight face: Whose photo are you holding? Do you have a little wife outside, do you want to show me?

Jiang Nan hesitated, and the photo was moved behind his back, as if he was not ready to show it to me immediately.

But his action made me even more curious, and I hugged his waist and reached behind his back to snatch it.

He dodged twice, then stopped hiding at all and handed me the picture directly from behind, and I laughed triumphantly.

I said, "Ah, come on, let me see which big beauty is this, which can make my Mr. Jiangnan hide......

But when I took that photo in my hand and flipped through it to look at it, I was immediately petrified!

The photo shows two very intimate women standing side by side, two identical women!

There is no difference between the two women except for the difference in hair length, and it looks like a storyboard of one person.

Who are she, who are they, and why do they look so familiar?...... My head suddenly hurt, and I asked Jiangnan who they were.

Jiang Nan said softly: The short-haired one is Su Mo, and the long-haired one is yourself.

The short-haired one is Su Mo? She's Su Mo?...... How is this possible! Su Mo is my real name!

I was terrified, and my head was in disarray.

I asked Jiang Nan: Her name is Su Mo, and why does she have the same name as me? What's going on? Why are there two of me in this picture?

Jiang Nan stared at me with deep eyes, and said word by word: You only have one name, you are called Su Li, you have never been called Su Mo! Su Mo is your sister!

I can't believe my ears, this dream is too!

I took two steps back, refusing Gangnam's approach. I asked him: What nonsense are you talking about? I am Su Li, and I am also Su Mo!

He said, "You are not Su Mo! Su Mo is dead!"

Su Mo is dead! Su Mo is dead! Su Mo is dead......

His words suddenly and resoundingly in an infinite loop, lingering around me, tearing at every nerve of mine with teeth and claws.

Something hit my heart instantly, and I clutched my chest in pain.

Jiang Nan hugged me: Please, Su Li! Don't torture yourself anymore, can you live as yourself? You are Su Li! You are not Su Mo!

He kept begging me: Su Li, Su Mo is dead, that's not your fault! You have to live well and live as yourself!

No! No, don't say it again, don't say it again! I cried out loud and bitterly.

I broke free from Jiangnan and shouted at him hysterically:

I'm Su Li! I'm Su Mo! I'm not dead! I'm still alive, I'm just dreaming, it's just a dream......

I suddenly had trouble breathing, my chest was tight, and I couldn't speak.

My consciousness began to blur, and I stood unsteadily looking at Gangnam, who ran towards me in a panic.

I reached out to grab him, but the distance between me and him grew farther and farther away......

Am I waking up from a dream, or am I dying in this dream?......