CHAPTER XXXII
This uncle who can watch things is surnamed Feng, and I always call him Uncle Feng.
I used WeChat to contact Uncle Feng. I don't like phone calls, and I don't like video or voice.
As long as it's not an emergency, I usually use WeChat typing to contact, so I rarely make and receive phone calls.
WeChat typing contact is very convenient, will not cause disturbance to the other party, the other party can reply at any time.
I waited restlessly for Uncle Feng's reply.
Here's what I told him: Uncle Feng, I've been in a bad state lately, and I seem to be hallucinating and hallucinating, can you show me what's going on.
I'm not superstitious, but now I can't think of a second way to do it but to find him. If he shows me that it can solve my problem, do you care if it's superstition?
Is this called going to the doctor when you are sick? At least there is someone to talk to, and I can't care so much about it first.
I kept holding my phone and didn't dare to let go, waiting anxiously for Uncle Feng's reply.
It didn't take long for Uncle Feng to reply to me: I'll give you a business card, you can contact this person.
I looked at the business card he sent me and was stunned: Psychiatrist?
What does this mean? Why did Uncle Feng send me a psychiatrist's business card? Did he think I had a psychological problem?
Uncle Feng said again: You go and visit this psychiatrist, I think you may be too tired to stay up late to write novels.
Don't be too nervous, everyone has different levels of psychological problems. It's good to find a psychiatrist for guidance. This doctor is famous, you should hurry up and check it out.
After reading Uncle Feng's reply, I fell into confusion. Is my situation really a psychological problem?
I was a little reluctant to give up, and asked him: Uncle Feng, can you show me, could it be that you collided with something unclean?
As a divination gentleman who looks at things and looks at people, Uncle Feng said to me: You are a person who has studied in college, don't believe in those superstitious things.
Belch...... Well, those are all superstitions and cannot be believed. I really want to ask Uncle Feng, is it superstition that you let me hide from the stars?
I vaguely felt that this old man was pushing me out, unwilling to give me divination.
He asked me to hide from the stars, and he helped me see it once, but I didn't pay for the divination. Isn't this old man going to see that I won't give money and push me out?
While I have such doubts in my heart, I also feel that I am living the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain.
So I said thank you and saved the business card. Looking at this business card carefully, my heart is full of all kinds of confusion.
Psychiatrist?The content of the business card seems to be very powerful, should I really see a psychiatrist in this situation?
I hesitated: Do I really have a psychological problem? Could my hallucinations and auditory hallucinations really result from staying up late a lot?
I don't understand. The only thing I know for sure now is that I'm afraid I'm going to have a mental problem.
My memory has always been bad, and during this time, I have hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, which seem to be signs of insanity!
Could I be mentally ill? Could it be a mental illness?
I couldn't help but laugh at the thought of this level. Is this self-entertainment?
I thought about it a lot, and I even thought that maybe I was just out of the window for too long, and my body reacted too strongly.
Why don't I go to Wang's room tonight and find him to solve my urgent needs?
As soon as this thought came to me, I shivered, uh! Forget it! I can have such a thought, it seems that my mind is really a little abnormal!
I decided to see the psychiatrist recommended by Uncle Feng. Wait for Lao Wang to get off work and then go, I'm afraid the psychiatrist will also get off work.
I had an idea, why not add this psychiatrist's WeChat first?
Now, for me personally, WeChat has become the way to connect with all human relationships.
I followed the mobile phone number on the business card to find the psychiatrist's WeChat and sent a request to add it.
Nowadays, many people's WeChat nickname is directly to advertise their circle of friends business projects, and the WeChat nickname of this psychologist is called Qihang Psychological Counseling Center.
Set sail? Does it mean to set sail and start all over again?
Just look at the name to know that it is an institution, it should be not small, and it should have a lot of customers.
As I said, I'm an aboriginal here, and there are so many people who know me. Such a sensitive place in the hearts of ordinary people, I suddenly felt repulsed.
I'm going to do an online consultation on it. WeChat can transfer money, I will tell me about my situation and then he will tell me, and this thing is done.
It was like a homework that had to be done, and I had it planned in my mind.
However, the addition requests I sent in the past have not been approved.
This seemed to give me a reason to give up quickly: forget it, it was enough to be poor enough to not go to work for so long, and it was better not to spend such unjust money.
That's right, that's what I think at the moment! I think I'm just looking for something to do, just sick.
I remembered what Uncle Feng said again: You are tired of staying up late writing novels, and you will be fine if you find a psychiatrist for guidance.
Since it's that simple, isn't it just running to spend money in vain? Hallucinations and auditory hallucinations may be temporary insanity caused by my too much devotion to writing!
I started to treat and counsel myself on my own. The so-called psychological counseling, in my opinion, is to answer questions and solve doubts. Does anyone know myself better than I do?
So I sat facing the wall and told myself: look at the nose, the nose and the mouth, and the mouth and heart...... Su Mo, you're fine, you're idle, stay at home and get sick......
Seeing me talking to myself facing the wall, Dabao came over with great curiosity, rubbed my face with a pink face, and asked me with a grin:
Mommy, Mommy, what are you doing here? You're having fun, hahaha...
Erbao also came over, rubbing the other side of my face with her pink little face, and grinning.
I laughed heartily.
My two precious daughters are my miracle medicine!
Playing with the kids instantly brightened my mood.
At this time, the WeChat prompt sounded one after another, and it seemed that the chatter was running to annoy me. I was in a good mood, and suddenly I wanted to talk to it.
So I clicked on WeChat and smiled at the boring WeChat sent by the chatterbox. There's nothing nutritious, it's just some innocuous nonsense.
I haven't replied, this chatter doesn't need to reply, he can have a good time himself.
I don't think he sent me WeChat to communicate with me. In my opinion, he just doesn't talk and is uncomfortable, and wants to find a chat box to vent.
But suddenly, I remembered what Jiang Nan said. He said that his cousin An Xu was a man of few words and shy.
I couldn't help but laugh when I thought about it.
Should I take a screenshot of the content of this remark and save it? Have I the opportunity to send it to my student Jiang Nan to take a good look at his cousin's true face of Lushan?