Jiang Nan was harsh at me, but I didn't say anything.

I'm no longer an emotional little girl, and I'm no longer young and vigorous. Those cold wars that either don't speak or sleep separately, I can't afford to try again.

Jiang Nan still leaned on the bedside to read. I lay quietly inside, squinting quietly.

I fell asleep quickly, because I already had a plan in my heart.

In my sleep, I came to the hut again. This time I visited the dream world, and the scene I saw was very different.

It's no longer the blue sky and white clouds that I had when I first visited, the scenery is bright, and there is no severe smog like last time, with zero visibility.

Now the shelter in the dream is surrounded by light mist, and I can't see how thick the clouds are when I look at the sky, but I can't feel the sun.

As far as the eye can see, there is a gloomy and depressing feeling everywhere. What's going on here?

The grass under his feet still looks green, but he doesn't feel any life. Even the flowers in full bloom are like decorations, and there is no sense of reality.

I walked towards the building with doubts and worries. But no matter how long I walked, I noticed that the distance between me and the building didn't seem to have shortened.

And I was obviously trying to move forward, but it was like standing still.

I'm a little anxious, I'm worried about sneaking away, but what I'm worried about, I can't say clearly and I can't figure it out.

I was so annoyed by the futile progress that I had to stop and look at the reason why I couldn't get close to the building.

I looked at my feet and saw that I was barefoot, with dew and grass clippings on my instep.

It's really dirty!

I looked at myself again and was surprised to find myself defenseless, covered in dew and grass clippings.

It's really dirty, it's terrible.

I was so angry that I tried to clean it up with my hands, but it became more and more messy and dirty.

I looked around in a panic, terrified of being seen in my embarrassment.

I didn't see anyone, but I could hear faint head-to-ear sounds in my ears, and I thought they were pointing at me.

I was unusually distraught at this point, anxious to find shelter. But I can't go to the idle house, I'm afraid of being seen by Su Gongzi.

Su Gongzi is a holy and magical character in my pen, I can't let him see my embarrassment at this time, absolutely not!

I turned and ran towards what I thought was the forest, which was remote and sparsely populated. Now as long as I can avoid the ridicule of others as soon as possible, I don't care where I go.

I ran as hard as I could, desperately as I could. Suddenly, I stepped on something sharp under my feet, and the soles of my feet felt like they had been cut.

But I didn't bother to check the injury immediately, let alone stop.

I've run into the forest.

The forest was dark and eerie, and nothing could be seen clearly.

I couldn't see the road at all, so I had to stop.

I couldn't hear the gossip anymore, but I was starting to feel scared because I didn't know where I was.

I looked around in trepidation, but I couldn't see anything.

Even if I took a step or two, sharp thorny branches would cut my body, and soon I would be covered in bruises, covered in blood.

I didn't dare to move anymore, so I squatted motionless and hugged myself. My heart was very sad, and tears poured down my face.

How did I get to this point? Where is this? Am I going to die like this?

I didn't want to cry because I knew it wasn't useful to cry. But I was so sad that I couldn't control my emotions at all.

"Oh, my poor boy, what's wrong with you?"

Suddenly, an incomparably kind and gentle voice came, and it fell on my heart, which was so warm.

I couldn't wait to look up, only to find that there were no more thorns around me.

A dazzling light enveloped me, and then a wide, warm robe enveloped me.

With a wide robe to protect my body, I dared to stand up, but I did not see the owner of the kind and gentle voice.

My voice trembled and I asked, "Who are you, where are you?"

The kind and gentle voice rang out again, and it lingered around me, but I couldn't make out where she was.

She said, "Silly boy, it doesn't matter who I am, what matters is whether you know who you are?"

I said, "I'm Su Li!"

This kind and gentle voice smiled, and the laughter was very beautiful and heartwarming.

She said, "Child, it turns out that you are Su Li! Oh, that's right, it's a beautiful little girl!"

I said, "I'm not a kid anymore. ”

She let out a strange "oh" and then asked me, "So you restrain yourself and look at yourself like an adult, don't you dare to cry or get emotional?" ”

I said, "I'm just an adult, and adults should restrain themselves." ”

She said, "Little baby Su Li, aren't you a fool to live like that? You are a little guy who was born with spirituality!"

For some reason, the deep sense of grievance in my heart suddenly swelled up, and I felt like I wanted to explode.

But I told myself: I am not wronged, every step I take is my own choice, and if I don't do a good job, I am incompetent and not wronged.

So I said, "I'm a fool. ”

It was a long time before the voice sounded again, but this time it was obviously displeased.

She asked me, "Why did you choose to forget Su Mo, did you just want to live like a fool?"

These two questions of hers, as if they were tens of millions of pounds heavy, suddenly smashed directly into my heart, smashing something in my heart.

My heart was suddenly like a knife, and the pain was unbearable, and I had to bend over and hug myself tightly.

But the voice obviously didn't intend to let me go, and she then said categorically: "Su Li, do you really know your sister Su Mo, why don't you want to go into her world?......

This kind and gentle voice, which was kind and gentle at first, threw more and more questions at me. Every question smashed into my heart like a boulder.

I had nowhere to hide, I had to be hit incessantly, and I had to bear the pressure and blows again and again.

"Su Li, Su Li, wake up, ...... you"

Someone kept shaking and pushing my body, and I was forced to wake up all at once, sweating profusely.

I opened my eyes with difficulty, and the first thing I saw was Jiangnan. His look of great concern made me feel like I was still in a dream.

An Xu ran in with a washed wet towel, Jiang Nan took it and wiped my sweat, but I pushed it away.

The voice was right, I didn't dare to make a fuss about my emotions, I kept suppressing myself.

Jiang Nan was stunned by me pushing him away, and watched in amazement as I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face.

I heard An Xu say to Jiang Nan: "Brother, how long have you not been rejected like this?"